Chose Him

Chose Him
Part One


[You don't have to wait. There are still meetings. It is also possible that I did not go home]


Kinan sighed, throwing the device at the table that he had decorated in such a way. With a variety of flowers, tarts and dishes that he has prepared to commemorate the second anniversary of his wedding. However, all is beyond expectations. No warm kisses, romantic dinners, exchanging gifts, even just a greeting her husband seemed to forget. Slowly, a translucent drip moistens his smooth cheeks. And his defense collapsed, his shoulders shook, he sobbed. He let down all his disappointments through his cries tonight. He's just alone.


After being content to vent his disappointment, Kinan rose. He started decorating the decorations he had prepared. Tidying up the dishes he had made with great difficulty. Until late at night, it was finished. The table, which was full of white flowers, is now empty. A table full of delicious dishes, now empty. Like his heart at the moment, it was empty.


With gontai steps, he walked towards his room. He sat in front of the dresser mirror. He looked at his face. Pathetic right? He has prepared everything. She even dressed up as pretty as she could, choosing the best clothes possible, but all failed. All he saw was his face falling apart. Make up that has worn off because of tears. Again a clear grain dripped as he looked at their wedding photos. For two years they had waded through the household, but her husband had forgotten his wedding anniversary.


He wiped away his tears, then headed towards the room of the wobbly. He does not want to dissolve in sadness. He bathed and cleansed his body, refreshing his mind. After the shower, he fell asleep.


****


"Assalamu'alaikum, my dear" a whisper and a warm kiss landed on Kinan's cheek.


Slowly, Kinan opened his eyes. She saw her husband in front of her. The suanum sambi gives a bunch of red roses.


"Happy Anniversary, baby. I'm sorry I was busy last night so I just gave you a surprise now"


Kinan only fell silent as her husband thrust out a box containing a necklace with the pendulum initialed K.


"You likey? I'm using it, huh?" Reno asked as she got up and stood behind Kinan. He wrapped the necklace around the neck of the Kinan level.


"I love you" whispered Reno


Kinan was silent. Either he should be happy or sad. His gaze was empty, even smiling was difficult. Recalling last night, Kinan's best friend Naya reported to Kinan that Reno was in a hotel with a woman. Accompanied by photographic evidence they were very friendly.


"Why you, baby? How quiet?" Reno's voice suddenly startled Kinan's daydream.


"I'm not papa, thank you!" Answer Kinan flat.


"Rare you papa?" Asked Reno doubtfully.


"It's okay, just calm down"


Kinan immediately moved from the bed. The tall woman walked towards the bathroom. Under the shower, she cried again. Remember the photo Naya sent last night. His mind asked "why would Reno do this to him? What harm?".


Kinan was in the bathroom for a long time. After she was satisfied crying, she immediately went out and got dressed. Kinan didn't see her husband in the room. His gaze went around the corner of the room, but he did not find Reno there. Sayup I heard Reno's voice like she was talking to someone. Kinan occasionally heard the sound of her husband's crisp laughter. He traced the origin of the sound. The sound came from the balcony of his room. Kinan peeked out from behind the window curtain, her husband was receiving a phone call. Kinan saw the look on her husband's face that looked so happy. She looked at her old husband, her heart throbbing. It was painful, she squeezed and took off her husband's necklace. Not wanting to linger for long, Kinan rushed out of the room.


He sat alone in a small garden behind his house. Her heart kept asking, with whom was her husband talking? In his heart raged curiosity, anger, jealousy, sadness, disappointment. All mixed into one. His eyes began to feel hot, but this time he held back his tears did not fall. He decided he would be normal until he knew the truth. Until she found out who the woman was with her husband last night.


"Loh baby, are you here? I'm looking where you are" Reno's voice shocked Kinan.


Kinan just looked over and smiled.


"Why are you, anyway? Not usually rich" asked Reno.


"What's wrong, just no longer feeling well" he replied lying.


"Aren't you good at being modified? Don't you get pregnant?"


"No, I just finished PMS yesterday"


"Well, just kirain" Reno said with a sigh.


"Eat outside yuk, I'm hungry" Reno asked


"Cooking? When do you cook? My man came home you're still sleeping"


"Yesterday. I cooked your favorite meal yesterday, but you didn't come home. So I put the food in the freezer. If you want, I'll warm it up now. If I don't want to, I'll just give it to Mr. Nardi" Kinan replied.


"You were waiting for me last night?" Ask Reno.


"Yes"


"You cook for me?"


"Yes"


Reno fell silent. He looked at his wife fixedly, there was guilt in Reno's heart. When he had fun with other women, he forgot. That there was his wife at home waiting for his arrival. Waiting for him to come home every day.


"I'm sorry" Reno said softly.


"Sorry for?"


"Make you wait for me, but I'm busy"


"What's wrong, I'm sorry if you're busy because of your work. Don't be busy with other women"


Kinan's answer was like a precise arrow hitting a target. Reno didn't even budge.


"I'm cooking food first" said Kinan.


In the kitchen, Kinan tried to control his emotions. He must be able to act ordinary, as if he does not know what is and what is not happening.


"Mas, eat yuk. It's ready for the food" asked Kinan


"Uhm. Anu. I just got a phone call from the office. I need to get to the office right now" Reno replied.


"Well, what's the sudden?" Ask Kinan.


"Don't know, Mr. Burhan arrived just sent Mas to the office right now. Sorry yes"


"Oh yaudah that way"


"Yaudah if that's how to change clothes first"


Reno leaves Kinan. Kinan was silent. He knows Reno is lying but he still pretends to believe in his soulmate. Not long after, Reno came out of the room. Wearing a black polo shirt and matching jeans, very handsome. Reno wears whatever looks handsome, Inner Kinan.


"Mas leaving, yeah!" Pamit Reno as she kisses Kinan's forehead.


Kinan simply nodded and escorted her husband out the gate. But Kinan did not go straight into the house. She followed her husband using a motorcycle. She set her motorcycle distance with her husband's car rather unnoticed.


He walked down the street with curiosity and anxiety. He knows, this is not the way to the office where Reno works. Because Kinan had worked in the same office as Reno.


Kinan continued to follow Reno's car, until Kinan finally arrived at a cafe. She saw her husband get out of his car and into the cafe. Kinan also followed Reno into the cafe. However, Kinan's steps stopped when he saw her husband kissing and hugging a woman who was no stranger to Kinan. He knows this woman very well. The woman who is now struggling spoiled in her husband's arms


"Knees.."


Seriate