Not as Beautiful as His Love Poems
Kangen

It is true that I married because of arranged marriage and not based on love because I consider Kak Bram as a sister. For some reason, if I talk like this I become like Kak Sultan only. First love is hard to forget, yes. Nope, no! From now on forget him.

Now I'm Bram's wife. And as a wife, I must maintain the dignity of the husband. Must not cause rumors and do not make trouble again to not trouble his brother and parents.

From now on, I need to be able to change and really make my heart better and love Kak Bram who is the husband.

Brother has given me so much love, so I am determined to give more love for him. If other people can change, then I can change too. I'm gonna make an effort.

...----Lena---...

But the problem is, when someone has a good determination to change, sometimes there are many obstacles before him to shake everything.

That's how with Lena, when she began to want to really change, there also began to appear the real problem that will await her later...

...***...

"What's wrong?" anisa asked astonished to see Lena and Grace who looked lethargic.

"I'm a little tired. There are a lot of online orders that my mom and I have to take care of. Besides that, I have to study and go to college. Continues lately, Ade likes to fuss no longer clear. Be present... Plus I have to help pay all of my dad's debts. Be present... Turn my head, tired of this body and soul." Grace immediately ventured, complaining long.

"If she must be lethargic because her husband went out of town for a few days, right? Aye right?" god Grace nudges Lena's arm.

Lena just nodded awkwardly in response. It may be that the lethargic comfort the lethargic as well.

Yep... That's because of that too. I'll be lonely the next few days at home without Bram. But that's not what I'm thinking.

Because you have to explain directly to Kak Bram who still does not understand about what is done there later because it is the first time the service is out of town, so the father also accompanied the brother.

At home, there was only me and my mom. I don't know why, I'm being stubborn. Will I be okay without my father and brother Bram?

Lena who was busy daydreaming, suddenly her mind was diverted because of Grace's question.

"Rosi where, huh? How can we not meet with us?"

"Mh... You don't know yet, do you? If Rosi has problems with her family." Emi said with a sad face.

"Trouble with her mother and step-sister again, huh?" grace asked annoyedly.

"Hm, I want to entertain and accompany her, but Rosi refused and said she wanted to be alone" Emi said sadly.

Among these four, only Emi was the closest to Rosi before Lena, Grace and Anisa became friends with them.

"Huh, why does the stepmother and stepbrother like to make trouble? They're wrong, someone else got his gum. Are all the mothers and half-sisters really that way?" ask Grace emotion.

"Poor Rosi, she must be having a hard time. Why does she always like to keep her alone? Though as a friend, she should be able to tell us to reduce the burden on her heart" said Anisa. Lena just kept listening to them.

Basically, humans are social creatures. Always together to help each other. But, there are times when there are problems, people just want to be alone and do not want others to be involved in their problems. Actually it is not so good because the problem that is always in the dam will cause a heavy burden on the heart.

I pretended to say that when I was the same.

And now, I'm dizzy thinking about going home later. I get nervous thinking about it, I'm afraid that there will be problems. I can't possibly tell you, I'll be found out if my relationship with my mother-in-law is not so harmonious.

...***...

"Where's mom, bi?" lena asked a maid while looking for the figure of the mother-in-law.

"Mrs again go out, non. Maybe he was hanging out with his social friends." replied the maid politely, then left for her job.

"Mother went to see her social friends again, huh?" inner Lena while sitting leaning on the family sofa. Somehow, there was a feeling of relief and disappointment also in him.

"What have I been thinking? Though it had been bad thinking, already afraid of the unclear guts and thinking about the no-no about the mother-in-law." Inner Lena sighed while holding her head. There was a feeling of guilt in his heart for having prejudiced his mother-in-law.

Silent...

"Uh, deserted... Usually when the campus runs out, my brother likes to take a walk even in the middle of his busyness. I can't possibly interrupt the waiter and invite them to talk to me because they have their own busy lives with their work. Now it's... What am I gonna do, huh?" inner Lena was confused.

Meanwhile...

The tring!

I heard a message coming in on Bram's phone.

"Ck, again send this photo again." decak Bram.

He looks very upset to see the message that just entered which turned out to be a photo sent by a mysterious person who had always sent photos of the proximity of Lena and Ihsan while on campus.

This freak always sends me pictures of Lena's closeness and that's it, I've forgotten her name. Does this guy mean to make me jealous?

He thinks I'm going to be hooked again? As long as 'whoever you are' knows, I trust my wife more, you know.

Every time I try to contact the sender of these photos, this freak can never be contacted. And if you send a photo again, it must always be with a different mobile number and of course again it is always difficult to contact him again.

Because I was too dizzy to think about it, I didn't really find out more about who did it. But this guy is getting freer.

I used to think that the culprit was mom because she didn't like Lena. But I found no evidence that she was the culprit. If I say something like this, my mother will be sad and angry at me for accusing him of not-nothing without clear evidence.

Besides, I also once suspected that Alikalah was the one. But after some thought, I've been friends with him since I was a kid until I considered him my own sister. Alika is stubborn and temperamental. But... He wouldn't be able to do something like this, would he?

"Hhh... I should how?" ask Bram to himself. He still sees the photo on his phone screen.

All this time I knew Lena was still trying to love me. But it doesn't matter, the important thing is that he's mine. Since he was still trying to open his heart to me, I also tried to hold back my emotions whenever he harbored his own problems.

He was so certain that he thought he would not trouble me and my parents.

I found out what happened to Lena at an inter-company event a few months ago, but she did because two women were talking about her in the toilet.

When I asked, the two women admitted to accidentally talking about it and promised never to repeat it again.

Because Lena harbored the problem, I so harbored it too and did not really discuss it again to not be a burden on her mind. But... Is my action so right? Is that all right?

And now, I'm still dizzy with this photo. How and what should I do? When my heart said it wanted to erase this photo, but somehow my brain said something else.

"Delete.... or not, yes?" batin Bram worried.

"Hhh... At this time I became a miss with my wife." said Bram upset.

Somewhere else...

"Oh, video call from sister" said Lena happy and immediately raised a video call from Bram.

"Hello, sis." said Lena with a cheerful smile. On her phone screen, Bram also smiled at her.

"I miss my wife" said Bram.

"I-I miss big sister too" said Lena blushing in embarrassment.

"Well, where are you?" bram asked astonished to see Lena who did not seem to be in his house.

"I'm at mom's house." replied Lena as she was.

"At home, mother-in-law? That means he can meet the Sultan right?" batin Bram was unhappy with his frown.

"I'm lonely at home alone. Mom went out to meet her friends. I went to my mother's house, and you learned to cook again." said Lena while displaying her mother's figure on the mobile phone screen.

"Assalamualaikum, son of Bram." said Madam kindly.

"Waalaikumsalam, ma'am." said Bram there.

"Your wife is still trying to learn how to cook."

"How do you proceed, ma'am?" ask Bram smiley smile.

"Yes. How, huh?" mama Mila replied laughing. Lena was heard tugging at her mother. Bram laughed at them.

"Mh... Sorry yes, brother. I came to my mother's house without my sister. Brother must be shocked. But, my sister's HP is hard to contact anyway from earlier. No papa, brother? " ask Lena feeling guilty.

"No papa. I should be the one apologizing for the old HP I died in earlier." said Bram.

"But thank God, at least he didn't meet the Sultan. But anyways that person is likely still working." Inner Bram thought.

"Oh yes, Len. Since you're learning to cook again, what if me and dad come home and you cook for our welcome?" bram suddenly.

"eeehs... B-but brother, I can't promise you, brother. Brother knows that my cooking is. " said Lena in shock.

"If in a few days you try hard, surely you can really" said Bram sure with a gentle smile.

"Y-yes, then I will try." said Lena with a reddened face.