The Long Distance Relationship: Worth Every Mile
Chapter 5: The Ex-Girlfriend

That morning at nine in the morning. I just got back from church. Worship in my church starts quite early in the morning at 6 to 8 or 9 a.m. If I wake up late, I take part in afternoon worship at 4 to 6 or 7 pm. As usual I checked my phone in case there was a message from Hugo.

Well..Hugo doesn't feel like we've been dating for 6 months. My parents don't know yet, they are still a bit colossal about online matchmaking especially I am still in High School, my parents said why the boyfriends take care of themselves just can't let alone pretentious to take care of others. Eat it, I took the backstreet path. I guess as usual my inner teen soul screaming to have a boyfriend. That’s pretty normal right to like or love someone?

As always, there is always a message for me every time I open the phone, understand the clock there is faster 3 hours which means he always wakes up first. The messages are always romantic..even if only good morning baby or good morning love, did you sleep well? But pretty romantic, I mean he's considerate. I mean I like clingy. I like double text and phone calls with him for hours and hours talking about our days. Good morning and good night text. I like to know someone cares especially him.

I also returned a message of congratulations the morning.

“Hey babe, good morning. Hope you enjoy Sunday service today!!! Love you S2” was a message from Hugo.

“ I slept good bae. I hope you have a good sleep too.. what’s your plan for today? S2” answered

Hugo first introduced me to “S2” it’s like two swans meet each other he said. I just smiled at that moment because I thought it was funny. Who invented such a cheesy idea?

*ding*

“As usual Sunday Funday talking with my girlfriend day!!! Skype call today's? I can’t wait to see you in person soon. I still saved up some money okay.. love you” reply.

“ Aww.. I will wait for you. So Skype now ?”

“ Sure, I’m going on it right now”

But there was something that bothered me a little bit during the six months we were dating, three months at first he still often discussed Elizabeth ex-boyfriend. From the romantic Elizabeth, well, her straight brown hair and the plans she had with Elizabeth. Sometimes I think, am I just a Hugo passer? Ah. but if the impingement why he was so good to me.

Until finally in the middle he talked about Elizabeth on Skype. I interrupted.

“It’s been six freaking months.. I mean why the heck you still talk about her. I know the frequency has been decided. But.still sometimes it’s annoying when he talks about her that much.” my inner.

“Hugo, do you really like me or love me? Cause sees you talk about her a lot. I mean we are already walking together for 6 months. Isn’t it enough talking about her ? Do you still care about her? I don’t really care if you do but better if you just be honest about your feelings with her. Please finish whatever business with her if it’s still there.” as a length.

Hugo was just speechless as he looked at his monitor screen, looking at me with a hint of shock.

“ Look I really do care about you... Just be honest if you still into her I better walk away so we both won’t waste such a time.” added me with a little emotion.

“ Sarah.. I don’t have feelings for her like before. I’m sorry if I talked too much about her. And you know I already gave up all her stuff back to her and delete her number. Because I’m so into you. I’m really sorry.. you are right we should talk about us more. “ replied with regret.

We continued our conversation until the afternoon. There's a lot of new stuff I've learned about Hugo, like he turned out to be good at making cocktails and he was also good at Science so sometimes I asked for his help when doing pr when there were things I didn't know.

I love him so much... I can’t wait to see him soon. Ldr sucks like poo.