Chose Him
Part Three

She's.."

"Who, Mas?"

"He's.."

Reno sighed again.

"Mama" Reno replied.

"Mama?" Kinan asked who seemed confused by Reno's answer.

"Yes Mama. Because in my life, there are only two women I love. You, and Mama. There is no more room in my heart for another woman" Reno replied with a smile and caressed Kinan wajag.

"The "lie" of Kinan's inner heart.

"Yes, you don't have to think macem. Now eat first, the porridge will be cold. I bribe ya" Reno said as she fed the porridge to Kinan's mouth.

Kinan continued to look at her husband's face, until without him noticing, a clear feather dripped on his smooth cheeks.

"Well, why are you crying?" Reno asked who was confused to see Kinan suddenly crying.

Kinan only shook his head, but his tears became increasingly uncontrollable. He fell into Reno's arms. Reno who was confused to see Kinan suddenly crying could only hug while kissing Kinan's head. He tried to calm Kinan down, but Kinan's tears were breaking. His chest was moistened by Kinan's tears. Reno tries to let go of Kinan's embrace. He tried to grab Kinan's face.

"Hey, look at me!" reno said

"Kinan!"

"Kinan, look at me, please"

Kinan continued to cry regardless of Reno's words. He kept his eyes down, his tears flowing. He hugged Reno. Reno lets Kinan cry until Kinan is relieved.

"Well crying?" Reno asked gently as she rubbed Kinan's wet cheeks.

Kinan nodded.

"Now answer my question, why are you crying?"

"I'm scared" Kinan replied as he lowered his head.

"Fearful? Scared why?"

"I'm afraid you're leaving me. I'm afraid there are other women who will take you from me. I'm afraid you've changed. I'm afraid you don't love me anymore"

Reno immediately pulled Kinan into his embrace. Feelings raging.

"I won't leave you" Reno said.

"Will there be no other women among us?" Kinan asked as he looked up at Reno's face.

Reno did not answer. He just tightened his embrace. Taking a deep breath, even Kinan could feel the scent of Reno's breath.

"Why not answer?" Ask Kinan.

"There will be no other woman besides you" Reno replied without looking into Kinan's eyes.

Kinan let go of Reno's embrace and gave Reno a smile. He may smile, but his heart is still crying. Kinan knew her husband was lying but Kinan seemed to not care even though his heart hurt. For him, being with Reno has made him happy. Kinan only hoped that Reno would know the depth of Kinan's love.

****

"Bi Mur when do you start working again?" Reno asked as she was enjoying her morning breakfast.

"Say today" Kinan replied as he smeared jam onto his bread.

Reno's device suddenly rang, Kinan just glanced at Reno.

"I'm leaving, yeah"

"But your breakfast is not over yet"

"What's wrong, I had an important meeting this morning" Reno said as she moved out of her dining chair.

"I'm leaving first" said Reno while kissing Kinan's forehead.

Kinan just nodded, he just looked at his man from behind. Kinan returned a wave of Reno's hand with a smile. I don't know what he's feeling right now. Her heart felt empty, even though Reno gave her his attention and affection. However, Kinan still felt empty.

••••

[I brought you some lunch, huh?]

Send

[No need to bother dear, Mas eat out all meet clients. Take a break, don't be too tired. You've only just recovered] Reno replied.

Kinan sighed. He glanced at the supply box he had prepared for Reno. It is also wrong, too excited to forget to ask before preparing Reno lunch. Kinan immediately tidied up the provisions again.

[Later what will we eat tonight? Let me prepare] reply Kinan again.

[Whatever you're cooking, I'll eat] Reno again.

Kinan smiled. Her husband is like that. Eat whatever you provide.

Naya

[Nan, yuk road]

Kinant

[Where?]

Naya

[Mall, I'll buy you lunch]

Kinant

[Okay, pick it up but yeah. He he he]

Naya

[Yeeee. I picked up Yaudah, but you have to be neat. I don't want to wait]

Kinant

[Every boss!]

Kinan locked the screen and put it in his pocket. He went from the kitchen to his room to get ready. Kinan chose a relaxed outfit. Kinan wears a one-third plikset toad pants, a black plain shirt and a matching colored cardigan. Kinan won is not a complicated type of woman. He prefers to dress casual and casual. While she was polishing the thin makeup on her face, she saw the necklace Reno gave her. Kinan wanted to wear it, but he undid it.

Geck.  Geck. Geck.

"Mba, there's mba Naya"

Bi Mur's voice shocked Kinan.

"Eh yes, bi. Just wait a minute" Kinan replied.

"Are you okay?" Ask Naya

"Sure" Kinan replied as he nodded and smiled.

"Yuk ah, the hunt will be jammed" asked Naya.

The atmosphere of the streets is not too dense, maybe because it is not yet lunchtime. During the trip they chatted here and there. About Naya's business which is now very large and has many branches. They did not discuss Reno and Rani. Because Naya knows, it will ruin the mood of her best friend.

Time shows at eleven o'clock. Naya and Kinan have arrived at one of the shopping centers in the Jakarta area. They went into a clothing store, a shoe store, and a salon.

"Eat yuk, laper me" asked Kinan.

"What's good to eat?" Ask Naya.

"Sushi aja" replied Kinan

"okay"

They headed straight to the sushi restaurant. However, when going into the restaurant Kinan steps stopped. From a distance, Kinan saw her husband making out with his best friend in the restaurant.

"Look" asked Naya.

Kinan. His eyes continued to point at the stifling sight of his chest.

"Kinan?" Ask Naya.

Naya also turned her gaze, how shocked she was when she saw Reno sitting friendly with Rani. They laughed and looked very happy. While at his side, he saw the shattered Kinan looking at that disgusting sight. Naya reflexes pulled Kinan's hand.

"Let's crash, we flush hot water if necessary" said Naya growled.

Kinan just shook his head, though,

"We go home" asked Kinan.

"Lo can't be fooled by Kinan! They are now in front of your eyes. Swing around! Maki them if you want. Slap them if you want!" Naya said with emotion.

Again Kinan was silent and shook his head.

"Go home"

"Before I saw people because crying in the mall. I'm not strong" Pinta Kinan.

Naya can't force Kinan. He finally complied with Kinan's will. Until the parking lot, Kinan fell silent.

"Lo if you want to cry yes cry" said Naya.

Kinan was crying again. He nodded his head, covering his face. Her ears are red, so is Kinan if she is crying. Naya was silent to the cries of her best friend. He could feel what Kinan was feeling. Naya could only pat Kinan on the shoulder. He knows what to do. Naya lets Kinan cry until Kinan feels calm.

"Sampe when, Nan lo want rich gini?" Ask Naya.

Kinan. He turned his face to the window. Her tears kept dripping, but not as hard as before.

"Let's Reno, Nan. You can be happy without Reno"

"No way, Nay"

"Why can't you? Lo beautiful, lo good. And you deserve to be happy"

"Gue love Reno!"

"Lo's in love but he's not, how?"

"He loves me" replied Kinan.

"Related?"

Kinan.

"So love can't be her way with Rani. Mersra mersalaan Rani behind you. To the hotel with Rani without your knowledge" said Naya.

Kinan did not flinch. His eyes kept looking out the window.

"Lo's weak, Nan. I don't know Kinan now" Naya said.

Naya immediately drove her car and got out of the parking lot. Along the way, Kinan was silent. Empty look. He just looked at the street.

"Gue nginep in lo's apartment, huh?" Pinta Kinan

Naya just nodded. He drove his car to his apartment. Arriving at the apartment, Kinan immediately threw his body onto the sofa. Naya gives Kinan a water bar. They just keep quiet and dissolve in each other's feelings. Naya just looked at Kinan, she could not bear with her best friend.

••••

"Miss.."

"Kinan's.."

He saw the clock, it's 12 p.m. Naya looks for Kinan in the guest room, but nothing. Naya searched Kinan all over the corner of his apartment, but she could not find him. He calls Kinan, but he dies. Naya rushes to get the car keys and wears a cardigan. However, when Naya had just closed the door of her apartment, she saw Kinan was walking. Without a second thought, Naya immediately followed Kinan.

"Kinan!" Shouted Naya. But Kinan did not answer and did not look.

Kinan continued walking, and climbed the emergency stairs.

"Kinan! Where are you going!" Shouted Naya.

Again Kinan did not answer. Kinan walked very quickly. He climbed the stairs until he reached the rooftop of the apartment building where Naya lived.

Naya's breathing was stingy as she chased after Kinan. He saw Kinan standing at the end of the building. Slowly, Naya approached.

"Don't go forward!" Shouted Kinan.

Kinan turned around, his face already wet with tears.

"What's the fuck you want?" Ask Naya.

"Please excuse me to Reno. I said I love Reno. Tell Rani, happyin Reno. I retreated" Kinan said as he sobbed.

"Lo doesn't have to be rich, Kinan! You deserve to be happy. There are still many people who love you!" Snap Naya.

Kinan shook his head, he just kept sobbing.

"I'm sorry, Nay" said Kinan lirih.

"Gue would rather die than lose Reno" Kinan said.

"Stupid, *****! Lo why the hell! Let's go back!" Take Naya with a high tone of speech.

"I'm sorry, Nay" Kinan said.

Kinan spread out his hands, and in an instant he dropped his body from the top of the building.

"YINAAAAAAAAAAN!!"

Seriate.