Comparative Scale
Jody Side

I don't know what I'm feeling right now, but I'd love to look after Meiske.What's this thing called Love?

Every time I'm around, I don't want to stay away.Every time I'm far away, I think about it.

Aahhhhhhhh, this feeling is excruciating.

I'd love to reveal it.However, does He accept me?I was too afraid if rejected by him.The heart, mind, this feeling is too strong for Meiske.Only Meiske.

I've known Meiske since Junior High.Although He never knew.We are different schools but close together.

I often see him when out of school.Memejanya from a distance.Due, I adore him.However, now when it is close to him, this feeling is getting stronger.

My fear is what makes me until now never say anything to Meiske.

Just Andra.

Andra was willing to keep her mouth shut even though she often asked me to reveal it.No!I have not dared.

I only showed my feelings to him through my actions.Hopefully He understood what I meant by all my actions.

But, why is it that when He has a problem he refuses to tell me? I know he told Andra the problem.

I don't want.I want Him to tell me everything too.Only to me.Tapu, why did He tell Andra? Does He believe in Andra more than I do?

I never even found out what was told to Andra, because I wanted Him to tell me.

I'll wait for that moment.

And when I followed Him to his uncle's place, I wanted to reveal it.

However, when I was nearby, it felt like all my fears had doubled in size from before.

Until when I accidentally kissed his forehead.The thing I've been wanting.But, after kissing his forehead, even greater the fear.

Is he angry with me? why is he just silent? why didn't he respond to that? why does he seem indifferent and indifferent?

And when He asked to return home immediately, I felt like I was being rejected raw.

But, why is his attitude as if he cares?

Aaahhhhhh,,,,, I was tormented by this feeling.

Until the moment he was home He even said an apology over and over again to me, even though He never did anything wrong.And again, I know He is most afraid to be alone at home.

Why,Ke? Wh why?

Is your apology a sign that you've been resisting my attention all along, Ke?

Are you ignoring Me?

Don't you have the slightest feeling about all this?

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I've been heading to the car and I haven't heard a word say from her lips.

Her red lips made me lose control while looking at her.

Ke, why don't you call me back...

My regrets in my heart.

I stepped foot into my car, and I tried to look at him, but he had no reaction at all.

In fact, he just looked at me.

Turn on my car engine, but I'm reluctant to pass.Still trying to see it from inside my car.

Niente.

I shook my head.Like a losing war I do my vehicle slowly.As if waiting for a miracle.

However, until my car could no longer be seen by him, he did not make a sound.Stay standing at the door.

Sakiittt, Meiske....

I'm doing my vehicle splitting the city streets.My mind is upset and I decided not to go home immediately.

I just circled around the highway.Once stopped.Think for a moment.Then do again my car.

Like a madman.

I ended up in the place I liked the most.

There I just sat in the car, opening the door and enjoying the sea breeze.

My eyes closed, recalling the incident.

A minute, two minutes, up to half an hour I'm in this position.

I was surprised when there was a vibration in my pants pocket.Open my eyes slowly and reach into my pants pocket, pull out my phone.

I saw the caller's name.Climbed from my seat and immediately received it not up to the third sound.

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