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And, I'm at this Hospital.They did a little surgery on my back because of a deep puncture wound and had to be stitched up.

I've even been 3 days at this Hospital.Mama and Sister Sandra who was immediately called by Jody went straight home that night.

About the wounds caused by Sky is indeed sick.However, more painful my heart at this time.I was hit by a great trauma.

However, when Mama asked what happened, I just said that there were thieves who entered the house to steal.In fact, when asked Jody I answered the same.

I don't want to tell them about this, however, there are some things I don't want to tell you.

First the most basic reason is Mama.I know, He worked deathly for Me and Sister Sandra.In fact, almost all of his time was used to make a living for the sake of Our survival.Mama, even though He may seem to ignore Me,but I know He loves me the most, takes care of me.

After losing Papa's sososk when I was a child, that also made Mama too overprotective of me.Kak Sandra not not unnoticed, but He knew my labile condition in childhood when losing Papa.

And, that's what makes me not tell what happened.It's enough I know all this.Do not add to the burden Mama.That's my first thought.

Second, I am ashamed of this incident.Even though I was not raped by Sky, but when He touched the body, lips, it was more than a disgrace to me.Very great.

I feel very dirty and despicable.And, I don't want others to know.Especially it's Jody.No!

That's the reason I'd rather be quiet.Although I know, Jody might feel there's something I'm hiding, but He also doesn't want to force me.More of my current condition.

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I've been in this Hospital for a week, and I'm finally going home today.

Arriving home, Aldra, Chailyn and other friends are waiting for me at home.Like a little welcoming celebration for me.

"Welcome back home, Ke." the words that Ain and other friends spoke made me slightly moved.They hugged me tightly.

Thank God for giving me a friend.

It was the cry of my heart.Lantas, We sat in the front room and celebrated a little by eating together.

Finally, one by one my friends came home.

"Ke, why are you going to school tomorrow?" ask Ain.

"Where the hell, Ain.Meiske still need rest.Ga try first, Ke." replied Andra.

"I'm in, kok." I answered him.And, there was a sour face from Jody.

"Rest for 2 or 3 more days." replied Jody but I shook my head.

"Son, Jo.I'm going to school tomorrow!" a little affirmation from me.Jody could only sigh then nod.

"Yyeeee...Finally Meiske came in. I've missed you." Ain happily hugged me straight away.I just smiled in response to Ain's attitude.

Ain and Andra are home, but Jody didn't ask my mother's permission to accompany me and Mama agreed.

We sit in front of the house.

"You're okay, aren't you?" asked Jody to me. I nodded in agreement.

"But, why do I always feel like you're keeping something from me?" ask again.

I shut up, my head lowered.I know, Jody saw the strangeness in me.I just silently played my finger.

Jody raised her hand to my chin, slightly lifting my chin so that our eyes meet.

"Can't I know, too, Ke?" ask again with a slightly pleading tone.

"I know, You hide things very well, But, I also know, Mama you are also very worried about Your situation until He also asked me to take care of you.You are not alone, Ke.All love you." Jody said.

"Life is not easy, Jo." That's the only word that comes out of my lips.

Jody rubbed my hair gently.

"Life is not easy.And it is even more difficult if We close ourselves with around Us, even those We love."

"But, doesn't everyone have their own problems.The more burdened the person."

"Ke, if it's for the people we care about, what's a burden?"

"Yes.It's a burden."

Jody let out a repeated breath.

"Life is always so.Sometimes happy, sometimes difficult.Tapu, it does not mean to be harbored alone.There I, Mama, Kak Sandra.Atau, there Andra, Ain or the others.We tell the problem We are not to add to the burden, not to add to it,but maybe we can find another solution, Ke."

"Like a lesson.If we do not understand, surely We ask other teachers or friends right so that we can better understand?"

"We ask a lot of people, and maybe people will give a different answer.And, from there you can know for sure, what answer do you think is right.Yes?"

"So, We need others not only because of Our interests alone, but this is also a life lesson that makes us more mature.Adult in thinking, mature in acting."

"What's in it is that we harbor a problem, we make solutions that sometimes we ourselves don't know well or not."

"We need solutions from others.People We trust.People We know can provide a better way out of our thinking."

I was silent with all the words of Jody.It is true everything said by Jody.However, at this time I can not even say 1 word about this matter.

I bit my lips, my fingers have also been gnawed.

Jody saw that, He came closer, raised my chin again.

"If it's not yet, it's okay, don't push yourself.I'll always wait until you speak.I won't force." He smiles.

The most relaxing smile.

"Thank you, Jo." I replied softly.

He smiled, drew his face to me, and kissed the top of my head.I bit my lip.

"Jo.." call me.

"Yes, Ke.." she replied.

"Why....." I hung up my line, I don't want to misjudge Jody's kindness.

Jody seemed to know what I was thinking.He held my hands together, smiling he said, saying,

"Because I sincerely love you.I love you more than anything.I want to take care of you.I want to always be near you, Ke."

I buried my head in Jody's chest.He hugged me very tightly with his head resting on my head.In fact, He also kissed the top of my head repeatedly.

I don't want to interpret this love Jody to me.I don't want to misjudge Jody.Let this moment be like this.Because, even now, I don't want Jody to leave me.

There is a feeling in the heart that always wants to be with him.However, I also do not want to assume that it is love.

Let it all be like this first.

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