Thank you my soul mate
The repeated pain
“You think hearts are inanimate things you can play with as you please? He is also alive and without you noticing when he is sick you don't know what he will bring to his creator? Perhaps you think the path you take is appropriate but for others, you hurt him. If it is a decision like that, fine. Adk want to hear from brother that now brother decided adk” I said
“Not able to deck don't crazy you” says bang Edo
“Hahaha..what? You said I was crazy? What are you all doing to me? Cinnamon? It's so funny you guys. Already plotting to lie to people, told to leave do not want”, I said with a laugh
“Don't be selfish bang, want to be here. Now if not the brother who decides well adk who will decide” said me
“Dek, what can not be thought of again? Edo loves you very much. Edo was also tormented doing this” said Mas Danu
“Mas, if love is not like this. If it is tormented, what is done? Why dibutiful? Just out of pity? She's not medicine. Flowers should not depend on Edo but on God. It is enough base I ahrap you guys plug your ears to be a witness to my decision” said I
“Bismillah.adk releases brother to protect mbak Bunga for his pain. Adek hope you never come to ask for adek back even though the flower is dead. Love and take care of him sincerely. Pray for your happiness. And for all of you, thank you for helping bang Edo carry out his plan that either do not know you think this is good or not. Thanks for the friendship. And Rahmad thank you for being so good at all, you are still good friends. Thank you very much for the pain. May the flowers heal soon. Hopefully we can meet at a good time and condition and with a good mood with an accidental meeting. May God always take care of you. Adek pamit, don't come for any reason. For the family let me talk about it. Insha Allah gpp” then I went to leave them and before I returned the ring also whatever the object of Edo bang in my bag. Planning tomorrow will return all goods given bang Edo and talk to the family.
I walked home to the Princess. I told you I wanted to go to the mosque. The princess pulled her car over the mosque. I pray to calm my heart. I just cried without saying anything. I just felt the pain in my heart. Not the hate I say. I pray that God will replace this pain with happiness so that I do not hurt anyone. The princess let me linger in the mosque until I felt calm.
The princess explained that we were somewhere and did not want to be disturbed. I chose to sleep in an orphanage. I chose to calm down last night there because tomorrow I plan to go home and tell my family and the Edo bang family.
Arriving at the parlour, Nina's mother greeted me warmly. Ms. Nina already knew the story from the Princess. He did not speak strangely, instead, he wisely advised me.
“Sabar, Al, Allah loves you so God loves you this test because God sees you are capable. God is trying to raise your degrees Al to be more noble” said Ms. Nina
“May God give you a broad heart of patience, a heart that is not good at hating, a heart that is easy to learn sincerely and ridho” his prayer
“Aamiin..aamiin.makasih ya bu sudh strengthen Alya” said me while hugging him.
I asked permission to rest and the Princess said goodbye.
