Comparative Scale
Feel Guilty

*What I'm doing with Jo Balikk...

I have to how....

I howaa*......

Question questions in a row immediately occur in my brain.Jody is not visible nose stem but I am here like a fog collar.

And finally, I chose to sit quietly quietly.

15 Minutes passed, there was no sign of Jody. This kid bought what made you...Lamaaaa...

20 mins.

I heard footsteps.I tried to calm down.Sigh slowly to calm myself.

Jody came with 2 packs in her hand.She put them on a plate and brought them to me.

In fact, I could have done that.But, I was afraid I could not control my feelings then I chose to remain seated in my original place.

Jody sat down next to me, and gave me the food, and I silently accepted the food and without speaking I ate it.

He did not talk.Jody then stood up, walked back and then brought a glass of water in his right hand while in his left hand there is what He holds.

After he finished eating, Jody gave the water to me.Before drinking it, He took something from his left hand.Aahhh, that's medicine. Giving me to drink with water.And, after finishing drinking it Jody also without speaking took the glass and walked away again.

We were both like strangers who had just met.Silent, without talking. Does Jody feel the same way as I do...

I want to accept that feeling, but it's too kegeeran in my opinion.

But, why is his attitude like thatu...

The dilemma struck my heart.With such awkward circumstances, it is certain that it will last a long time.

After I had my heart strong, I stood up, walked around looking for Jody and found her daydreaming behind the house.

"Jo." Call me makes him a little surprised. Jody turned towards me.

"What's up, Ke?" ask her in a flat voice.

"I've been gapapa.Kita just go home, yuk." That sentence that came out of my lips.Yah, than we last night without talking better go home and Jodypun can go home.

Buti,, I'm alone........Aaahhhhh,, already than here is also more complicated. That's a glimpse of my thinking.

"Oh, we're home now." It's like waking up from a daydream, without preventing and without saying much Jody immediately took her car keys and walked out and I followed her from behind.

Why, kok so kayak gini....Jo was just kidding...I may be thinking too much about what not... There's some kind of regret in my heart with Jody's change.

Even in the car, we do not talk much.Jody is very different.More silence and more focus on driving alone.

Aahhhh,, why do I think strange strange.Jo may not like me...

I exhaled a coarse breath.Her reaction, that gust made Jody slightly turn towards me.

"Still sick, Ke?" tanyanya.

"Eh, Ga kok, Jo.Just a little soy sauce." answered me origin.

"Oo.." short answer Jody.I tilted my face slightly out the window with both hands firmly gripped on my thighs.

Finally, until home.Without waiting for Jody to turn off the car engine, I've gone out.A small run to my door.

Realize, if I forget my bag.When it was about to turn back to the car, it turns out Jody had already carried the bag in her hand.

"Sorry." I said as I took the bag from Jody's grasp.

"I'm sorry?" tanyakanya. I didn't care about the question, I was busy opening my bag, looking for my house keys.

I took my bag back.I didn't get it.Until....

"Here you sit there, Let me look for it." Jody had already taken the bag and examined it more thoroughly.

"But.." the sentence that I did not finish when I saw He had found the key by holding the key in his hand raised it to the front of his chest.

Jody then opened the door to my house.I immediately went inside but, Jody first held my arm.

"What's up, Jo?" my many.

"Aren't you alone at home?" ask Jo.

"Wait.I want to ask you something first." continued again.

"What,Jo?" ask again.

"What did your apology mean?why should I apologize?" the question I hate the most because it makes me have to rack my brain to find the best alibi to cover my feelings.

"I'm sorry I always bother you, Jo." Maybe this is the answer I consider neutral.

"I don't feel bothered, Ke." she replied briefly.

"Oh, I'm sorry" I replied again.

I saw him slightly shaking his head and frowning his forehead.

"So, sorry what else?" tanyanya.

For whatever sake, this question after question long ago trapped me.

"Yes, I'm sorry if I thought wrong." that's my answer.

"Yes it's wrong!" answer with a little affirmation.

"Oow, then sorry again for the mistake of thinking of me." The sentence I took out of my lips made Jody slightly rewind herself.

"Alright, I'm good-bye" he said briefly immediately turned his body and walked to his car.

Eehh, why this...Why is it like this....What should I do...Jo,,, uh,,,

I'm still in my place.

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