Not as Beautiful as His Love Poems
This Heart is Still Stifling

Lena looked at the calendar in front of her anxiously. She is worried about whether she should go ahead or cancel the wedding.

"But if I cancel... Father, mother and Brother Bram for sure... After that, I don't know what will happen. Chances are I'll be labeled ugly by the neighbors." Inner Lena was upset. But in the end, he could only give up on his circumstances and wait for tomorrow to arrive.

Day after day changed, it did not feel that day H was near, Lena was very nervous as a result. Till...

"Duh, when it feels like just yesterday, know I already want ijab qobul aja." Inner Lena broke out in cold sweat, her hands were cold so nervous.

"Don't be nervous, Len. Calm yourself, okay?" said Bram who was sitting beside him quietly.

"I-iya, sis." replied Lena nervously. He tried to calm the pounding of his racing heart like the roar of a horse whose run was not because of it.

Lena is very pretty wearing her wedding kebaya and Bram looks dashing in his suit. Their wedding was held in a luxurious building. There must be a lot of guests coming. Moreover, Mr. Ibrahim is a famous person, his business colleagues certainly came.

Neighbors of one Lena housing complex were also present. Lena's friends have also been present with their families and are preparing to capture the happy moments of Lena in their respective phones. They were excited to be as busy as the photographer who also captured the happy moment.

Bram uttered the qobul ijab fluently and clearly followed the words of Lena's father who was his guardian. The legitimate cries of witnesses and invited guests were heard after the qobul ijab was completed.

Lena glanced at Bram, who was glimpsed smiling at him. They exchanged rings, after which Lena kissed the back of Bram's hand and Bram kissed Lena's forehead gently.

The reception was held at that time.Bram and Lena were walking to the venue with their parents. So nervous because of the many invited guests who saw them, without realizing Lena almost fell because of tripping her own legs. The invited guests were excited because of the shock, after which they cheered with excitement because the groom quickly caught the wife, making them look friendly.

Bram blushed in embarrassment to receive praise from the guests, while Lena had already blushed her face in embarrassment.

"Pft, you PeLena." chirped Grace while holding her laugh. Lena glared at Grace who was close to her. Grace was giggling to see him. Grace's laughter stopped after Anisa, Rosi and Emi pinched her waist simultaneously.

"Pst, look at Alika there" Rosi told her friends.

Not far from them standing, there Alika saw looking at Lena with a sour face.

"Why? Why should he be the one with Bram? Not me?" inward Alika sadly looked at the bride and groom sitting on bail. His face almost seemed to be crying. Unable to bear it, he left from there.

"Well, what else. Brother Bram is not his soul mate." said Grace indifferently while shrugging her shoulders.

"Dude, Grace. Can you lower your voice?" inner Anisa, Rosi and Emi.

Then, the four friends of Lena took pictures with Lena and Bram guaranteed. I can tell how excited they are. Understandably, the current generation likes to exist.

The invited guests are engrossed in eating the dishes that have been served while listening to the singers who perform the song melodiously. Not to forget, Lenapun friends also contribute their voices to enliven the event.

"duh... Grace. Please stop." Inner Lena was embarrassed while covering her face.

"Your friend is funny too" said Bram laughing.

At first, his friends sang very well. But, when Grace sang the song in a high voice, somehow her voice turned into a fake. Because of him, the others got involved as well. Anisa and Emi stopped singing while covering their faces in embarrassment. Rosi was giggling not strong enough to hold back her laughter. While Grace did not take a headache and even still fun singing.

Currently, Lena, Bram and their parents were busy greeting the guests who were shaking hands with them. It turns out that Bram can be excited also when friends during his High School also experienced it. Alika and her parents also cheered them.

"Congratulations, Len. Congratulations, sister." said Alika smiling kindly shaking hands with them.

"Thank you, yeah" said Lena and Bram.

"It seems like she's already received everything with a spacious chest." Inner Lena noticed Alika who looks fine.

"Congratulations, sir, ma'am." There was a voice of someone Lena knew.

"Tante Raisa?" batin Lena was anxious to remember that the Sultan must have gone with her mother and sisters.

"Why is this heart still claustrophobic when you see it? Why would I want to cry? Duh... my head is also dizzy." her mind while holding her head.

"Sister Bram, help me.." Inner Lena while looking at Bram, but Bram was busy chatting with his guests.

"I'm not strong anymore, ka. k.. "his mind again, his head is very dizzy because it holds his tears. Lena felt her surroundings turning and...

Bruk!

"Lena?" bram shouted in shock at Lena who had fallen unconscious beside him. Both their parents and the guests were excited to see it.

...***...

"Uh... This where?" lena's inner self awoke from her stupor. His eyes flickered normalizing his vision.

"Lena, are you conscious?"

"Sister Bram." said Lena saw Bram who was next to her look anxious.

"If you are still dizzy, just lie down first" said Bram preventing Lena who got up from the sofa.

"Kok we can be here, brother?" lena asked confusedly looking at the room where she had been before.

"You passed out, so you were brought here." explained Bram.

"Why, brother?" lena asked confusedly looking at Bram who was speechless and looked at her with an expression that was hard to decipher.

"Ah, no. You still strong? You have to welcome guests again" said Bram.

"I'm still strong, brother. I was just tired" Lena told a lie.

"I know why you fainted. Must be because of that guy, right? For now, I won't ask anything just to see your situation like this." - Inner Bram, somehow his heart throbbed in pain.

"Yes already. I'm gonna get the wardrobe guys to change your clothes. I'll also change clothes in another room." said Bram as he left. Lena just nodded.

While meeting the wardrobe people, Bram met Lena's friends there. Bram lets them into Lena's room with the wardrobe guys.

"Aren't you papa, Len?" ask Grace to represent the others.

"Yes, I don't know" replied Lena who was wearing her shirt with the help of a wardrobe. Her friends didn't ask any further because there was someone other than them, even though they knew why Lena had fainted earlier.

"I barely recognized Rosi. I got to pangling the same surprise." said Lena suddenly towards Rosi.

Because not usually Rosi who always looks tomboy so feminine with a maroon red dress and wearing a long wig. Actually Rosi is beautiful but because always looks tomboy make it look fierce.

"Well, what else. I was forced by my parents. I'm just like this for you, Len." sullen Rosi with a reddened face. Lena and the others laughed looking at him.

"Hhh... I think I'd like to be here, deh." said Anisa lethargic.

"Why?" ask Lena confused.

"Cintia's brother still bothers me. I think I want to move to another country to avoid it" said Anisa frustrated.

"If so move to Kor-Sel alone, so can meet the handsome oppa-oppa." chirpy Grace chirped. Rosi and Emi so follow along like Grace as well, they have noisily called the name of their idol oppa-oppa. The wardrobe people followed suit as well.

While they were joking, they did not realize that someone was standing outside the room leaning against the wall listening to them. That person is Cintia.