New Breath
Chapter 20's

“Ma, Nadhira tipped Radin, yes,” Nadhira said after Mama took over Radin from her sling. Actually, it was hard for Nadhira to leave Radin at home even with Mama. However, he had no other choice. Because, taking Radinikut together to the hospital to check the development of Radit condition is not the right choice because Radin's age is still small. Inevitably Nadhira had to leave the little one to Mama.

Mama nodded while smiling. “Iya, Darling. Be careful on the road, yeah. Say hello to Mama Mama Mama,” said Mama.

“Iya, Mother. Nadhira later said to Mother. Nadhira go first, yes, Ma.” Nadhira grabbed Mama's right hand and kissed her respectfully. A habit that Nadhira never forgets when he wants to travel. And that habit has been instilled for a long time by both parents.

Before you really leave. Nadhira looked back at his son who was inside

sling Mama. He then gave Radin a warm and long kiss. “Don't fuss the same Oma, yes, Deck. I want to take Brother to health check first,” said Nadhira invited Radin to talk.

As if he understood what his mother said. Radin showed his big smile that successfully made Nadhira's heart warm. “Good son. Most know, yes, how to make Mom calm,” said Nadhira again and really passed out to catch up with the baby sitter who had gone first to the car with Radit.

“Sus, Radit is just me, yes,” Nadhira said gently to the woman beside him. The woman who only had three years on it. He then took over the body of his son who was born special.

“Bu, Mommy okay?” ask the woman who is usually called Sister Dara. He saw his master's face look sad. Likewise with the look of the eye that does not show the binarnya as usual.

Nadhira lifted up and turned his head to the side. Looking at Sister Dara who was looking at him fixedly. “Iya, Sus. I'm fine,” replied Nadhira lying. He's not okay right now. His heart is broken. Yes, he felt it every time he brought Radit to check up to the hospital. Because it always makes bad thoughts pop up in his head. What if Radit leaves him? Nadhira could not shake that thought easily. What he feels is not without reason. He faced the same facts. Is how he faced Reyhan's condition.

“Nothing, Mom. Everything will definitely be fine,” said Sister Dara as if she could read the mind that was not expressed by her employer. Nevertheless, Sister Dara of course knows how a mother feels seeing the condition of her child.

“Iya, Sus,” replied Nadhira. Then, he again looked at the peaceful face of Radit in his silence. He gently stroked the cheek of one of his twins gently. In Nadhira's heart, it continues to rumble. “We can definitely get through all of this, Son,” Ogre Nadhira in heart. He could not pronounce that sentence because there were other people around him. There are baby sitters and drivers. He cannot show his pain in front of others. Suffice it to be sad, poignant, even to the wound he enjoyed himself before his life-mates and sharing friends woke up from such a deep long sleep and made him look so peaceful.

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In the hospital is waiting for Mother, Mikayla, and Bara. Nadhira found his family members who always faithfully accompanied and supported him when he was at a fragile point like this. Nadhira gave a smile when he first saw their figure standing in front of the doctor's room who handled Radit's case. Then, he walked over followed by Sister Dara.

“Live in, Darling,” said Mother after rewarding her youngest daughter was a short kiss.

“Let Abang accompany,” said Bara who saw his sister's expression look agitated. As one of the people who was so close to Nadhira, of course Bara knew what his sister felt. “Kay, you are here the same Mother first, yes. Brother accompany Adek briefly,” Bara said to his wife. He stroked Mikayla's head gently and then walked into the doctor's room to accompany her only child.

In the room. Nadhira and Bara have been sitting facing a doctor with the name tag dr. Gisellas. They're gathering mentally to hear Doctor Gisella's story. Nadhira.

“Baby Radit examination results have gone out, Mom,”, said Dr. Gisella.

“How, Doc?” asked Nadhira who was impatient to hear about Radit's true condition. Because, yesterday-yesterday he only heard estimates only to decide to do laboratory tests and several other examinations. Although what he did would seem to torture his young son. However, Nadhira did that merely wanting to know about his son's condition. After all, he had also talked about it before taking action with his extended family.

“As per my guess, Mom. Congenital Heart Disease or congenital heart disease,” explained Doctor Gisella so clearly. He could not explain one thing vaguely. Because, not all patients' families can understand the conditions he described.

Nadhira's heart stopped beating. The sky collapsed and hit his body. Destroyed is Nadhira's world. However, he could not cry for some reason even though he was in excruciating pain. He could only bow his head while staring fixedly at the face of his son who was asleep. “So peaceful your face, son. But, it turns out that you are bearing a heavy burden, dear,” Og Nadhira in heart. He then tightly hugged his son's body without a sound.

Bara was no less destroyed like his sister. He gently stroked Nadhira to try to strengthen. He refocused on listening to Doctor Gisella's explanation to represent Nadhira.

“As we already know together that the patient's father does suffer from heart disease as well. So, the experience of Baby Radit is also due to genetic factors.”

“Then, what can we do, Doc?”

Explanation after explanation expressed by Doctor Gisella did not reach Nadhira's brain. He is enjoying his new destiny.

“Hm, fine then, Doc. We excuse you first,” said Bara. Then, he shook hands with Doctor Gisella and demanded Nadhira to rise.

In front of the room there were already three different generations of women who had previously been left behind. They rise together and approach.

“How, Deck?” ask Mommy with an expression that is very clearly worried.

Nadhira just looked at Mommy with a sad look. He smiled and did not

saying nothing.

“Bang,” call Mommy to the firstborn for not getting an answer from the youngest.

“Same case as Reyhan, Bun,” Bara replied in a weak tone.

Not only Mother is sad. Mikayla and Sister Dara did too. Mother cried, then Bara calmed.

Meanwhile, Mikayla approached Nadhira who was only silent still with a position to hug Radit. He embraced his best friend and sister-in-law trying to give strength. “You are a great and special woman, Ra. So Allah loves you a special baby like Radit,” Mikayla said while holding back her tears so as not to escape. “You believe ‘kan Allah is good?”

Nadhira remained silent. However, in Nadhira's heart he agreed with what his sister-in-law asked him. However, there are things that have not been digested properly by Nadhira's brain. Is why he should get the same ordeal when the other trials have not subsided? Is he that tough to face trials?

“Ra, you know ‘kan what to do? Not like this, Ra,” Mikayla said again. He then led Nadhira's body to sit on the long chair. After that, Mikayla grabbed Nadhira's chin for the woman to raise her face and look at him. “Radit needs a tougher you. Reyhan needs a strong you.”

Nadhira looked at Mikayla with a blurry look. However, he was speechless. Tongue's cow.

“Nothing if you want to cry, cry. Don't hold back,” Mikayla said.

And that very second Nadhira's tears just collapsed. In fact, before he could not bring out a drop of his tears.

Mikayla quickly grabbed Nadhira's body. Then, he hugged tightly. The other humans around them could only look on.

Especially Bara. He looks strong, but not with his heart. Mikayla who knew the nature of Bara then raised her head and looked at her husband. She gave a faint smile as if trying to give strength to her husband.

Some long stuck inside the mess. The ringing of the cell phone from Nadhira's bag is heard. Sister Dara who was carrying her employer's bag then immediately grabbed the object. “Call from Mister,” he said.

Bara immediately grabbed his sister's cell phone. Then, answer the phone from Papa. “Iya, Om. Why?”

Silent.

“Reyhan?”

Hearing Bara mention Reyhan's name made Nadhira immediately break away from Mikayla's embrace. “What happened to Reyhan's sister, Bang?”