Love In Nestapa
My Weakness

''If one day you have another love, then tell me! Don't hide anything from me! Tell me the truth, so I know what you want. And I'm gonna be out of your life forever. I'd rather go than survive. I can survive if others hurt me, but not with you, Raga.. Because you are. My weakness.'' Ira is so soft at the end of the sentence.

The deg!

The deg!

''Ra.'' call Raga when Ira gets sobbing.

''Enough Brother! I have to get used to your absence. From now on, stay away from me. I want us to split up here! You better go home with Ummi. Get used to life without me. Because after this you will live without me. No mumps, not even when you will leave for England later."

Raga petrified to hear Ira's words. His heart ached like a pricked thorn. Ira repeatedly refused his presence.

Even Ira wanted to disappear from her life. "What do you really want, baby? Am I too bad to be your husband? I don't understand what your wish is! I'm not a psychic, Ra! Please tell me so I can fix it. Please do not reject me again. I will die if it happens. please.." pinta Raga with hope.

His eyes condensed. He looked at Ira who was staring at him. ''It is better for us to part from now on. It will make ourselves strong for each other. Missing each other from a close distance but not together. Like Papi and Mak. They were close but could not meet because of the obstruction of fate. Understand Brother..''

''I Can't Ira! I can't! Please don't reject me anymore.. At least until later we mondok. I beg you. don't stay away from me. Don't look like Ra.. I can't. hiks..''Raga hiccup in front of Ira.

His face is on Ira's lap. Hoping and pleading that Ira not reject him.

Ira is the same as her. ''Even I really want to be with you, brother, but I can't. I have to keep my heart from hurting later. Because the threat from someone was so real all this time.I deliberately didn't tell you.. therefore I always stay away from you whenever you look for me in school..'' Inner Ira.

''If one day you have another love, then tell me! Don't hide anything from me! Tell me the truth, so I know what you want. And I'll be gone from your life forever."

The deg!

The deg!

The two crying people both wanted to have it but for some reason, they were forced to stay away.

To protect her, she was willing to get hurt. And vice versa. ''Step Sister. Take care and take care of yourself! I'll be just like you too! From now on, get used to yourself from an early age. Isn't this what has to happen? I will also try hard. If indeed we are destined to be together, no matter how far we go, he will find us. I believe it's Brother.. Go home! Don't let Abi and Ummi down. I love them both. They are both my parents as well..''

Raga shook her head, No! I'm not leaving here until school is over! Even if you force me, I will not leave! I'll leave after my school is over! The time when I should go for a lodge and continue my studies abroad! Only then can you throw me out! For now, I don't want to leave you at all! The point!'' firmly Raga.

Ira froze with Raga's statement. He pricked slowly, though tears still splashed on his tapered cheeks.

Raga chuckled at that. It looks so funny in her eyes. ''Darling..''

''You know?''

''No..''

Again Raga chuckled, I don't know where the tears he just let out earlier. Now only the ruckus on his lips.

Ira stared fixedly at Raga. ''You know, brother, if you are something I find very difficult to achieve! The more I chase, the more you stay away. The closer I get, the closer you get. I'm weak because of you. I'm weak without you. I'm weak if I have to part from you. Please understand my position. But we are both like heaven and earth, unable to be together, except by fate. You are my weakness, brother, therefore I want you to leave before I want you too deeply.

Again, the body was shaken. Raga, who heard Ira's words, cried again. It turned out that the barrier for the two of them was caste.

''But I chose you not because of my dear possessions.I chose you because my heart wanted you. How many times do I have to tell you, baby. I want you. My heart chooses you. understand. I want you. hix..hiks.''' again Raga sniffed.

He hugged Ira's body tightly. Two bodies one soul. The two bodies were joined into one. The bodies of the two of them were shaking from such a bitter cry.

The three people outside the door were stunned by the words of the two boys who had not yet finished High School. The clear circle flows without in the ink.

''Hani.'' call Mak Alisa.

''Patience, this is the test of both of them. Do you know what testing means in marriage? Have you even experienced it? So do we both. We, when we are married, there will be a test to meet us. No matter it's an adult, neither the teen nor the married one is old. Every time ijab qobul is said, the test must have followed us. And so are our two children. Right now they are passing their first exam.''

''Which in their marriage is tested with patience. Tested with another woman. Even to treasures were tested at this time. You listen to what they just said?''

''Yes, I heard him, '' said Mak Alisa with a sad face.

Ummi Hani rubbed Mak Alisa's body. ''Let them finish it. It seems.it will be difficult for Raga to be able to melt the heart of your daughter Lis. Ira is downhill from you. His soul was so strong yet fragile. All of this is very clear now. Come on, let's go down now, '' take Ummi Hani.

''Alright.'' said Mak Alisa resigned.

Abi Hendra could only be silent to see his eldest son. ''You are the same as Abi, son, I hope you do not feel the same way as Abi used to feel. It hurts so much to see our loved ones have to be happy with others. Even until now, the taste is still there and stored neatly for him. Forgive Abi, Ummi, it is very difficult to forget her. I can not forget you until at any time. Alisa and Hani are my weakness then and now..''

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TB