Chose Him

Chose Him
The Fourteen Parts


Reno has arrived in court. He was accompanied by his mother and his lawyer. He will make his final attempt, mediate so that Kinan will return to him. For Kinan to abandon his intention to divorce her.


Kinan came with his parents, his brother and his lawyer. It's a lie that Kinan isn't sad today. Deep down, he still loved Reno. However, her pain now overcame her love. Kinan was ready to face today. Even though he was a little nervous. He was ready for this farewell.


Andre


[Spirit!!]


Kinant


[Thanky]


Process by process, now comes the time to mediate. Kinan asked to leave them in the mediation room. Now there are only the two of them.


"Kinan, I'm sorry" Reno said.


Kinan smiled.


"I've forgiven you" Kinan replied gently.


Reno smiled as she heard Kinan's reply.


"But we better be apart. The wounds you made are too painful for me. I can't continue this marriage. I'm sorry"


Reno's smile disappeared instantly.


"Let me have a chance, Kinan" pinta Reno.


Kinan shook his head slowly.


"I can't, Ren. I want to be happy too"


"I can make you happy, Kinan. I beg you"


"You used to say the same thing. You said you'd make me happy. But what are you doing? Do you think I'm happy to see you with my best friend? Do you think I'm happy when I know that you have someone else in your heart besides me? And that guy was my best friend?"


Reno bowed listlessly. Kinan tried not to cry.


"We've done this, Ren" Kinan continued.


"Is it because of that man, you insist on getting a divorce from me?" Ask Reno.


"Don't bring anyone else, Ren. We are just friends, nothing more. I want a divorce because I can't live with you, Ren. Because if we stay together, the wounds you inflict will continue to exist and will be difficult to disappear. I kept remembering that wound when I saw you"


Reno rubbed her face rough. Does he have to give up?


"I wouldn't hate you, neither would Rani. I forgive you guys. But please, I can't continue this marriage"


"Can't you think about it again, please. Give me a chance"


Kinan. He stayed on his decision, divorced.


"Ren, you can easily get happiness other than being with me. You can be happy with Rani, or any other woman out there. I beg. Untie me. It's my choice, I choose to give up. I choose myself, I want to be happy, Ren"


Reno fell silent.


"Thank you for giving me five wonderful years. From the time we dated until marriage, even until this moment. You taught me many things, including pain and disappointment. Because of you, I can be a stronger woman now. I'm sorry, if as long as you know me, I've made a lot of mistakes. We started well, and now, we end this well" Kinan said, smiling and leaving Reno in the mediation room.


Reno was still downcast, occasionally he rubbed his face rough.


"are you papa, son?" Ask Retno.


Kinan shook his head and tried to smile. It was the last time Kinan met and came face to face with Reno. Because at the next hearing, Reno was never present. Even when Halim knocked on the hammer, checking their divorce, Reno did not reveal his nose.


Kinan sat down and looked at their divorce papers. Widowed at 25 years old, not too bad. He can still do a lot of things. Kinan chose to work together with Naya. He wants to do things he can't do, including work. Because after graduating from college, Kinan chose to accept Reno proposal.


Kinan chose to engage himself with work. He began to learn to accept and try to summarize what had happened. He is closer to his God. Kinan never once left the five prayers of time with his sunnah prayer. Kinan also began to learn to practice the sunnah fast Monday and Thursday. Kinan's life is much calmer now.


Kinan has a lot of new friends. He can interact with many people with different characters. Kinan is enjoying his life now. Sometimes, however, he feels empty. Because there was a hole in him that he had not closed.


****


After officially divorcing Kinan, Reno continued his life. Reno's parents begin to accept her son's decision and begin to accept Rani as Reno's chosen woman. Rani seems happy, but not with Reno. In the past, when with Rani, Reno felt calm. But since Kinan left, Reno has felt a great loss. He misses Kinan every day.


"It's good huh?" Rani asked as she looked at the ring in a jewelry store.


Reno fell silent, his mind was not careless.


Reno remains unacquainted.


"Reno!" Call Rani while patting Reno on the shoulder.


"Oh, baby, what's wrong?"


Reno was surprised, Rani's face turned sour. He left Reno.


"Damn!" Inner Reno


Reno is chasing Rani. He grabbed Rani's arm.


"God!"


"I'm sorry" Reno said.


"As much as you"


Rani takes off Reno's hand and leaves.


"Ran.." call Reno


"Dani!!"


But Rani ignored him. He continued walking until he left the mall. Reno quickly chased after Rani and grabbed Rani's arm.


"Otherwise? Huh!" Bentak Rani's.


"I'm sorry, Ran"


"What's wrong with you, Ren?"


"We talked in the car" Reno said, taking Rani to her car. Reno does not want to be a spectacle material for Mall visitors. Reno clasped Rani's hand and walked towards her car. Rani silently smiled behind Reno.


"Come in first" Reno said as he opened the car door for Rani.


Rani complied and got into the car. Reno sighed and also got into the car.


"What are you talking about?" Ask Rani ketus.


"I'm sorry, honey. You know, at the end of this I have a lot of work"


Rani fell silent and threw her back out.


Reno sighed, holding Rani's chin and pointing Rani at her. They stare at each other, but Rani tries to throw back her gaze but Reno holds her back.


"Darling, look at me first" Reno said.


Rani also gave up.


"Last time you've changed, Ren. You daydream more and don't focus when I talk. What the hell are you? You still think of Kinan? Huh yeah?"


Rani tried to hold back her tears.


"Our wedding is two months away, Ren. But you've changed"


Rani again threw away her sight.


Reno did not answer, he just sighed and started his car engine. All the way, silence. Both Rani, and Reno were equally speechless. They dissolve in each other's minds.


Arriving at home, Rani immediately got out of the car and went inside. Reno massaged his forehead. He must be more patient so as not to return to making mistakes. So that he is not abandoned by Rani.


Reno does not want to disturb Rani, he drives his car and goes home. Before returning home, Reno stopped by a cafe to meet with his business partner.


When Reno got out of his car, he saw a car that was familiar to him. Reno saw the license plate number.


"This is Kinan's car" Inner Reno.


Reno rushed into the cafe. After the divorce, Reno never once met Kinan. Is Kinan inside? His inner. He hastened his steps. When he went inside, he looked around the cafe. His eyes immediately turned to a woman sitting alone in the corner of the cafe. A beautiful woman with peach-colored pashmina, and with a very natural make up. Reno's chest rumbled, his heartbeat quickened. Reno walked up to the woman. But his steps stopped when he saw a man approaching the woman. The man smiled and the woman returned her smile. Reno looked at Kinan with the man he had battered back then.


His jaw hardened, his hands clenched, his breathing began to feel heavy. His heart ached like a thousand arrows. Reno really liked Kinan's smile. A smile that could always calm his heart, energize him every day, relieve his fatigue. The smile that Kinan always gave as he opened his eyes, started his day. He felt very happy when he saw Kinan's smile. Perih, tightness, pain, that's how Reno thought when she saw Kinan's smile at this time. That smile, no longer hers.


Reno turned around, and abandoned her intention to meet Kinan.


Seriate.