Not as Beautiful as His Love Poems
I'm why, huh?

"Where?" bram asked impatiently towards Lena who had just come out of the bathroom.

"Negative" replied Lena with a head bobble while showing a pregnancy test kit in her hand.

"Hhh... " Bram breathed his breath.

He threw himself rough on the bed. Lena went awry to see the disappointed Bram.

It's been three months, but Lena hasn't been there to show any signs that she's pregnant. Many times in check through a pregnancy test device still negative results. Though all this time, Lena sometimes likes dizziness and nausea, but after checking it turns out she only got a common cold.

"What's wrong, huh? Though we've checked often and the doctor says we're both fertile. No problem." said Bram astonished while looking at the ceiling of the room.

"Maybe it's not time for us to be loved by children. Who is patient, brother." said Lena smiling cheeringly.

Sitting beside Bram who was lying down, gently patted Bram's arm. Bram smiled in response.

"Then we have to try harder" said Bram, rising from his fall and hugging Lena. Lena's face immediately flushed to hear her words, but after that Lena fell silent as if she was thinking about something.

"Why?" bram asked confused to see Lena who was holding her stomach when she knew she was not pregnant.

"Mh... How yes, brother. If I were pregnant, I would not be ready. I am still in college. I.. have not wanted to have children at this young age." said Lena frankly.

"Lena. Are you secretly taking birth control pills or using something else to delay pregnancy?" tanya Bram was suspicious. He let go of his embrace because he heard Lena's words just now.

"Huh? No, sis. I don't take the Pill or anything like that. Really." answered Lena Ragapan trying to convince Bram because he was looked at with full investigation by her husband.

"Alright, alright. I believe." said Bram.

"We're having breakfast, yuk. You don't have to go to college, do you?" bring Bram. Lena nodded. Then they went out of the room for breakfast.

At the dinner table, Bram and his parents were already busy eating their breakfast. While Lena looks to be daydreaming while eating her food slowly.

All this time, I've been studying hard to cook. But unfortunately, I even made a mess in the kitchen and there I even made the work of the servants so increase.

I can't cook, although often asked to be taught by my mother, still can't and always fails. And even though the shape of the food is successful, but the taste is nil again. Maybe cooking isn't my talent.

"Hhh... " Lena let out her lethargic breath.

Again engrossed in eating, by accident Miss Dona saw Lena who was daydreaming while eating.

"If you don't want to eat, don't eat. Don't be forced. At that time the maksa pretentious to learn to cook, which even made the kitchen almost explode. Ngerepotin. What will people say if they know the son-in-law of the largest food company owner can not cook and even almost make the kitchen explode." said Bu Dona. Lena's red face went out so shy considering the events the other day.

"Life is good, just relaxing. Can't do anything. So just a burden. Moreover, you are also not pregnant, right?"

This time Lena's heart beats the pain of hearing it.

"But wait a minute... Wouldn't it be nice if she wasn't pregnant?" inner Bu Dona thought.

"Mother!" reproof Bram.

"Why? Is mom wrong? She's not pregnant for three months, is she? What could he... "

"Mom, we checked with the doctor. There's no problem, we're all fertile." cut Bram defending his wife.

"Certainly, why is she still not pregnant?" ask Bu Dona fiercely.

"Maybe it's not time for love, ma'am" Bram said.

Ms. Dona wanted to say it again, but was stopped by Mr. Ibrahim who had just quietly listened to them.

"Darling, stop. Don't say that again which will only be a burden of mind for our daughter-in-law." said Mr. Ibrahim soft but sharp while putting the side dish on his wife's plate.

Ms. Dona knew very well, in addition to sharp words, the word 'honey' and was taken side dishes for her under such circumstances, it meant that her husband was in a very big rage. He immediately fell silent. But there was a sense of shame and disbelief at being humiliated in front of his daughter-in-law.

"Aren't you papa, son?" ask Mr. Ibrahim.

Lena nodded her head in response to the feeling of being completely wrong because again the two in-laws had a small fight because of her.

"Yes, continue eating again" said Mr. Ibrahim again.

"Huh, suck! He must be laughing happily in his heart. Why does my husband and son keep defending him anyway? Bram was not like this. Bram used to always obey what I said." Inner Bu Dona was upset with eyes that looked watery. As strong as his energy held so that his tears do not flow.

"Mother why?" bram asked confused to see his mother.

"Pedas" replied Miss Dona lying.

...***...

"What? Tteokbokki?" lena asked Anisa. Grace, Rosi and Emi also surround Anisa.

They were surprised to see Anisa whose tumbens brought supplies to campus. And the greens look like tteokbokki, but they are small. And different from the red tteokbokki sauce, if this one is a bit yellowish. (Sorry, so review the food)

"No. It's called lantar kujang." said Anisa.

"Huh? What the hell?" grace asked as her hand plucked Anisa's stock.

"Lantar kujang it's keladi tendrils."

"My first brother's heart was smitten by a girl from Kalimantan. He said he went to Jakarta and worked with his brother. Brother brought her home to be introduced to us and immediately deh demo cook at home." said Anisa while eating her provisions. Lena, Rosi and Emi also tasted it.

"Oh... Rice tendrils, yes, " said Grace.

"But not a houseplant, yeah." Anisa reminded.

"Yes, you know. Later I will ask you to make this masakin also deh." said Grace.

"But, before cooking, after the skin is peeled must be left with salt or vinegar first so as not to itch if eaten. In washing, only after that can be cooked." said Anisa again.

"Well, ma'am." said Lena, Grace, Rosi and Emi together while taking notes in their respective books. (Food review is complete)

"You see what else?" asked Lena curious to see Rosi and Emi shrouding Grace who was busy watching on her phone.

"Hey, he said he doesn't want to see his nephew online anymore? But now it is still being seen as well. You hypocrite." Lena annoyed Grace.

"It's funny" said Grace.

"Yes. Traitor." said Rosi.

"Fail, right, right." Emi is following.

"Hey, didn't you two watch that too? Why blame me too?" angry Grace.

"Ouch! You either?" Grace was complaining of pain because her waist was pinching Anisa.

Not far from where they were gathered, Bandi was walking with a smile and waved his hand at Grace. Grace greeted him with a wave of her hand and smiled at him as well.

"Huh, maybe you're familiar with him" Lena told Grace, not happy to see Bandi.

"Why?" ask Grace plain.

"Because the man was calling me a tiger. What do you try to mean? Anyway, I don't want you to get along with him. I won't approve of you." Lena was suddenly angry.

"That's just a parable. After all, you are my mother, not wearing everything. It's not like you didn't want to be my foster mom. You hypocrites know it too." said Grace, she followed in anger as well.

"Kok you even so defend him anyway?" angry Lena did not accept. She and Grace fought each other fiercely.

"Hey, already, already." - Lerai Anisa.

"Not knowing. Lena, how sensational today? PMS again, huh?" angry Grace. Rosi and Emi hold back the enraged Grace.

"Censions?" lena's mind was shocked.

Yeah, well, why is this, huh? Because I always hold back my emotions at home, I even vent it on my friends. I should have learned from Anisa and Grace.

It turns out that all this time, who likes to send boba to Grace is Bandi and who sent the cheese banana was Grace's ex, Doni.

At that time Grace told me that Doni had met her. Doni says he's not so happy with his mother's chosen fiancee. He claims he was forced to get engaged by his mother. And still can't forget Grace and want to get back to her. But Grace refuses because Doni is engaged and she doesn't want to hurt her ex's fiance.

Grace has completely forgotten her ex and is starting to look familiar with Bandi. But, familiar as friends only. Poor Bandi, in friendzone same Grace. Though Grace said, Bandi had once expressed her feelings for Grace. But, I don't know why Grace still ngefriendzone Bandi. Maybe because Grace still wants to focus on her college first.

While Anisa, after a long time showing hostility to Brother Ardan, finally Anisa would also accept him berta'aruf and be a little friendly to him. I don't know what words Ardan's sister told him. Even so, Anisa still shows dislike if Kak Ardan act and pull out his fighting style on Anisa.

From there I should learn, if we should be able to give and release the love that is not our soul mate and start accepting people who love us truly and as we are. Live a new life and leave the past behind. I should have been able to.

"Well, why sad? I-I'm sorry, Len." said Grace.

He became confused to see Lena who suddenly put up a sad face. She and Anisa hug Lena to calm her down.

Seeing the three of them hugging each other intimately, Rosi and Emi just kept quiet and looked at each other.