Thank you my soul mate
Have Many Wounds
This morning I say goodbye to Miss Nina to go back to the boarding house because I plan to go home. I also have a leave permit. I went home by taking an online taxi.
Arriving at the boarding house, there is a blue sedan parked in front of my boarding house. Maybe it was someone else's guest. Then I gave the money to ojol. As I was about to open my boarding gate, the man got out of the sedan.
“Assalamualaikum” reply
“Waalaikumsalam” when I saw it
“Dek, sorry” said
Yes that person is none other than Bang Edo. It turned out that he was deliberately waiting for me from morning because from last night he was looking for me never to see because I was not bored.
“What do you need bang? Wasn't yesterday clear?” I said
“Can we talk in the car? Or where are you going? Want breakfast? Adek is fine, right?” He watched me from top to bottom. My face looks so sweet. No, I cried long enough.
“We talked in the car just bang” I said. Then we got in the car.
“Dek, can't you reflect on your decision? Brother's mother must be very angry because brother did not marry you” he said sadly
“Abang tau brother wrong, brother also pity the deck with him. He needs abang” obviously
“Keep brother don't pity equally adek? Not need bang but options. I saw yesterday he was fine. And you guys are so happy with your friends” too
“Bang, brother if you want to nolong do not need to marry her. Now brother stuck with the decision brother without brother think good bad. If you love and respect you should say whatever the problem is so we can find a way out together. Shouldn't it be a couple like that? If it is like this as if you are making the biggest fool, in fact you are the one who made a decision that hurts”
“Bang, adek grateful met brother in a condition of a healed adek heart. But why did you destroy the evidence that you love to adek that marriage is happy, why bang?” Finally my crying can no longer be contained. It hurts more to see him now.
“Sick bang heart adek. Not only do you feel betrayed, brother, but all of you. Where were your minds and hearts at that time? Adek think wrong what has happened so far until this happens solely so that the grandfather does not hate his brother. Maybe it was the wrong bang and adek not aware of it. Adek may be less grateful, less take care of brother well until finally God made brother go away from adek. Adek apologized if when with adek, adek had a lot of wrong whether it was intentionally or not, consciously or unconsciously did it to hurt brother and became a sin to be fatigued. Adek very sorry bang” said me
“And thank you brother has become part of the story in life adek, thank you for proving to adek that marriage is beautiful even though adek had not had time to feel it only half way. Thank you for all forms of happiness, sincere love all this time to adek. Thank you for ever fighting adek”
“Bismillah, with the permission of Allah adek sincerely release mas. Insha Allah Adek will be fine, I explained to him
He just kept quiet listening to me. I don't know what he's thinking I don't care. Somehow my heart felt calm as I said my last words to her. I got out of his car. I saw a tear drop on his cheek. This time I saw a man crying in front of me.
“Yes God gave us the strength to face all this, we believe You are the fairest judge. May this all be fair to us my inner” while walking into my boarding house.
