Thank you my soul mate
Barmy

We prayed Maghrib and then continued to eat dinner. I am so happy to joke with my family.

After I finished praying, I invited my family to talk about my problem and Edo bang. I think my whole family knows about Mom.

“Pa, ma, mas, sorry Alya yes if Alya's decision is painful also disappointing the family even to the point of making the family feel embarrassed. Alya is really sorry” I said

“We know this is hard for you too. And we also don't want to blame everything on Edo. You may also have a wrong part in it. But let this be a lesson for you, to step better in the future. Papa hope there's no hate in your heart Al because it'll only complicate your life. We are always supportive of whatever your decision as long as it is good for your children and mama” papa's advice

“Mama believes you have tried your best for your relationship. Make peace with your heart, son, be happy for yourself, and for Edo. Mama believes mama's son is strong, mama's son is a good man. Give all the same Allah yes son, do as much as possible Alya, the rest let Allah help” advice mama

“Mas can't have you diginiin Al. Was willing to use the right of power of mas but when you say you do not want to extend or even complicate him, I undo the intention mas because mas love you Al” said mas Dimas

I just listened to my family's words. How grateful I am when God leaves me to my family so that I am loved so well by them. I didn't feel like crying, not because I was sick but because I was happy to be given a parent and a sister who loved me so much.

“Eh very crybaby anyway.iya mas will not mukukukin or law the Edo” said mas Dimas while approaching me and hugging me. I was crying in her arms

“Why add kenceng anyway Al crynya? Ease dong” he said while confused

I buried my head in Dimas' chest and sounded like a snot kid and then he took off his arms

“Lagian really chatty. Alya nangis tuh happy because Allah loves Alya family who loves Alya very much. Sukurin nempel's snot. Hahahaha” said I

“Ma see this evil Alya very same Dimas” whine to mom

“Ih shy-shame” ledekku

Mas Dimas was about to pinch me but I ran for cover to papa. That night we ended the conversation in jest.

Tomorrow I intend to go to Edo bang's house. I called her mother to tell her I was coming.

Because I and bang Edo lived in different provinces so I chose the railway line to his house. About 5-6 hours drive to his house. Arriving at the station I was picked up by Edo's brother bang his name was Kiki. Kiki is a final semester dental student. He's a beautiful, beautiful, kind and friendly boy.

The journey from the station to the house is very close only takes about 10-15 minutes when riding a car. Riding the bike may be 5-10 minutes. Along the way we both just kept quiet. Busy with our own thoughts.

Arriving home, the family bang Edo greeted me very warmly. They have prepared a guest room for me. Without realizing it, Edo was home. It turns out he also applied for leave. I asked permission to rest. We got together again at dinner.