LET GO OF THE ASA I HELD
Chapter 21

'' Mas Radik has changed and regrets his actions. I have forgiven and given her a chance. So Mother and father do not have to worry, said Seruni.

'' Are you sure he won't repeat his deed ? '' Wirya looked up at her head while still holding her tight chest.

'' I'm sure, said Seruni.

'' You're too good for a man like Radik. He should be able to take advantage of the opportunity you give to be a better husband, but if not then you will not allow you to continue your household, said Wirya.

'' All decisions are in the hands of Seruni, sir. However much Keysha was a child, he needed a father figure. Divorce is strictly forbidden by religion. '' Susi reminded her husband.

'' There is Dirga who will replace Radik, he is much more suitable for Seruni. '' Wirya remained stubborn.

Seruni could not refute the words of his parents, as hard as he opposed and defended Radik still his husband had given a bad impression even scratched the wound and disappointment in the heart of Wirya as well as Susi.

''Give Seruni time to see the Radik change, Seruni did not want to think too far let alone plan to marry again if indeed Seruni divorced with Radik. For now let all his flow just like that, time will answer all. '' Seruni grabbed the arms of the two parents she loved.

Wirya and Susi were just silent, as hard as they separated Radik and Seruni still all the decisions were on her daughter.

Seruni asked for permission to go out for a while to find fresh air, he needed to refresh the brain that was already very full of fatigue.

Keysha lives at home with Lasri and her parents. He went alone walking up the sidewalk, his daydreams empty. The city crowd does not make itself entertained, even busy fighting with themselves to not care about around.

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The sound of the car brake resuscitated Seruni who almost got hit while crossing the highway crossing.

The swearing of the driver of the car was like the chirping of a bird, he did not care.

He was still staring in the middle of the road, between shocked and still afraid he did not leave immediately. Until a lot of horn sounds sounded from the row of cars behind the car had invited the attention of other road users, Seruni just realized and stepped foot towards the sidewalk.

Just a step forward with his knees still shaking in shock, someone embraced and reached his stride.

' Dirga? ' Inner Seruni when he realized who brought himself over.

Dirga took Seruni into his parked car not far from there.

Seruni just according to him, he berated himself for not being able to reject Dirga. Like her indeed she needs a figure who can understand her current state. He needs a shoulder to rest on when crying and all the sadness.

Dirga drove a car to split the highway. Seruni still silently looked outside with a blank look.

Dirga was still not spoken, he gave space for Seruni to organize his heart and mind. She understood Seruni was very depressed.

While driving his arm fiddling with the car tape. Chants of songs from the band Kristal entitled Sejenak melodious in the ear.

Even the temple perbait in recapitulated by Seruni and Dirga. The song was deliberately Dirga stel because it represented her feelings for the current Seruni.

The Seruni turned towards Dirga, their gazes clashing against each other for a moment.

Seruni immediately threw her gaze in the other direction, and Dirga returned to driving focus.

Arriving at a famous cafe Dirga parked the car. Again Seruni complied with Dirga's wishes, he seemed hypnotized by the man in front of him.

After making payment,

a waiter escorted him to the front door of the VIP room.

The view of Seruni circulated throughout the room as the door opened wide. A sofa and a bartender as well as the interior of the room are pampering the eyes.

Dirga invited him in and closed the door. Seruni was already sitting on the sofa, while Dirga brought a glass of drink to Seruni.

Now only the two of them live in the soundproof room. Dirga's eyes stared intently at the woman before him.

Seruni did not dare to return the gaze that could melt her heart. Without even looking at the strange hissing just appeared even though many times he tepis.

'' I'm sorry I took you here, I just want you to relax and forget about your problems for a while. '' Dirga sipped a small glass of drink with a fairly high alcohol content.

Seruni brushed off Dirga's arm until the glass fell apart on the floor. But Dirga just smiled there was not the slightest hint of anger from his handsome face.

'' You don't like me drinking ? All right, I have coffee, said Dirga.

'' You're not angry ? '' Ask Seruni in wonder.

'' Of course not, it's a sign of her you're paying attention to me.'' Dirga chuckled wanting to melt the atmosphere.

Seruni only smiled faintly, the smile had just appeared even though Dirga was waiting for a beautiful smile from the woman.

If Radik is in Dirga's position, he will definitely scold Seruni. Seruni did the same thing to Radik.

'' There is something I want to say, '' Seruni said seriously.

Dirga just raised next to his eyebrows waiting for his following sentence from Seruni's mouth.

'' How can you find information about my household? You know now my parents know all about it, it's because of you. All this time I kept everything a secret from them, can you not interfere in my affairs whatever your reasons I do not want you to get into my problems let alone to interfere in them, Seruni looked at the man.

'' I don't intend to reveal everything to your parents, sorry this is beyond my expectations.'' Dirga.

'' I just want to save you from Radik, I still love you Seruni. '' Dirga approached to reach Seruni's fingers that already looked cold because of the room ac added nervousness facing Dirga.

'' You know you don't deserve to say that, I'm married. How many times do I have to remind.'' Seruni himself was not sure of his feelings that even more let Dirga barge into the heart.

'' I have the right to love someone even if they are married, and you have the right to improve your life. You deserve to be happy, said Dirga increasingly makes Seruni nervous because his gaze is also a difficult hand grip he patis.

'' No, you're wrong. I love Radik. We have children and we will defend the household even though there must be many sacrifices and wounds in it. That is the meaning of the sacred promise of marriage, in the joy of suffering we will pass together. Accept the advantages and disadvantages of each. You will not understand because you have not experienced it.'' said Seruni.

'' Marriage is sacred, unlike courtship let alone a relationship without status that can casually come and go as you please, '' Seruni moved from sitting after Dirga's grasp began to weaken and he could release.

Seruni stared far out there, the room in the building upstairs was presenting a beautiful view.

While Dirga was downcast to understand the words of Seruni. His heart ached when he heard the confession Seruni loved Radik. He felt slapped and realized that Seruni did not belong to him. He was also insinuated by the words of Seruni who said a relationship without status was like the thing they had lived in the past.