Ustadz Heart Conditioning
Remembering the Galih

Twenty minutes drive Dira has seen the fence "Welcome" in Pesantren X, Pesantren X, not too far from the fence already seen some large two-story buildings with some Arabic inscribed carvings that Dira himself does not know the meaning.

The closer Dira saw some boys there who were cleaning the yard and some were sitting together under the tree while holding the Mushaf looks like they are memorizing.

Ustad Sidiq turned his vehicle to the right. It looks like a two-story building is smaller than the Arabic-written building earlier. Ustad Sidiq stopped his vehicle right in front of the building.

"Alhamdulillah hirobbil a'lamin. Come on Deck down we've arrived"

Ustad Sidiq turned his head towards Dira with a gentle smile that even if seen longer was very sweet.

"Yes Mas, these fruits and snacks are immediately taken?"

Said Dira glanced at some fruits and small foods that they had bought first before reaching Pesantren.

"Yes Dek, just take it with you, here help bring it"

Ustad Sidiq brought half of it.

With a little fuss Dira fixed his clothes and pecked himself in front of the car glass while holding his snack.

'Okeh perfect'

Dira followed behind Ustad Sidiq who was already walking in front.

"Assynogaic"

Ustad Sidiq said in front of an unclosed door.

"Waalaikumsalam, Masyaallah Umma's son has come yes"

Said Umma who immediately went out and hugged Ustad Sidiq and turned to Dira.

"Amma Assalamualaikum"

Said Dira who immediately kissed Umma's hand.

"Waalaikumsalam, let's go inside the boy"

Umma answered and immediately led Dira into his residence which was followed by Ustad Sidiq from behind.

"It's Umma there's a little fruit and snack for Umma"

Said Dira handing the tent in his hand.

"Good God Umma accept yes, next time no need to bother ya son"

Umma said receiving tentengan in Dira's hand and put it on the table while Dira was still smiling.

Somehow seeing Umma smiling Dira so miss her mother.

That is how most children today are.

When being close to his parents often act indifferent and when it is far away new feel longing. Be thankful that we have complete parents. Love and respect them. Because there are many out there who already do not have both parents. The longing that kept mounting, could only look at the image and send Alfatiha to treat the bit of longing.

"Umma, Abi where does it look like?

Ustad Sidiq said disperse the daydreams of Dira.

"Take a trip to the hamlet next to my son, there's routine research as usual"

Umma turned to Ustad Sidiq.

"What do you want to drink, son?"

Say umma towards Dira with a friendly smile belonging to Umma.

"Hmm no need Umma, Dira has not felt thirsty"

Said Dira with a smile. Actually Dira is still awkward at home umma.

"Your rest in the room, must be tired from long trips. Take your wife upstairs"

Umma said that seeing Dira as uncomfortable.

"Yes Umma. Let's just take a break in the room"

Ustad Sidiq said guiding Dira's hand up the steps to her room on the second floor.

Cklaig...

"Assynogaic"

Ustad Sidiq as he entered a room on the second floor.

Dira followed in from behind and looked around the room that was not too spacious with white shades.

There are some neatly arranged books and there are also some award charter displays.

"Dek, come here"

Ustad Sidiq patted the bed next to him.

"What's up, Mom?"

"Open your veil"

Ustad Sidiq stared at Dira.

Dira slowly opened her veil and hung it near the closet and returned to sit near her husband.

"eehh... "

Dira was shocked when Ustad Sidiq suddenly lay on his lap. Make Dira's thigh as a cushion.

"Mas' head is heavy not Dek?"

Ustad Sidiq looked straight ahead at Dira.

"Slight hehe"

Said Dira because she actually felt awkward. What else is the current response pulled by the husband and put on top of his head while rubbing gently.

Deg.

Suddenly the heart beats strong. Dira remembered with Mas Galih her former future husband who loved to sleep on his lap like this.

Dira's tears had started to stem at the end of her eyes, with just a single blink directly spilling over her cheeks.

"sorry"

Said Dira immediately moved and entered the bathroom contained in the room Ustad Sidiq.

Dira could not hold back his tears, his chest felt tight until Dira hit his chest. Recalling about Mas Galih was the same as reopening the wound in Dara's heart.

"It is very difficult to forget all about him, O Allah strengthen the servant"

Said Dira while hitting back his chest. Four more days were his wedding day with Mas Galih. How can I forget all that easily.

Geck.. Geck.. The tookkk...

"Dek, Adek why? How long inside?"

Ustad Sidiq from the outside.

Dira immediately wiped away the tears that continued to flow. Wash his face to remove the rest of his tears.

"Yes, just a minute"

Said Dira from the bathroom.

Cklaac.

"Is it okay? Does her stomach hurt anymore?"

Ustad Sidiq rubbed Dira's cheek gently. He knew his wife was crying inside, clearly visible from her red eyes and face.

Dira just nodded his head, too reluctant to answer what else was taking out his heart was really impossible.

"Lay Deck, rest first. I'll bring you some warm water, yeah"

Ustad Sidiq's speech helped Dira lie down and immediately go down.

Tears of Dira returned. Even now Dira is sobbing while hugging the bolster next to him. Like a cassette tape played Dira recalled all her memories with Mas Galih her ex-husband who died on duty even Dira could not see her suit for the last time.

Cklaigk..

"Astagfirullahaladhim. It hurts so much, Deck his stomach?"

Say Ustad Sidiq after entering the room.

Dira again nodded his head. It was not his stomach that hurt but his heart that hurt. But coincided with his monthly guests who had relapsed. It was for this reason that Dira was able to cover up her heart wound.

"This Deck drinks the water first, after that stick this Adek silvery"

Ustad Sidiq said giving a glass of water immediately Dira sat down and drank it then took back the bottle containing warm water and then put it on his stomach.

"Thank you, Mommy"

Said Dira who was nodded by Ustad Sidiq.

"Have a rest to recover immediately or we just treat ya"

Ustad Sidiq looked with pity at his wife who was holding her stomach with tears in her eyes.

"No need Mas, Dira just want to sleep for a while, can't Mas?"

Said Dira staring at the husband.

"Yes Dek sleep. I'll be down for a minute"

Ustad Sidiq said, nodding back to Dira and closing his eyes.

After seeing the wife who closed her eyes Ustad Sidiq immediately moved out of the room.