Thank you my soul mate
Trying to Rise

I try to live my days well. Trying to keep yourself busy. I don't hate men, I'm just sick of marriage. Yeah, because that wound makes me not believe in marriage. To me, it's all just bullshit.

I managed to get through almost 2 years of solitude since his departure from my life. I don't want to open my heart just that I'm lazy and already too comfortable alone. It's not easy to forget someone we've loved for a long time.

I finally migrated to change my appearance with a long robe and khimar. I hope God will give me the soul mate I deserve, who I believe I can obey for the rest of my life.

I often study in and out of town. I am happy to enjoy my day. I just want a man who can accept me. Because some of the men who were close to him didn't like the way I look right now.

I was close to a few boyfriends whom I thought of as nothing more than friends.

There's Mas Adi, he's a PP satpol and there's Mas Panji a two-sarge who's training for soldiers in my town.

There is no feeling for them other than friends.

That afternoon I picked up Mas Panji to go for a walk. Because Panji mas here is only a few months so he does not bring his vehicle because he serves far away. It doesn't matter to me, because I want to do whatever it takes to make the people around me happy.

Mas Panji permission to invite 2 colleagues also to go he said so rame and they all need to buy office supplies. I don't mind either. Finally we are on the 4th street. I am the most beautiful myself. Haha

Mas Panji introduced his friend to me. His name is Mas Bayu and Mas Robi. We chatted a lot of rights, which I caught them fun.

We went for a walk and finally I went to a store to buy gifts for my best friend's wedding.

I saw a painting glass. I don't know why I like the model. I asked the seller to paint the faces of a couple with the faces of my best friend and his future wife that I saw on his social media.

“Buy for whom dek?” Ask the Panji

“Temen adek guys?” Ask Robi

“Iya mas friend SMA” reply

Because the making was long enough we finally decided to go around. Without me knowing since from the store I dream a lot until my friends invite me to talk I do not know what they are talking about.

“Dek you why? From that store, you were silent. Choose the prize also kayaknya sad” asked mas Panji

“Eh, gpp kok mas. I just miss an old friend. Tau-tau already want to get married so sad” replied me carelessly

“Ya has been designed yes. Happy dong for him because he has found his love and they are happy” he said

Yeah he doesn't know how my heart hurts because of that guy. But it's all happened. Yes said Panji I should be happy for them.

Then I continued my walk with them.

“Dek we fotobox yuk” ask mas Panji

“Ih there will be hp mas. Who wants a photobox?” Ask me for wonder

“Kitalah” said

Then draw me, Mas Bayu and Mas Robi for photos. I laughed at their photos. Turns out they can be this handsome behind their dashing uniforms.