New Breath
Chapter 43's

“Mas, where are we going anyway? Should all wear eye lids like gini,” said Finza who can only follow the direction of his lover. He had no idea what surprise Farhan wanted to give him. Ever since he found out about Farhan's condition, the man began to show his sweetness. It honestly makes Finza sometimes afraid. Afraid that Farhan just wants to give away a lot of sweet memories. Then, just leave him. Call it Finza is too over thinking or predates destiny. However, he also could not deny that he was indeed afraid.

“Already, Just come along. Later you will also know for yourself,” replied Farhan casually.

Finza could only sigh deeply. He then followed where Farhan would take him. Farhan stopped and opened the black cloth used to close his eyes. Slowly Finza opened her eyelids and adjusted her vision. Finza's mouth opened wide when he saw the place that had been decorated so beautifully. And another one that Finza doesn't believe. There was Nadhira who was already standing hand in hand with Reyhan. For a long time he did not meet his friend. It's a lie if Finza doesn't miss Nadhira. Her tears suddenly fell. He was moved by the surprise Farhan had given him. “Mas.” That's all Finza can say. After that, the sound began to sound.

Farhan chuckled looking at Finza's polah. He wondered why the women around him were so quick to cry. In fact, for things that Farhan should have accepted with a big smile. He touched the top of Finza's head while saying, “Do not cry like that. You are not ashamed to be seen with Brother and Sister Nadhira, hm?”

Finza quickly wiped away the rest of her tears that were tracing down her cheeks. Then, he smiled widely and looked at the couple who were waiting at a table with a neat meal. Then, move closer first. Nadhira hugged tightly while saying the word miss to his best friend. “I miss you, Ra.”

Nadhira returned the embrace of his best friend. Like Finza, he misses her too. Since he was married, he began to rarely spend time with Finza. Especially after Mikayla also married Bara.

“So, this is the story double date?” reyhan asked and caught the attention of the people who were in that place. Then, he laughed as he got a nod from the younger brother. Yes, of course what exists today is the efforts of Farhan. In fact, previously Farhan did not say will hold a double date. Farhan only invites Reyhan and Nadhira to a regular dinner outside. And Reyhan did not suspect his sister at all.

Farhan smiled widely and felt his heart warm to hear the laughter of the three people who were with him. Until that time comes, all Farhan wants is to create happiness for his loved ones. Including Papa who even though until this moment still saw it with one eye and looked at it differently from Reyhan. He will try to get rid of his ego which he has always upheld to make his relationship with Papa never improve. He did not leave his sins to his parents. It was enough for Farhan to leave a sweet memory worth remembering if he had returned to the Divine lap. It is enough that only a good name is imprinted in the memory.

“I don't think your sister can be romantic, Brother,” Nadhira told Reyhan. However, his glance actually fell on his sister-in-law who was standing next to Finza. Then, he chuckled when he saw the sister-in-law who blushed in shame. For Nadhira who knows the struggle of his sister-in-law, he was happy to see Farhan's smile. He hoped that smile would not fade. Because, there is the happiness of others depends on a smile from Farhan's pale lips.

Farhan led his lover's body to sit on a chair. Then, he followed.

The two couples' romantic dinner went warm. A lot of laughter created. Until one thing ended that laughter. The spoon in Farhan's hands just fell down. If Reyhan was staring at the floor. Not Nadhira and Finza. The two women stared at Farhan's trembling hands. However, Farhan quickly clasped his hand firmly. It was fortunate that Farhan was able to overcome the sudden vibration. Maybe God is still giving him a chance to hide his pain from Reyhan.

“Be careful, Deck,” said Reyhan who doesn't know anything. Except, the spoon incident dropped by his sister.

“Iya, Brother,” replied Farhan and tried normally. He then stared alternately at Nadhira and Finza. So, smacking a smile as a signal everything is fine.

Nadhira looked at Finza who was sitting on the chair opposite to him. Seeing the expression her best friend showed made Nadhira think. Does Finza know everything?

Dinner's over. However, it did not immediately make the two couples leave the place. They bring topics as discussion material. Until Farhan's voice was heard and distracted everyone.

All eyes were on the man in the black shirt.

“There is something Farhan wants to say,” said Farhan as he glanced at Nadhira, Reyhan, and Finza in turn. Then, Farhan took something out of his pants pocket. “Farhan wants Brother and Brother Nadhira to be his witness.” Farhan then positioned himself facing Finza who was sitting right next to him.

“By, I know I'm not the perfect guy. I also don't know if I can make you happy until later. But, before that time comes, let me be by your side to create happiness for you,” Farhan said seriously.

Nadhira who heard her sister's words reflexively touched Reyhan's arm. Honestly, he was moved by his sister-in-law. Some days hit by a sense of dilemma, now Farhan can determine the step even though Farhan does not know what will happen in the future. Given his increasingly unfavorable condition.

“In front of Brother and Sister Nadhira, I want to say. Will you marry me?” Farhan then opened a velvet box containing a beautiful diamond ring.

Finza smothered her own mouth. He is speechless about what is happening right now. Then, he looked at his friend who was already smiling widely. Then he saw Nadhira nodding his head.

For a moment Finza stared at the velvet box. Then, nod your head. He stuck out his left hand to let Farhan pin the ring to his ring finger.

“Wah! Congratulations, yes, Za,” Nadhira said as he got up and approached Finza. Then, he hugged his best friend's body tightly.

And Reyhan as well. He walked and approached his sister. “Congratulations, yes, Dek.”

However, Farhan did not quite clearly hear what Reyhan said because his ears suddenly buzzed. His sight also blurred. The head feels spinning. However, Farhan could not show it in front of the others and destroy the current happy atmosphere.

“I like to smell the aroma of marriage young nih,” the god Nadhira that makes Finza blush. Farhan was smiling. Nadhira noticed again with the clinging face of his sister-in-law. Then, he took a long breath. He knew what was happening to Farhan. He knew Farhan was just forcing himself.

“Now you have another reason to fight more, Farh. You are strong. Sister sure,” shrewd Nadhira in heart.

“You're strong, Farhan. You're powerful. You can't give up,” said Farhan inwardly to himself.