Love In Nestapa
Explanation of Raga

''Fight your hardest to melt her heart, son. She's just trying to forget you, but she can't. Therefore he is more willing to rage like that, in order to eliminate the tightness in his heart. She wants you so badly, but there's something that makes her that way. Until he chose to surrender with his heart.''

Raga cried even more to hear the explanation of Dr. Andini. (Not Anandi Yes.. 😄😄️)

Ummi Hani and Mak Alisa who heard her were getting confused. ''This is why anyway?! Can you explain no?!'' ask ummi Hani in annoyance.

Mak Alisa rubbed Ummi Hani's shoulder to calm down. ''Let's calm Hani.. first listen to what our son will tell you??'' the Mak Alisa.

Ummi Hani sighed in annoyance. ''Explain Ragata! What is this really!'' the ummi Hani

The snot-shrinking raga that was almost dripping. ''This is all my fault, why I am not sensitive to the circumstances around. A new lifetime first liked a simple girl from the common people. The first time I saw him, I liked him. But what I don't know, if there are some girls who like me too. Ummi.. is it wrong to have a good looking face??''

Ummi Hani and Mak Alisa looked at each other. ''Your ways are in line with your behavior, son. Do you remember the last lecture a few months ago before we met with Mak Alisa? The talk is about character and morals! Do you remember what the old man said??'' ask ummi Hani.

Raga fell silent, he pondered at the thought of it. Then nod. ''Yes, he said if you have a handsome and beautiful face it is a bonus from God for us. That we may always remember His greatness. Not that if we have a handsome and beautiful face we are arrogant. What's the point of having a beautiful and handsome face if the behavior is not good?''

''And also what is ugly has an ugly face but good manners? Paras is a bonus from God for us and to be grateful for the blessings given to us. That is why every time we reflect, we must pray 'Oh Allah, make my own behavior beautiful.' This is what we should always pray in front of the mirror, not to boast because we feel we are the most beautiful.''

''What use is a beautiful and handsome face if behaving like a devil?? We as humans should be aware of the greatness of Allah SWT. Not to brag about it. For what is bragging about something that is not ours, we are not creating it. While the creator alone is not arrogant to his servant? Even the creator is so generous to us mediocre human beings. What distinguishes us before the creator is our worship! So Ummi.'' Clearly Raga, made Dr. Andini stunned.

Ummi Hani and Mak Alisa smiled. ''Do you understand now?? What does that ustad mean?? Then why are you disappointed with your handsome face?? You should be grateful about that, not complaining, son.. It is the same as your kufur favor with the gift of Allah SWT!''

''Astaghfirullah! I'm not Ummi.. It's just.. Because of my handsome face .. Ira who suffered the consequences.'' lirih Raga.

''What mean?? Ummi still doesn't understand!''

''Because of me, Ira has to endure all this. My classmates liked me Ummi! But because I like Ira, they don't like it. They're upset because I'm more concerned with Ira than they are. Ummi don't know, if all this time I've never talked to any girl besides Kiara??''

Ummi Hani was shocked to hear Raga's words. ''You mean, that girl who likes you that makes Ira like this? But how is it possible?! Were you guys just camping?? Then how did they reply to Ira??''

''That's Ummi, when we were camping there was a little incident there. At that time I went into the forest to look for firewood, but because I was not careful my legs slipped and sprained. Frantic revelation, he ran into the tent and told Mr. Madan about it. Mr. Madan with another guri came after me, but I was unexpectedly surprised to hear from Ira's friend, if Ira went into the forest because it caught up with me because my legs were sprained..''

''Then Ira entered the forest alone. I who had just arrived at the camp was shocked by the news, until I finally went into the forest and looked for Ira.

''Who would dare spread the issue, so Ira dared to enter the forest without informing anyone??'' ask Dr. Andini.

The doctor even asked. ''It was all because of the two girls who liked me in class. They don't like Ira so close to me! They devise a devious plan to trap Ira in the forest and succeed! Ira was completely lost in the woods. It's a little too late, Ira is no longer in this world. It's all because of my fault! Hiks..'' Clearly Raga, made Mak Alisa sigh.

And so is Umm Hani. ''It's not all your fault, son. It's all been the fate line for you two! Look now, because of that incident you two got married, right? Yes, although it must be covered first anyway.'' seloroh Ummi Hani.

Make Raga look at his Ummi with a sad face. ''That's why Ira kicked me out Ummi! He said, if he doesn't deserve to be with me! He's from the lower caste! I am a noble! Tired of persuading him Ummi! I said many times that I chose it because I liked it not from the face or caste! I love it because God slips it in my heart for it! Where's Ummi's fault?? I want Ira, not the others.'' lirih Raga with tears.

''Hiks. I like her Ummi! I loved it from the first time I saw it! I like it because of Allah Ummi! Now he's rejecting me! What am I supposed to do?? Blame me, if I like ordinary girls and ordinary people too?? Hiks...is not I also from ordinary people huh?? I am also an ordinary man, and I have nothing! All I have is this body and the heart that wants it so badly! Is it wrong Ummi?? Where's salahku?? Where is my fault Ummi!! Haaaa.. aaa. huhuhu..'' Raga sobbed until someone above the steps there also sniffled.

''I love you too, Brother, I love you very much! Even if one day, you have to be exchanged for my life, I will. For this is what I am. I love you because of Allah Ragata. I was a kid, but I learned to love from Mom. He always puts the people he loves first! I followed that, brother.. I'm sorry if I hurt you. I'm just as hurt as you are.. Papi's... Sister misses Papi. Pi.. What should brother Pi?? Brother should what?? Haaaa.aaa.. Home Papi. home...''

The deg!

Mak Alisa pegung on the steps of the stairs as well as Ummi Hani. The two of them stood there glued by the expression Ira had just heard.

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Sorry yesterday othor did not update.

Rarely in the place of othor often drown arise! dizzy othor!

If this has been sent, thank God!

If it is long, it means stuck again in the NT tree! 🤣🤣🤣

TB