LET GO OF THE ASA I HELD
Chapter 39

Along the way home, Seruni continued to think carefully about Dirga's words at the Hospital.

He was completely down with the results of laboratory tests stating that he was HIV-positive.

All this time he sacrificed too much for the sake of men who do not know themselves, even now he has to bear the disease due to the mistakes made by his husband .

The new Seruni realized that he had been too weak all this time. Just because he wanted his household to be whole for Keysha he put aside his ego and did not think of his own happiness.

True what Wirya said, Radik is not worth defending. Currently Seruni will focus on her own health and will not care about her husband Radik.

Seruni immediately entered the house when the taxi arrived in front of her house. Radik was waiting in the room.

'' How is the result, you must be fine right ?'' radik asked as Seruni entered the room.

'' Like I have to get out of here, I have given up a lot all along, but look what happened. All because of your actions Mas, I had to suffer from the disease, Seruni threw laboratory test paper towards Radik.

'' What ? '' Radik was surprised when he read the results of the tests conducted by Seruni, even he was again surprised by Seruni who was now packing his belongings.

'' Wait a minute, where are you going ? '' Radic gets out of bed.

'' I will leave here and will take care of our divorce, Seruni replied as she stuffed the clothes into the suitcase.

'' I beg you not to be like this, I need you said Radik holding Seruni's arm.

''As of this time I have given up a lot, sorry for now I can't, here I just wasted the rest of my life, '' One year rushed away but Radik continued to follow the steps of the woman who was still his wife.

'' What about Keysha, aren't you thinking about her feelings ? '' said Radik make steps Seruni restrained and turn the body.

'' It is precisely you who have never thought about our feelings, the feelings of me and Keysha. You're too busy with your own ego. '' Seruni again continued his steps that had stopped, leaving Radik who was fixated not expecting if Seruni would be that brave.

While Seruni himself felt his determination had been unanimous to separate from Radik, although all this time he tried desperately to defend his household but now he felt all of it was useless because the person he was fighting for even continued to destroy himself.

Arriving at Wirya's residence, Seruni immediately told about the illness suffered to his parents. He also said his decision to divorce from Radik. Two news that makes Wirya and Susi surprised, one side they are happy because Seruni finally realized to take the right decision but the other side they are sad because Seruni now has a deadly disease.

'' Mom will support all your decisions, now the important thing is that you are healthy first. We must be strong and optimistic that you will be healthy again, said Susi.

'' You will find a good doctor to deal with your illness, if necessary we go abroad so that you can recover, said Wirya.

Hearing Wirya's words, Seruni remembered Dirga's words that would bring him to his treatment. Now Seruni began to consider the offer of a man who had loved her so much.

It may not be too late for her to accept Dirga, although all of that will trigger Radik to justify all the slander he is pointing at.

Seruni did not care about it, which he certainly did not want to until Dirga was engaged to Dania. A time like this Seruni needed someone who could strengthen himself to face this terrible disease. In addition to Keysha's parents and children he also needs a backrest like Dirga. He is the right person according to Seruni.

At the Hospital,

Dirga went back into Maria's room. The faces of Mary and the others were intimidating.

'' Tomorrow Mama will come home from here and we will soon hold your engagement event, said Maria. Dirga was surprised to hear Maria's decision so suddenly without asking for her approval first.

'' Mama can not take a unilateral decision like this, Dirga can not accept Dania, said Dirga made Dania and her parents widened.

'' What else are you waiting for, Dania good girl she deserves to be your companion someday. '' Maria cannot control her emotions.

'' But Mam, Dirga stopped her sentence because Maria started to be in pain and held her chest.

'' You should obey your mother's request if you don't want to see her like this, said Yudha and Nila.

While Dania smiled happily at Dirga who could not struggle, inevitably disliking the man would certainly obey Maria's request, Dania was sure Dirga could not fight again.

'' Should Om and Aunt go home, your arrival only made my mother's situation worse. '' Dirga was getting fed up with Yudha's family.

'' Loh this is not because of us, it is precisely you who are still exposed to the lure of Seruni who clearly has a disgusting disease, said Nila.

Dirga's eyes were perfectly rounded, he stared fixedly at Dania. It must be that girl who's been revealing all of it. If Maria already knew the current state of Seruni then her Mama would definitely hate Seruni even more.

Maria grimaced, her chest tightened and sickened. Dirga immediately called the Doctor, at this time Maria's health is more important than having to serve the Yudha family.

Dirga and the others came out of the room as the doctors and nurses examined the state of Maria who began to drop.

'' If Om continues to impose his will, then I will not hesitate to revoke all assets in your company, now Dirga began to threaten back.

'' Yes it can not be so, said Dania did not accept because she knew her father would definitely rethink this matchmaking plan if it was about the company.

'' Dirga, do not bring the company in this matter, which you need to remember the recovery of your Mama Maria. Do not let you be late and regret all her said Nila full of emphasis.

'' Let's get out of here, let Dirga think through all of it. Hopefully he does not choose the wrong decision, because the consequences will be very fatal, Nila again cornered Dirga. Makes that guy even more fucked up .

Nila, Yudha and Dania passed from before him. Leaving behind the still pensive Dirga thinking about everything.

Dirga threw her body weight on the waiting chair, her palms clutching her head and hair.

'' Aaarrrgghh s*al why it should be like this, Dirga murmured.