Not as Beautiful as His Love Poems
I Know

Junior High, Sultan and Ardan. Ardan who is too friendly is curious about the Sultan who is quiet and does not want to be friends with him. Though many people at school who want to be friends with Ardan, even though only want to target the money.

Ardan was astonished and so attracted by the cold figure that day and night always disturbed his mind. While the school was chasing Ardan, Ardan pursued the Sultan. Though the Sultan had refused and avoided blatantly, but Ardan seemed to always want to stick like a super spider human web that would not be separated from the side.

Since then, Sultan and Ardan have been close friends. Every time there's a problem, Ardan's acting, Sultan's got his sap. The Sultan was, uh, rich, Ardan so fond of it. The problem of school was the Sultan who had to help the lazy Ardan to study.

Although Ardan is so, but actually he is good and likes to talk good things to people who are in trouble. Perhaps his lecture habit was already descended from the family.

And now, in his office, the Sultan recalls Ardan's words just now.

Life is like a roller coaster. We won't know what will happen in front of our eyes.

...***...

When I was a kid, I was no less silly than Ardan.

They like to disturb neighbors. Likes to abuse peers. Mom and Dad got confused because of me. I also once pranked Lena, to the point of crying out for her. But, when I love the candy the crying instantly subsides. Fucking kid. Maybe he had forgotten, because he was a child so he didn't understand anything.

At that time, I was very happy. A happy life with the complete family I have. It was me, my father, my mother and my little sisters.

Because I was happy, I fell asleep, so I forgot that human life has its limits. When I was 12 years old, my father died in an accident. Leaving me, my mother and little sisters who were toddlers and toddlers.

I was shocked to not believe it. Left by someone I love so much. Everything changed in the blink of an eye. Why should life be this stragic?

So unaccepted, for days I locked myself in a room. I was worried about seeing me thin because I didn't eat. School business is neglected. I thought too much about my own feelings, until I didn't realize that my mother was the worst and languishing.

I was originally naughty, so it was a pity to see the mother who fought alone endure our lives with her limited skills.

I realized that life is like a spinning wheel. Slowly I started to break up. Improving attitude so as not to add burden to the mother again.

I know the neighbors were surprised to see my attitude change. I know my peers are reluctant to approach me. I will be strong in facing my life. I will be the backbone of my family. I will make my mother and sisters happy.

I will not let anyone shake my resolve. In fact, even the problem of love.

I know a lot of women like me. I also know, the little Lena that I knew before also liked me. I know, because every day he's always asking me, to the point that I get goosebumps. But I pretended not to know.

What I don't know is why Lena still likes me. Though I've done various ways to ignore him, so that he realizes that I don't like him. Sometimes, I feel sorry to see her too, but I didn't mean to hurt her. But, instead of understanding, his love is even more so.

I don't have any feelings for him. He and his parents are considered family. As we slumped after my father's departure, Lena's parents always helped us who were in trouble. We owe them. I don't want to ruin this family relationship just because of love.

I just think of him as a sister. Really am...

...***...

At home, in her room, Lena was sobbing. Until his father and mother were confused to see him who came home from college with a puffy face.

So disappointed as shame, because it was wrong to think that the love poem was made by the Sultan. Cintia giggles. Grace laughed at herself. I want Lena to have Anisa pinch Grace's waist. But unfortunately, Anisa ran away somewhere because she was hiding from Ardan who was trying to chase after her. Rosi and Emi are finishing the class which finally calms Lena down.

"All because of Brother Ardan. Cintia. Grace is also the same." so upset the others so the follow-up is also called.

"Hiks. I should have realized that this was made by Ardan's brother who likes to fight it."

Throwing it carelessly the poetry paper he held. He was soon pensive. He picked up another poem paper lying on the floor was thrown out earlier.

"What's wrong. Although not made by Kak Sultan, I can still imagine Kak Sultan who recited this like that time." he said smiling, while remembering the Sultan's funny face because he was clumsy to read the poem first.

...***...

"duh... What does this mean, huh?" lena asked confusedly to herself. He's studying apparently.

"Lena... If you are studying, do not watch TV. Don't focus on it." said Ms. Mila.

"Am I asking Sultan, huh?" inner Lena.

Usually, if there was a lesson that Lena did not understand, she would ask the Sultan who was notoriously smart. Understandably, Lena's brain is mediocre. While the modes are also the purpose.

Tong

Suddenly the bell rang.

"Who are these nights coming to our house?" ask Miss Mila wonder.

"No idea." said Mr. Hadi innocently.

A second later, Madam Mila and Lena were shocked to hear Mr. Hadi's scream.

"Astaghfiullah! Father forgot. There's a guest coming tonight." Mr. Hadi got up from his seat and walked back to the door of their house.

"Who is it, ma'am?"

"don't know. I'll take a look."

There were loud noises in front of their house. But no matter what, he continued learning again.

There were the sound of running footsteps. It was Miss Mila. He approached Lena with a slightly panicked face.

"Lena... Gosh darn. Quickly change your clothes."

"What's the matter, ma'am?" lena asked confusedly looking at her mother's behavior.

"Sir Ibrahim came with his son and wife" replied Madam Mila while dragging Lena.

"What, mom? Why did they come here?" surprised Lena.

"Because you ran away yesterday. So they came tonight."

"Quick change your clothes." tell Miss Mila.

"But, mom..."

"Don't argue, Lena. Change shirt. After that, out meet them." after saying that, his mother came out of his room.

"Uh, Mommy... What's wrong with my shirt?"

Pajamas with cute pictures of green frogs.

Lena opened her closet in annoyance.

Hmh! Also be persistent Mr. Ibrahim. In fact, I have openly rejected their matchmaking. Do they not realize that I'm running away from everything?

"Duh, whichever. No need to change clothes, deh" upset Lena while walking out of her room.

"I'll show you my true 'elegance'." Lena's mind rattled.

It's okay if mom and dad are mad at me.

Lena walked into the living room by stomping the foot she made as hard as she could. Like giant footsteps that want to destroy the earth.

Everyone in the guest room looks shocked by Lena's behavior. But, after that even Lena who became shocked.

"Well?"