Love In Nestapa
Hard times Ira

Tired of crying, now Ira is asleep as well as Raga. Clear circles just kept flowing down Ira's cheeks and it soaked Raga's clothes.

Hiks. forgive me brother. I do not mean to reject you. It's just that I'm afraid to be disappointed later.

We are very young, brother. I don't want to because one day's mistake is fatal in the future.

I love you Ragata Hariawan, I love you very much. It's just that I'm afraid of getting hurt because of you.

Not to mention that we were united yesterday, I've had a disaster like this. Especially after they found out that I was your wife.

I'd better keep my distance from you if you're at school. But if I stay home I'm still your wife.. I will continue to serve you.

Be it from your food, your clothes are also others that feel necessary. I will try my best, but before that I have to treat myself this is considered crazy by them..

I was just scared of the color. I will try my best so that I can recover.

These are the hardest times for me. May you not leave me, brother, because of my illness..

Ira muttered inwardly by continuing to hug Raga so tightly. Being hugged by Raga even tighter.

''Sorry dear.'' igau Raga by hugging Ira so tightly.

The warm embrace of Raga made Ira comfortable and asleep again.

The afternoon.

Ira moaned as she felt something moist continue to wet her cheeks and forehead. ''Eeuugghh? Why are my cheeks so wet? My forehead too? Ishh... is this house leaking?? Time' the hell Papi for him is not fine like this?? Ck!'' Ira clucked with her eyes still tightly closed.

Raga giggles. Sensing that his body was shaken by someone, Ira opened her eyes.

''Astaghfirullah! Brother ih!'' Ira was surprised to see Raga's face so close to hers.

''Hihihihi.. Why do you love? How was it that ngigau not clear anyway, hem?'' asked Raga still with a hint of giggling on her lips.

Ira looked at Raga who was still laughing. O Allah. take care of it for me. keep us both from those who intend evil to us both.

Not that Raga didn't know Ira was staring at him. Only, Raga did not know what was on his wife's mind.

''My dear! Ira!!'' raga is a little strong.

Ira jerks. ''Uh what, Brother? Wanna eat?? I'll get you?'' sahut Ira was still with her blank look.

''What are you thinking? Is this about your illness?? Or the.. About me??'' guess Raga.

Makes Ira smile wryly. It turned out that Raga could guess the contents of his mind. ''Yes, this is all about you!'' Ira Sahut.

Raga fell silent. His mouth that was chuckling was now tightly clenched. ''Why??''

''Because I am a stranger who has suddenly entered your life without excuse! I am someone else, who suddenly entered the life of a Ragata Hariawan! I'm a lowly human! It is not worth it to be with you!'' Ira said with a flat face.

Raga also turned flat after hearing Ira's words. ''So don't you want to live with me Ira? You changed after coming home from our school camp! What is the lack of me?'' ask Raga flatly as well.

Ira looked at Raga with a blank but sad look. ''I don't deserve you! We just got together, but look! I've been through this shit. I was trapped by them, saying you were trapped and couldn't get out of there! Sometimes I think, if I live with you there are too many obstacles for me! You are the beautiful man Raga! Me being?? Only a lowly girl has no quality compared to them!'' sahut Ira, after that he came down from the bed to the bathroom and ablaze.

Then he prayed alone without taking Raga with him. Raga stared at Ira's behavior.

Finished with his worship, Ira took the hijab and came out of his room. Arriving at the door, he turned around and looked at Raga flat.

''Go home! your place is not here, but there! With sane people. Not like I'm this crazy. Go Ragata!''

The deg!

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Haishhh neng Ira why??

TB