Comparative Scale

Comparative Scale
Obliviousness


Maybe you don't know me


Anymore than I know you


And I would't blame you if


You walked away


I've been watching you on me


With the teardrops in your eyes


And it touches me much more


Than I can say


You know I'd hate to think that someone


Could have hurt someone like you


If I was him


I'd be right by your side


Lay your problems on my shoulders


Put your worries in my pocket


Rest your love on me


Saw you in the corner


On the moment I walked in


Saw your lonely face


Across the room


No, I won't forget it


And the way it might have been


Why did you have to leave


So soon


You know I'd hate to think that someone


Could have loved you more than me


And at times like this


I'd be right by your side


How long must I wait


The last train to be here?


And the last chance to know


Get to think that I was born too soon


How long, honey


When the loving don't come?


I was there when you left me


Just didn't know how to start


This song was heard in Sky's car. From us to the park until we go home, only this song is replayed and repeated.


We have returned from the park. And, I'm back to hearing this song.


Wanted to ask, but that's it. Maybe Sky really likes this song. I'm just trying to remember the lyrics.


"Thank you, Sky." before getting out of his car.


"Don't forget, prepare a schedule for us a month" he replied with a smile.


I smiled in response, then got off and when the vehicle was about to go, only a wave of hands extended to him.


Thank you Sky for today.


That's all I said in my heart while stepping foot into the house.


And, jeez!!! I patted my own eel. I forgot Aunt's order!


I turned around, half running. Looking for a store around my house, who knows if there's a Aunt's order.


Quit the nearest shopping area, and the results are nil. Nobody is selling.


Why can I forget Aunt's order...


Finally, I'm looking for an ojek to find somewhere else.


"To.." a voice sounded. I turned towards the voice.It turns out Andra.


"Hey..why are you here ? " my question after Andra is close.


"Disease, walk. You alone, what's the matter?" tanyakanya.


"I forgot to buy something for my Aunt.Hmmm, Abdra, help me yaaa.." with a little bit of clarity.


"Hmmm, you've got to go up.Yes, go up." replied Andra who finally drove me around looking for Aunt's order.


*Still,Ndra." I replied when I got home and also got what I was looking for.


"Hmmm..other times if you forget to say my name 3 times I'll come to help." with an annoying mimic.


"Here you are..go home!" while pushing.


"ckckckckck.the basic ungrateful woman. Already helped, still expelled too." with a mimic who pretended to be upset.


"hehehehehe, what do you want to try?" my many.


"Remain to drink cake, what cake.." murmured while scratching the back of his head.


"Aahhh,, that's how it looks..Yes, yes, go in. I made you a drink." I continued.


Andra was so excited. He immediately entered but chose to sit in front of the house.


I go inside, save Aunt's order and make Andra a drink.


"Nih.please drink." when you're in front.


Oh my God, what's wrong with you today. You look different than usual.


"Will we eat?" tanyaku.


"What's wrong?" andra's question surprised me a little.


Seeing the way I looked at her, Andra smiled with her stupid time and said again.


"Take out everything that can be eaten."


"Ndra, what are you after?" I asked while holding Andra's jidat. Not hot.


"Huuhh, why? can't you?" sewot.


"It can't be, Hydra. Just be confused." scratching behind my ear.


"Yes, there's something to eat just take it out. I still want to stay here for a long time." Andra's answer I immediately understood.


I went in, took a little bit of the bouncy flower that Aunt ordered, put it on a plate, and then gave it to Andra.


"What the hell is it?" tanyaku.


"So!" sahut brief.


I looked towards him. Wonder. Andra's not usually like this.


"What's the matter, Ndra?" start to pull out a whining.


"Ish, even crying I said there's nothing!" andra toilet.


"But..." hanging.


"Can't I come to your house?"


"It's not like that.."


"Want to?"


"Hmm..iyaa yaaaaa.." surrender with him.


"Good." While the mouth still keeps putting food in.


A few moments of silence.


"Ndra.." opened the conversation.


"Hmm.." still struggling with the food.


"Aren't you on vacation?"


"Police." he said indifferently.


"Big,Andra!" little angry.


"Lho, will you answer." replied Andra still indifferently.


"I mean, you don't go on vacation where the cake is.." I explained.


"Ooo..no!" short only.


"Trus, why stay home?"


"Maen."


"Issshhh, Andraaaaa.." annoyed by the answer.


Andra looked at me confused.


"Is something wrong?" ask again as if nothing is wrong.


"Yeah.iyaaa.nothing's wrong."


"Yes already.."


In the end, I chose silence even though I did not deny what Andra said. Yes, a vacation at home might be like that.


"Ndra.." Suddenly something hit my head.


"What else." he replied lazily.


"Ish.heard first. You have no tuh, intention to make a walk, or pilesir where.or whatever." kepo soul struck.


Andra fixed her way of sitting. Then look towards me. Like wanting an explanation.


"Ehh, I'm just it.."


"Hmmm..what's up?" like know what my question means.


"Nothing" I replied quickly.


"To.." is already in a serious position.


"There's nothing, Andra. I'm just asking. If you have any cake activities, can I come?" tanyaku carefully.


"Hmmm....I don't know what else happened to you." I sat down and put my head back on both hands.


"I don't know either, But, if I wanted to, I would have come. Hmmm, did something happen again, Ke?" ask Andra.


I was silent for a moment. All this time only Andra was one of the people who understood me the most. And also the person who knows me best.


Feeling guilty, too, makes him feel anxious. After all, Jody had also mengultimatum that he no longer wanted to hear from others.


Andra is also my best friend. Ahhh, I'm worried.


"To..!" seeing my silence made Andra think differently.


"Mmm,iya Ndra." trying to create a normal atmosphere.


"Is there anything I don't know?" inquiringly.


"Ooh, not really. I'm just tired of spending holidays at home.So, if you're alone, I can accompany. Yeah.yaaa.." trying to convince Andra.


"Hmmm.okay deh. Or do I need to come every day?" still full of search.


"Ehhh, ga usaahh, ga usaah.."


"Hmmmm, Come!" it seems like my answer is increasingly implying something.


Ahhhh, Andra...You know more about me than anyone else.


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