Ustadz Heart Conditioning
Honesty That Pain

Ustad Sidiq preferred to remain silent even though he knew what had just happened.

Ustad Sidiq stared at Dira's face who had lowered his head earlier, even the food on his plate was only stirred by Dira.

"Dec, the food is not good, is it? Why just stirring?"

Ustad Sidiq stared at Dira.

"Dira is not hungry yet. Emm Mas, Dira wants to talk something"

Said Dira trying to stare at her husband despite a bit of hesitation but she had to convey this.

"Yes Deck, talk"

Ustad Sidiq said with a smile on his lips looking at Dira.

"Emmm.. Please know that Dira's future husband was reported to have died? But that's not true Mas, it turns out Mas Galih is still alive. Mas,,"

Dira paused for a moment.

"Mas, Dira still loves Mas Galih hiks hiks,, "

Said Dira sobbing while bowing his face did not dare to look at the husband.

'Astagfirullahal adzim'

Ustad Sidiq was in his heart to hear the words of Dira who still loved another man. He began to love Dira.

Be ill. It was very painful to hear the honest confession of Dira.

Ustad Sidiq was silent and did not respond to Dira's remarks. Even Ustad Sidiq continues to eat even though it is very difficult to swallow.

"Mas, I'm sorry Dira. Is Dira allowed to meet Mas Galih?"

Said Dira trying to look at the husband.

Ustad Sidiq stopped eating, it was no longer delicious to continue eating.

"May, but it was Mas who would accompany Adek to meet him. Adek know a woman who has married if she meets a man who is not a believer and sits alone can invite slander if there are people who see it"

Ustad Sidiq said that he remained calm even though in his heart there was a little fear that Dira would return to his former fiancee.

'Astagfirullahal adzim'

Ustad Sidiq was unceasingly privileged in his heart.

"Yes, okay, Mas"

Say Dira slowly.

After getting the news that Mas Galih has returned to Pekanbaru they finally met at a Cafe.

The smile on Mas Galih's lips expanded when he saw Dira appearing behind the door, although a little surprised by Dira's appearance which was now very much different from the previous Dira.

Dira smilingly looked at the man who was now in front of him with tears that could not be contained anymore by him. The deep longing I'd love Dira to hug the man tightly. But Dira remembered that now his status had been different. Until Dira just pulled an empty seat in front of Galih.

Ustad Sidiq, who had finished parking his vehicle, joined the square table.

Here sat the three men with their own minds.

Dira was speechless with both hands squeezing each other firmly under the table. Dira was confused to be between two men who were clashing against each other at this moment.

Dira still loves Mas Galih a man who three years have been in a relationship with him despite long distance but the love in his heart is very big towards the man.

Dira also could not deny himself who felt comfortable being near Ustad Sidiq. A man whom she did not know courageously came to marry her, a man of patience and meekness, a man whom she had three days to be Sah became her husband.

Ustad Sidiq could see clearly how valiant the man in front of him, a man his wife loved.

Ustad Sidiq was unceasingly preoccupied in his heart and tried to calm down and keep smiling.

Galih wondered in his heart who was the man sitting next to his future wife. With a clean face though not as handsome and as handsome as him but his calm face with a smile still makes people able to judge for themselves that he is a good man.

The sound of music in the cafe increasingly makes Dira feel upset.

🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵

"Between comfort and love"

I honestly admit this is wrong

But I really can't lie

Between comfort and love

I don't understand holding my heart

Honestly, half a heart is not owned

Ask your heart, why is this?

Between comfort and love

I really am in a dilemma

Have to sort out whose heart 'to whom

Ilove you

But kunyaman with him.

🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵

"What's he dear?"

Mas Galih stared fixedly at Dira breaking the silence between the three of them.

Dira really could not help her tears that continued to wet her cheeks at this moment.

"Mmas, Hiks hikss"

Said Dira made the two men look at Dira fixed.

"Mas Galih, he's Ustad Sidiq her, diaa dira husband Mas, hikss, hiikss,,"

Said Dira by lowering his head not daring to look at Galih.

"Don't joke Deck. We know our marriage is two days away.

Adek knew Mas tried to save himself in the middle of the forest by always thinking about Adek. Remembering our soon-to-be-wedding wedding.

Adek knows, for days Mas in the forest ate wild leaves just to survive. Every time Mas wanted to give up Mas always remember the face of Adek who called Mas.

"Let's love a little more you must be strong" Those words that always appear in the head of Mas Dek. So please Adek do not joke like this, this is really not funny Deck"

Galih looked at Dira with teary eyes.

Dira grew sobbing hearing all the words from Galih.

While Ustad Sidiq was just silent but in his heart was not ceaselessly beristigfar while pronouncing the name of Allah asking for strength and peace of heart is between the wife he loves and his wife's past.

"Dira wasn't kidding. Our wedding was only three days. After Dira got the news that Mas Galih had died Dira was stressed and almost frustrated considering our marriage is carried out in a week. Until I asked Mr. Kiai for advice. But at that time Ustad Sidiq heard it and then menghitbah Dira up to three days ago we held Mas's wedding"

Said Dira staring at Galih's face with her tears dripping down.

"Astagfirullahal enzyme"

Only that sentence was heard coming out of Galih's mouth, Dira could see Galih's tears coming down from the corner of her eyes quickly Galih rubbed her and bowed her head, before she could see, twitching his head temples and covering his flushed-looking face restrained the overwhelming stifling feeling in his chest.

This was the first time Dira had seen Mas Galih crying in front of him.

Dira really can't do anything anymore at this time.

The atmosphere was silent between the three of them.

Until Galih re-enforced his body and reached out to Ustad Sidiq.

"Congratulations on the marriage of the two of you, please, please take good care of Dira, if you do not want it please do not hurt her, let me know. I'll pick him back up"

Galih stared fixedly at Ustad Sidiq's eyes.

"Thank you for what he said. God willing, I will always care for and love Dira. And God willing I will not hurt and let go of it unless my death picks up"

Ustad Sidiq said calmly.

Dira really could not believe hearing the two men who were shaking hands said his name with eyes on each other.

"I'm sorry then"

Galih immediately left Dira and Ustad Sidiq.

Galih was no longer strong anymore with a stifling feeling in his heart staring at the person he loved had married another man.