
''I'm not stubborn, but this is my choice and my life! I brought you into my life! So don't ever blame yourself because I'm the guilty one here! So I'm the one responsible for everything that happens in your life! From tomorrow, there will be a doctor to treat yourself, but the treatment will be done when I get home from school tomorrow at two in the afternoon. Eat up! It is not good to refuse sustenance, there are still many out there who are not as lucky as we.'' he said, immediately went to perform his delayed Maghrib prayer service.
Ira was silent and did not dare to say anything more. There was a warm feeling in his heart when Raga said that to him.
You're good, brother.. but me?? whisper Ira in the heart.
Ira was still staring fixedly at her halal lover. The unstable girl was still in a dilemma with her heart.
Wanted to refuse, but Raga was very kind to him. Not rejected, even later he who will suffer must accompany a Ragata Hariawan.
Son of a successful entrepreneur. Has many branches of hospitality and malls. Ira sometimes thinks, why even become her destined self with Raga?
Will he be able to face the twists and turns of his next life. It's just started and it's still at the beginning.
What if they were later in the pesantren, Ira could hold it. Must see her own husband in puja and gandrungi by other girls just like her??
It's very difficult for him.
Raga still sees Ira blankly pointing at her. Raga approached Ira and began to pick up the rice plate she had brought.
Raga sits in front of Ira and immediately feeds the food into Ira's mouth.
''Open your mouth!'' raga Letah.
Ira according. He opened his mouth and took a bribe from Raga. The look in his eyes was so shady that it was in Ira's eyes.
Ira swallowed the food bitterly. A clear rounder runs down his tapered cheeks. Raga who saw that, rubbed her with a pity.
''Don't cry. Let's eat again. Tomorrow you must be strong. Because the doctor who handled you is coming. So before that, you need to be healthy first huh?'' persuade Raga.
Still with rice in his hand. Raga also stuffed the rice into her mouth. Lies if Raga doesn't cry seeing her heart adoration like that.
He clenched his hands on the plate, until his nails turned white. Ira's getting sobbing.
''Don't cry! you must be strong! come eat!'' tell me again about Ira.
Ira nodded. He opened his mouth with tears falling down his cheek. I don't know what kind of food they're eating right now.
Because the savory taste of Mak Alisa's cooking was mixed with the tears of the two of them.
Ira was crying while Raga was crying in silence. No sound but tears as witnesses.
''Eat again, dear! You must be strong! Must eat a lot!'' said Raga on the sidelines crying her.
Ira's getting sobbing. Can't stand him hitting Raga. Raga almost toppled if not strong enough to hold his body.
Luckily, the rice dishes were empty and empty. They both cried with hugs.
''Brother loves you so much Ra. don't tell me if you hate me.. Brother can not afford Ra. I love your advantages and disadvantages baby.you complement my life dear. It hurts me to hear it.'' Raga's shrieking in Ira's ear.
Ira was still hiccuping in Raga's arms until an hour later the two unstable lovebirds had fallen asleep with each other hugging.
''I chose you, and I am responsible for you! I will avenge those who have hurt you dear! Me, Ragata Hariawan. In my blood flows the blood of Abi Hendra. Don't blame me if I'm going to act tough on you two! Wait for my vengeance!'' muttered Ragata, while releasing her embrace from Ira.
Conscious of Raga's sagging embrace, Ira rubbed her eyes. ''Where are you going??''
Raga surprised. ''You awake??''
''Where are you??'' ask her again with a distinctive hoarse voice of waking up.
Raga smiled.
The cup!
Raga kissed her forehead at a glance. ''I want to pray tahajud, all the prayers of Isya that were delayed earlier. You want to come??'' ask Raga while looking closely at Ira.
Ira nodded, Yes, I'm coming! rarely can you pray tahajud ??'' it makes Raga laugh.
''Sure, come!'' bring her.
Ira walked first leaving Raga still watching Ira. Ira while walking, rolled her hair up in a bun.
By leaving how many strands of hair there. Raga smiled at Ira. ''How I don't like and fall in love with you, if every day I see you so good and certainly beautiful. Your soul is very soft. But sometimes, I don't understand your silence. Because of your silence I'm afraid to interpret it. I will try my best to be your protector. I will try to be a good priest for you.'' Raga murmured as he moved from the bed to the bathroom for ablution.
Because he saw Ira come out of the bathroom and started wearing her face. Shortly after, Raga followed.
They both pray tahajud. Raga finished praying for the recovery of Ira, for both her parents, as well as her sisters who were studying at the pesantren.
After the prayer, Raga and Ira taught until dawn. Before dawn, Raga spoke briefly with Ira.
''Darling..''
''Hem,'' Ira said without turning her head.
Start again!
''Never give up on this relationship, I know in the future there will be more obstacles and obstacles for us. Please be patient. I'll try my best to be your guard and protector baby! I know I have a lot of flaws! What is my day only a child who has not been able to do my duty to you! But don't be afraid, I will work even harder so that I can meet all your needs..''
Raga breathed. ''Please don't ever leave me, baby.. I'm gonna die without you. I want you to be nothing else. Since the first time I knew you, I've liked you! All this time it was difficult for me to speak to the opposite sex other than ummi and my sisters. But ever since I saw you, my eyes have changed on every girl because of you.''
''You complement my silent life. You're all for me Ira Sarasvati. Don't leave me no matter what. I love you more than myself. Please don't ask me to leave you. You're my soul mate Ra. Without you this Raga will die. Please, stay by my side no matter what.''
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Hu. so sweeeetttt. pingin ah!
Ask the same Paksu ajatlah! Where tau dikasi 🤣🤣🤣
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