LET GO OF THE ASA I HELD
Chapter 58

At the moment when Dania was getting sober, the girl's body was very weak. A thread of tears trickled from the corner of his eye when he learned his suicide plan had failed. He is still alive and is now lying in a hospital bed.

He could not see his parents standing near the bed. Fear, shame, regret and sadness raged making her chest feel so tight. Both of her parents already know about her pregnancy.

'' Dear Dania, don't do anything stupid like this again. Mom and Dad will always be by your side, no matter how hard you are you have to be strong, son. '' Nila stroked the soft strands of Dania's hair.

The girl was getting in a flood of tears, she was unable to speak. Yudha sighed, her sense of wanting to get angry but seeing Dania in such a weak state she had to hold back her anger.

'' We will find the best solution. This is the most important thing for your health. Later if you have come home, then we will think again, said Nila trying to calm her daughter.

'' I-yes Ma'am. '' Dania's voice was hoarse because her throat was dry and sick.

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Four months later.

Dirga proposed to Seruni, finally they were officially married after before his Seruni thought carefully to immediately return to the household. At the encouragement of the family and also thought of Keysha who needed the figure of the late Radik's successor father he also accepted Dirga to be his husband.

Their marriage was not held in a big way, only family and close relatives who attended their wedding. All of that is on the wishes of Seruni, even though Maria really wants to make a festive wedding of her son and Seruni. But Seruni refused the festive party she wanted her in-laws to have, considering not long ago he was abandoned by the late Radik, his sense of very unethical self-styled holding a big party not even a year he was married again. He keeps no wearing talk from people.

After marriage Dirga brought Seruni and Keysha to his house. They live with Maria. Luckily Mary accepted Keysha as her granddaughter, even loving the little girl.

Life Seruni and Dirga very happy, especially Dirga he really happy can be a companion Seruni. The thing he had always wanted his end to materialize as well. Dirga is a husband who is so good, caring and very loving very far when compared with Radik. Seruni was very grateful, especially Dirga and Maria received Keysha well. Dirga's love for Seruni, also he poured into Keysha.

If Dirga and Seruni are happy, the other thing with Dania is suffering. The longer his stomach gets bigger and he continues to be confined at home because until this moment he has not been married. Who would want to marry a pregnant woman like Dania ?

All efforts have been made by Nila and Yudha so that the disgrace of Dania not to be smelled by the media or others. They would pay someone to marry their daughter, just for her status not to make her a full-fledged daughter-in-law. Until Dania gave birth. But no one wants to marry the girl, especially if it is rewarded with money and the marriage is only a formality.

But it was Dania who rejected her parents' strange plans. He does not want to marry any man even though only limited to have the status so as not to bear the shame of being pregnant without a husband. He doesn't care if people know his disgrace. For months he locked himself up and continued to lament the bad luck that befell him.

Until the condition of her pregnancy was not healthy because depressed thoughts and depression made her womb was weak and required her to go back and forth to check the fetus in her womb.

Dania hates her big belly, she hates babies in her womb. If only at that time he managed to kill himself, he might not be tortured like this. Why isn't the baby in her stomach dead, too ? Dania continues to curse as if there is no motherly soul in her despite being pregnant big like this.

How he was not depressed, every day he always heard the quarrel between Yudha and Nila because of his self. Yudha continued to deplore Dania while Nila continued to defend her daughter.

As it is today, the argument between Yudha and Nila makes Dania seem to care about her hearing.

Dania throws a glass at the door of the room, causing Yudha and Nila to stop their fight out there.

Nila rushed into Dania's room, worried that the child was doing something.

'' Dania? '' Nila was surprised when she found Dania grimacing in pain on the bed while holding her big belly.

'' My stomach hurts Mom, ringis Dania.

'' We have to take him to the Doctor, take Nila to Yudha.

They immediately took Dania to the Obstetrician, worried that something happened to her daughter.

According to the Doctor, Dania has a severe contraction even when the baby in her womb must be removed immediately by means of cesarean section. All for the safety of Dania is also a baby in her stomach. Because it would be very risky if Dania gave birth normally.

Of course it made Nila and Yudha surprised and confused. While the operation required the consent of the husband, Dania herself did not have a husband. This is what they have been worried about all along.

It is likely that Dania will be operated tomorrow morning after all the requirements and files needed to enter the Hospital then the operation will be done immediately.

Instantly a flurry of ideas in Nila's mind. He immediately left the Hospital to see Dirga.

Arriving at Dirga's house, he reveals the intent of his arrival to Maria, Seruni and Dirga. Of course Nila's request surprised them because he asked Dirga to marry Dania today as well.

Nila tells the condition of Dania vividly, even she also tells when Dania tried to end her own life to get mercy from them.

'' I beg Dirga, please Dania. '' Nila almost kneeled before Dirga if Seruni did not hold her back.

Dirga and Maria could not be out of thought, Nila could ask for help on them. Help that makes no sense.

'' You are crazy Nila, Dirga is married. Aren't you thinking about Seruni's feelings ? '' growled Maria.

'' I don't know who else to ask. I don't have much time, please help Dania. Rescue her. '' Nila sobbed.

Seruni just fell silent not to talk, one side he could not let his husband marry another woman especially at the age of his new marriage for a lifetime of corn. On the other hand he felt compassion for Dania, but how to help the girl? According to Nila's request like her is not easy and Dirga will definitely refuse. Seruni knew very well that her husband did not like Dania very much.

'' Sorry Aunt, I can't help your daughter. Aunty can find another man for Dania. I can't possibly hurt Seruni, and even if I'm not married, my decision will remain the same. '' Dirga stared fixedly at Nila.