Ustadz Heart Conditioning
A Farewell Necklace

After finishing his breakfast Dira continued to wash the dirty dishes the rest of his food and throw vegetables that taste like sea water.

Meanwhile, Ustad Sidiq was preparing to teach to Pesantren.

Cklaac..

"Yes ready?"

Said Dira staring at the husband who had been neatly using white Koko and her black cotton pants.

"Alhamdulillah already Deck, Adek want to come Mas again?"

"Pengen sih Mas but Dira tired and sleepy. Dira at home only yes"

Said Dira with a sweet smile.

"Yes deck yasudah Mas go first yes, Assalamualaikum"

Ustad Sidiq held out his hand in front of Dira.

"Waalaikumsalam, Oiyah Mas kemaren Dira asked for help to bring Dira's car here, is it okay Mas?"

The breath of Ustad Sidiq.

"Yes Deck. Next time tell Mas used to ask someone else to drive him well. I'm not good with Mom and Dad this way"

"Yes I'm sorry"

"Hm.. Be careful at home huh, Assalamualaikum"

With Mas Sidiq who rubbed Dira's hair slowly.

"Waalaikumsalam, Mas also be careful in his way"

"Yes Deck"

After driving the husband to the door Dira continued to close the door of his house.

Dira felt the smell of onions attached to his body really makes it uncomfortable.

Immediately Dira walked up to the top to clean himself up.

Finished cleaning himself Dira continued surfing on his social media. It has been a few days that Dira does not monitor the information on the date it feels very bad if he does not follow the development of social media.

Dira stared at the feed on his Instag*am still have his photo with Mas Galih.

Dira continued to scroll down until the beginning of their creation and the anniversary moment of their relationship was still complete there.

Dira's tears trickled back considering the journey of his love that had run aground.

Ddrrt, Drrt,, uh,,,

Dira's heart beat rapidly as he saw who had contacted him.

I wanted to refuse, but I hesitated, until the call stopped. With the screen again showing a picture of himself with Mas Galih.

Ddrt, Drrt, you know,,

Second call from the same number. Still with a pounding heart finally Dira received the call.

📲 "Assalamualaikum Deck"

Voice over there. But Dira just silently listened to the same voice calling her.

📲 "Snack"

"Waalaikumsalam, yes Mas"

Answer Dira at last.

📲 "How are you doing? Healthy right?"

"Yes, I'm so happy to be healthy"

📲 "Thank God then I'm glad to hear it. Adek Mas just wants to say goodbye. At ten o'clock Mas will be back for duty, if you may ask if Adek is willing to meet with Mas at the airport?"

Said Mas Galih with his distinctive heavy voice. But Dira just kept silent not knowing what to say. Honestly, Dira was eager to meet and deliver Mas Galih like before, but his status is now different, making Dira confused.

"Kok Silent Deck? If Adek is not willing it is okay Mas understand our current status"

The voice of Mas Galih was slightly different.

"Yes, I hung up on Dek. Mas will always pray for Adek's health and happiness even though he is not with Mas. Assalamualaikum"

Tutths..

The call was interrupted by Mas Galih.

Dira again sobbed staring at the screen of his cellphone which showed his picture with Mas Galih.

A responsible and caring man, a man who is very patient in dealing with the potent nature of Dira, a man who is very understanding of himself, a man he loves.

But what to say if the soul mate is not on the side of all will only be a memory that always imprints in his heart and memory.

The sound of knocking on the door brought Dira back.

Dira immediately grabbed his long veil and went down to see who had come.

Cklaac..

"Excuse me with Nadira?"

Said a man at the door.

"Yes Sir"

Answer Dira briefly.

"I'm delivering the car, this is the key"

Said the man kindly.

"Oowh yes, Make it Sir"

Dira immediately grabbed the wallet in his pants pocket and paid the man a wage.

"Because of receiving a phone call from Mas Galih I forgot to ask people to deliver in red"

Said Dira again shut the door of his house.

Dira again walked towards the steps of the stairs. But Stepny stopped when he saw the clock hanging showing eight and thirty minutes.

While Mas Galih leaves at ten. The trip to the airport is about thirty minutes. There's still time!.

Dira immediately went upstairs to change his clothes and rushed to the car. Dira also locked his house.

Dira drove his vehicle to the airport, by overtaking several vehicles that felt like snails finally Dira arrived at the airport parking lot.

Dira saw a mask in his car. Dira quickly grabbed and put it on and walked into the airport.

At nine o'clock Dira arrived at the airport. Dira looked around the departure area. Wanted to call Mas Galih but his phone was left in the car due to him being in a hurry.

Dira walked back to look around the departure area until Dira saw the figure of the man he was looking for was sitting alone staring at his boarding pass.

Dira slowly walked up to the man and sat down beside him.

The man glanced at Dira. The scent of perfume that he knew.

"Sad"

Mas Galih stared at Dira wearing brackets and a mask covering his face.

"Yes Mas"

Dira answered with narrowed eyes, a sign of a mask-covered smile.

"Thank you for delivering Mas"

Mas Galih's sincere speech looked at Dira who was nodding his head back by him.

"Mas, Dira wants to talk something"

Speak Dira with bowed.

"Yes Deck, say it"

"Maass, Forgive Dira for hurting Mas Galih"

Dira began to sob.

Mas Galih wants to hold Dira in his arms as he used to do to calm Dira. But the ladder that had been floating in the air was back on the pull given the status of Dira that had changed.

"Yes Deck. It'sit's okay.

Maybe our destiny path should be like this. But remember one thing. If your husband hurts your heart and physically tells Mas, Mas will come back to pick you up"

Said Mas Galih staring at Dira.

While Dira only sobbed to hear the words of Mas Galih.

Until both of them went back to silence.

"Dec, Mas knows our status has been different but Mas has prepared this as a gift for adek. If you want to wear it to remember Mas"

Said Mas Galih by extending a red heart-shaped velvet into Dira's hand.

The voice call for the purpose of Medan also made Dira aware that Mas Galih had left him. Giving a necklace with a jewel pendant that sparkles very beautifully.

Dira gently rubbed the pendant with her tears dripping down.

Dira grabbed the necklace and walked to his car. A memory of farewell.

A beautiful memory that ends painfully.