Our Happiness
Eps 6: Shame

How can Renata remember that now, no matter how much he tries to forget Arkan he can never.

actually what Arkan did until he found it hard to forget. It's not her fault that she loves Arkan.

For all the kindness and help of Arkan he always stood with Arkan, he thought Arkan loved him too but it was only fictitious.

because he felt crowded he chose to leave the apartment, under the apartment there is a very nice park there is always quiet no one will visit this park because all apartment owners are busy working until they forget there is a place to refresh themselves.

"Why are you sitting here alone, Renata ?"

he turned his head to the side, a man wearing a hat and a mask sitting on a distance of 1 meter.

"And why did you come ?"

the man opened his Mask and Hat, he stared at Renata with sadness.

"My daughter's asleep ?"

Renata nodded her head, she wanted to cry now, then sure enough her tears were dripping down her cheeks.

"you're not answering my phone, I'm afraid you're okay ?"

"However, I'm fine without you, Arkan" he replied wistfully and eagerly.

Arkan brought himself closer but there was still some distance between the two.

"I'm sorry, I've ignored you."

"you're not wrong it's your choice."

"Can I ask you ?"

Arkan nodded his head, he looked at Renata's sad face.

"Why do you care so much about me if you never loved me ?"

"Because I love you" she replied directly

"Your love for me made me misunderstand.you should never have helped me back then, so I knew myself."

"How can I let you take care of Keira alone, while I can help you."

Arkan is not keira's biological parents, he is just a friend at high school even until college he is the one who helps Renata until he is trapped in a relationship that has never been bound.

"Go Arkan, your wife will find you."

"You sure you're okay ?"

"As long as there's Keira I can still survive to live."

"I'm saying goodbye."

Renata let go of Arkan again, Arkan did not stay in Jakarta as long as he knew. because after the wedding Renata never had any contact with him again.

"hiks hiks why ! why can't I get her love, don't I deserve her to love."

"why pain so much hix hyx"

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Renata opened the room Senopati who turned out no one at all, he also put his Map on the Senopati Work Desk, Senopati, after that he continued out but just wanted to open the door he was surprised by the arrival of Seno.

"what are you doing in my room ?"

"March financial report sir."

"hm." Seno nods her head, Renata immediately excuses from the seno presence but senopati does not let him go just like that when keira will leave.

"Take your son well."

Renata grins his forehead "I mean my father didn't take good care of him ?"

Seno ignores her choosing to enter her office, but Renata is very curious about what Seno says.

"Say sir" she asked

"Looks like you don't know about your own son, you're busy with your job ? or with your girlfriend ?"

Senopati spoke as if she caught Renata with another man alone.

"God knows I always take good care of my son ! I know what he wants and what he doesn't want." he said.

Senopati smiled at her "are you sure you've been a good mother ? did you know your son was hurt because of his friends ?"

"what ?"

"I thought you didn't know."

drt..drr.t.

he was saddened to hear everything Seno said, without seeing who called him picking up his phone.

"What ? is she okay ?"

he looks worried now, Senopati also seems curious who called him to make him almost cry like this.

Without thinking Renata turned off the phone and immediately left without saying goodbye, senopati immediately chased after him.

***

Arriving at Keira's school she runs around looking for Keira's homeroom, she finds it and sees Keira who stays there.

"Dear "Call Him.

The classroom guardian immediately gave keira's bag "It's better to take keira home first ma'am. his friends are very shocked now."

"Thank you ma'am, I'm sorry."

"It's okay this mom is common for kids."

Renata takes Keira out, keira doesn't say much he keeps looking down all his friends see him from the window. Renata also did not understand why Keira could be this naughty.

"Keira "

"Mama wants to be angry with keira right, angry with keira is naughty! "

Renata gasped to hear him for the first time keira yelled at him.

"Darling wait ! " He chased after Keira who was running around and crying while running around.

"Hiks hyx "

Keira fell down and Renata caught her.

"Darling you're okay ? what's bloody ?"

"Hiks hiks hyks "Keira cries so much that she doesn't even care about bruising in her snoring.

"what's up, baby ? say ? mama won't be mad."

Senopati comes and goes down immediately, she notices Keira crying on the ground and Renata trying to calm her down.

"hiks hiks hiks mama hiks hyks."

"don't cry baby or mama will cry too." she said.

"Keira is ashamed ma hiks hyks."

"Then why, baby ? keira wants new shoes ? new bag ? or a new book ? mom, buy it we buy it now."

keira shakes her head "Keira is ashamed not to have papa hiks hiks all friends keira evil they say keira has no papa, that's why keira has no friend hiks hyks."

"Keira hits the boy she says Papa goes with his new wife mama hiks hiks keira shy "

Renata could only quietly hear it, all this time he never thought that keira harbored all the insults, whose heart did not hurt to hear it.

" People have papa but keira don't have, keira is ashamed of hyks."

"I'm sorry dear mama" she wrote, who could not help but cry

there was no other word other than that word that he could say at the moment, he just hugged keira so that keira felt a little calm.

Senopun could feel Keira's sadness, he was just an innocent little boy the regret of what he made to make her so sad right now.

"Keira wants to meet papa where's papa ?"

"Sorry baby we can't see papa now."

"Want to change schools ? mama find another school huh, Later keira have many friends there how? mama promised." she wiped away her own tears, didn't she say that she was strong because of keira so she had to strengthen herself.

"Keira doesn't want to go to school anymore, keira wants to be home with mom. Mama don't work with keira alone."

Renata immediately shook his head "no dear, mama has to work.how can we stay there if mama does not work, and how mama bought a new toy for keira."

"You want to quit school ? "

Senopati's voice began to approach until the two stared at senopati.

"Obati used to be his snore." Senopati looked at Renata.

Finally Senopati took Renata and Keira into her car and looked for a pharmacy to buy medicine.

while the mother and child were sitting in the front yard of the Pharmacy, the two were still silent no one spoke to each other.

"It's treating your son's wounds."

Senopati carries a package of medicines and quickly Renata cleans Keira's wounds.

"Hold it, mom will give him medicine. "

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While cleaning his wound while renata blew it away so as not to hurt too much, keira sizzled softly from the pain.

"I'm sorry baby's in a minute." After smearing it with betadine he gave it plaster.

"finished, smart boy "

he kissed the top of keira's hair, then he stared at the senopati who had been watching him.

"Thank you sir, I'll pay you tell me how much ?"

"you like to owe ya, take your son home let him rest."

"i'll be home sir, allow me to take a few days off I'll send you the letter."

"Let's hurry, can you walk ?" ask Senopati to keira.

"Can uncle."

"Don't." Senopati forbid him he also carried Keira, making Renata surprised not to play his boss even want to carry his son.

"you wanna stay there or I'll drive you home ?"

"yes."