Love In Nestapa
Unbecoming

''I don't deserve you Raga. You are worthy and worthy. But I am the one who does not deserve to be next to you.' Ira murmured in her heart.

Ira was eager to say that to Raga, but she did not want to hurt her halal lover.

Finished with his worship, Ira took the hijab and came out of his room. Arriving at the door, he turned around and looked at Raga flat.

''Go home! your place is not here, but there! With sane people. Not like I'm this crazy. Go Ragata!''

The deg!

Heartbeats Raga heard Ira's words. ''Why??''

''There's no reason for that. While I'm not healthy, go home! I don't want you here! Go home Ragata!'' said Ira so cold.

Like a pricked heart Raga. It hurts to hear her heart say that.

''I'm not leaving here! You are my wife! And I'm entitled to you!'' firmly Raga.

''And I don't want your presence here! Your presence makes your illness recur! Go!'' expel Ira, he said without even looking at Raga.

''Forgive me, brother.'' Ira with her neck choked. Her chest is so tight right now. His breathing seemed to have stopped in place.

Ira held on to the edge of the stairs as she felt her chest so sore. He endured the pain by closing his eyes.

The test!

The test!

Two people who are adrift to each other's hearts are both shed tears. Raga approaches Ira, who is trying to breathe as much air as possible.

''Sick??'' ask her while stroking Ira's back.

Again, that tightness squeezed his chest. ''Go Ragata! I don't want your presence here!'' Ira said again.

''Won't! My place is here with you! Not Abi's house or anywhere else! You're my wife, Ira Sarasvati!'' raga's exclamation was so loud that Mak Alisa and Lana were surprised to hear Raga's shrill voice.

''But I don't want you Ragata Hariawan!! Go. goii...'' said Ira also by squealing as well.

The two people below who were preparing dinner were shocked. They ran where Raga and Ira were.

Arriving there, they both stared. ''Go say it!!! I don't want to be with you!! Ganjii.'' Ira's screams are getting hysterical.

He hit his chest hard. ''No will! Until I die, I'm not leaving here! If I leave, then you come with me!!'' sahut Raga is no less powerful.

They both push each other and pull on the steps of the stairs. Mak Alisa looked at the two of them.

Seeing that Ira was getting hysterical, Mak Alisa ran up to the steps of the stairs. And Lana too.

Luckily, Annisa was still asleep in the swing. But it does not rule out the possibility that Annisa will also wake up, right??

Raga and Ira are both guarding, with Raga hugging Ira tightly while Ira tries to let go.

''Hiks... loose! Go ye! Go home to Abi! I don't need you here! Go!!'' Ira shouted again with continued sobbing.

Ira shakes. ''No!! I don't deserve you! Go then! You'll suffer from getting a wife like me! I'm insane! I'm not sane! Find a sane wife who can meet all your needs! Let me! I can't! Off! Release me Ragata!!!''

The deg!

Mak Alisa stood on the steps of the stairs. Currently the distance between Mak Alisa and the two of them was only two more stairs.

''Son??''

''Ma'am! Tell her! Tell him to go! I don't want to be with her! Tell him to find another girl! Not me! I'm crazy Mak!! Not sane!!'' peekik Ira is still in Raga's arms.

Raga grew sobbing at Ira's words. Now that Raga just found out, it turns out that Ira deliberately told her to go just to cover up the fragility that exists in her at this time.

''I'm not going! Until whenever! Once I make a promise in your name, it will be like that forever! Even if you reject me, I don't care! All I want is you! You are not crazy! You're sick! I know that! I'm never ashamed to have a wife like you! Don't tell me you don't deserve me anymore! You are so worthy of me Ra. so much more than those out there!''

Ira was filled with the expression of Raga's heart. It's just that he was afraid that Raga would leave him.

Mak Alisa came crying to see the state of her eldest daughter. Raga sees Ira squeezing and no longer struggling like that.

Quickly, Raga carried her to their room followed by Mak Alisa. While Lana had come down because Annisa had woken up and cried.

Arriving at their room, Raga lulls Ira there, and covers her. He left Ira alone.

Raga and Mak Alisa go downstairs. They both sat at the table quietly.

''Ma'am.. Get some food for Ira. Then will you follow it, huh? Ira is hungry!'' he said as his hands continued to deftly take a meal for Ira.

''Do you eat too, son?? Don't take care of Ira, you don't eat. Taking care of the sick takes energy. And should be a lot of stock Patience.'' said Mak Alisa with her neck choked.

Raga smiled though wistfully. ''Sure one! Raga to the top first huh Mak??''

''Yes,'' said Mak Alisa.

Raga opened the door to their room and saw Ira was awake and sitting with her body leaning on the headboard.

''Honey... eat first huh?? Brother wants to pray first. Maghrib yet. You eat first, then Brother will follow!'' his words as they passed left Ira who looked at him flat.

''Why??''

Raga stopped and turned her head, Because I love you! No matter how much you refuse me, I will never leave this house. If I leave, you will go with me! I chose you because you are special, baby! Can't compare to those out there! Eat it! I'll catch up.'' After saying that, Raga went into the bathroom and started ablution.

Ira held tightness in her chest. ''Don't I Brother. I don't deserve to be with you. Why are you so stubborn??''

''I'm not stubborn, but this is my choice and my life! I brought you into my life! So don't ever blame yourself because I'm the one at fault here!''

Ira was silent and did not dare to say anything more. There was a warm feeling in his heart when Raga said that to him.

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