Comparative Scale
Sure Step

"Ke..I know maybe I'm being too selfish or something. But, please give me a chance to be by your side. I'm sorry about yesterday. Ii'm Sorry. The things I do always scare you. I've promised to change everything.Please, Ke.." I've held both my hands.

Sounds like sincerity. And all I know is that there's love there. A love I cannot describe. So huge.

I bite my lips while squeezing my fingers hard. I know Sky's feelings for me are very strong.

But I also don't deny that I'm starting to like him. The way He protected me, the way He took care of me was beyond my expectations and so special.

However, I've already set my heart on Jody. I can't just take it off.

Still with my thoughts in mind, not realizing that someone was standing at the door and watching everything. Yep. Jody's already there.

"Ke.." call her slowly.

I lifted my face up and saw it. I stood up to him, took his hand and pulled him into the house.

"Key..Excuse me. I chose Jody. It's not that I hate you that I've really tried to forget all that. And, the few times you saved me that was more than enough for me. But, I.." hung up my last words when I saw Sky standing, approaching me.

"Hmmmmm.." Throwing his breath rough.

"I know it's Ke..But, I will not give up on this love. Although I and Jody.yahh, as you know, but I really don't care about any of it. This feeling I can't change. And, I'll keep proving." There's a firmness there.

"I'm pampering. Jo, I'm waiting for you in the car. Don't be long 'cause we're leaving soon, okay?" like governing.

Jody only snorted annoyedly at hearing that. He and Sky must leave soon.

Jody looked at me with a very extraordinary look. His heart now felt very calm like flowing water. I did not expect Him with all the words I said to Sky.

He smiled, approached me, and....

Cuup....

A kiss landed on my forehead. I closed my eyes as if I was enjoying it. Then, Jody held both of my hands, grasping tightly.

"I'm leaving, yeah. Take good care of yourself as long as I'm not around. I won't be long."

I nodded in response. Jody stroked the top of my head slowly.

"I'm very happy with what you said" he said with a smile. I smiled back at him too.

"Udah, go there. Poor Sky's been waiting." I said divert.

"Hmmm...what now are your feelings turning to Sky and worrying about it?"

"Jo Hiss..I promised Sky I'd be nice to him."

"Promise?" slightly scrunched his forehead a sign that he did not understand my words.

Aahh, I forgot that I haven't told you anything about Me and Sky. But let everything go as it is.

I just smiled in response. " I'm waiting for you to come home and I'll tell you whatever you want."

"really?" and I nodded.

Teeeetttt..........

There was a horn coming from Sky's car. I smiled and pushed Jody out of the house.

"Ahhhhhhhh..I feel like I'm getting kicked out of here." sulking.

"Keylah." and immediately leave for the car and they both leave.

***

Since then, my relationship with Jody and Sky has improved. Although Sky does not show his face or interact with me, I know He is still watching my every day.

And, I don't even get any more bad shit. Is Sky like a guard? I don't know.

But all I know is, He showed his love to me in a different way. Seeing me from a distance but always following me if I am alone.

And, Jodypun showed his love in his way.

I sometimes feel like I have both and like I could never be without them both.

The egoism? I don't know. However, it was my way to repay Sky's every favor. And Jody knew that.

***

Finally, to the end of school. Graduation announcements.

After graduation, each started with his wish and that's when there was a breakup.

I was asked by my mother to continue to college even though there was a bit of a great debate because I prefer to find a job while Mama is staying with my education.

And, My Mama is the winner even though with a heavy heart I continue my studies but with 1 condition that if I get a job then I will divide my time between work and college.

And, Mama agreed.

While Jody. He had to go abroad, continue his education while continuing the business of his parents.

The sky? I don't even know about him. It seemed like he disappeared at the end of school. I've only heard Jody's little explanation that she prefers her life path that only she herself knows.

Until the time of farewell came. I drove Jody to the airport.

And, this is where I will remember all the sorrow. For 3 years I've always been with him, shared the joy of grief together, and this is where We parted though not for good.

However, there was tucked away that pain. I'll live my own life, as will Jody. Here, our loyalty is tested. Here, the toughness of love will be forged. Can we live it.

I tried to hold my cry in front of Jody. I don't want to look embarrassing.

I stared at his back until it was gone. I closed my eyes for a moment and a tear fell down without me noticing.

I'm standing there, until I know the plane that took her has gone from here.

Then I went back home and this was my journey that had just begun.

Can it? Got to!!

***

I enrolled in college at a place that was located near my house enough to make it easier for me.

I've occupied myself with all my college business and it turns out I'm still with Andra.

Yep..He took the same college as me and the same major as me. Aahh, I feel a little amused.

***