Thank you my soul mate
Splash (2)
When we finished dinner we gathered in the family room. I saw bang Edo sitting next to me. We just kept quiet until Dad opened his voice first.
“What are you guys doing home?” Ask dad
“Alya wants to convey something yah” said
“What's the son?” Ask mom
“Alya and ams Edo decided not to continue our relationship” I said
“Whataa?” Shouts mom
“You guys don't joke. You're getting married soon. What the hell is it? Edo you psti nyakin Alya huh?” Ask mom
Then I told all our problems to the Edo bang family. Dad just looked at us while mom was already angry at bang Edo. It's true bang Edo said that mom would blame him so much. Seeing it being cornered by my mom, I couldn't bear it. Then I held her hand and I spoke to my mother.
“Ma, this is not one of Edo's bang but Alya is also wrong for not being able to keep Edo's bang. Bang Edo just want to help a fellow ma let alone mbak flowers are sick hard ma” obviously I still hold the hand of bang Edo and I see bang Edo still down. His face was so scared. It hurts to see this guy I love like this.
“Can't you be wrong Al, this must be Edoya the basket. Why do you still care about that woman? You forgot how he left you? If he is sick just let him die it is worth it for him” said mama so angry to bang Edo and very hate mbak Bunga
“Ma, Alya sure bang Edo also have no other choice. We believe this is the best even though we know it hurts us. Alya understands that Edo only wants to help but Alya can not afford to wait for the death of the flower just to have an Edo bang. Bang Edo is not something that can be rotated. Alya also can not share the people Alya loves with others because Alya gave up the Edo bang happy mbak Bunga. All this time, bang Edo has been very happy Alya and Alya is grateful for that ma. Alya is still a mother's child. Mama please don't be angry with bang Edo ya ma, please accept and bless them. Alya does not want to anger mama make footsteps and his recovery bang Edo difficult. We all want to be happy, ma? Let's be happy with ma” obviously I bowed with tears that I can no longer hold. My mom hugged me very warm.
“I know you're fragile and sick Al, I'd rather not think you'd try as hard and hard to defend me in front of my family. How foolish I am o God hurt him” inner Edo
“Al, your heart is very noble, son. May Allah give you a partner who can take good care of you and mama apologizes that person turns out not to be a child mama” said mama while sobbing in my arms
That night I and bang Edo went out around the beach. Yes I still remember very well how he first took me to the beach and this will also be the last. We walked in silence just feeling the waves wash our feet.
Until I choose to open my voice.
“Abang alright?” Much
“Are you okay Al?” He turned around asking
“It hurts bang. But now Alya is relieved” I said with a smile towards him
“Why don't you hate Al's brother? Why do you have to go so far in defense of brother?” Ask
“Because Alya can't hate brother. Alya's heart ached to see a brother like that. Alya wants to be happy to see a happy brother. It's better for Alya than to cultivate hate” I said
“But it's easier if Alya hates brother. This is not Al, making the feeling of brother getting heavier” he said while looking down
“Im sorry Alya yes bang. Alya wants brother to believe Alya is fine so that brother can live fine. Alya is with Allah. Alya can ask for help bang?” I said
“What is Al, anything will brother do” he said
“Please Brother should live happily, please brother should be fine, please learn to love mbak Bunga by writing as you used to give her to him. Do not force forget Alya, just save Alya in your heart, give just a little space for our memories. Don't be forced, go all in well. I can still see Alya. We can still be friends bang” I said with a smile
