LET GO OF THE ASA I HELD
Chapter 52

Almost an hour Seruni also Dirga waiting for the development of Radik. The man had not yet realized from fainting.

Seruni increasingly admired the figure of Dirga who wanted to understand the situation that occurred at this time. It's impossible if Seruni leaves Radik just like that. Moreover, the new Uncle and Aunt Radik will come tomorrow, considering the distance from their city is quite far.

Suddenly Radik began to open his eyes slowly. He grimaced as if enduring the pain that was somehow in which part of the body, Seruni immediately approached while Dirga immediately came out to call the nurse and Doctor.

'' Se-runi ? '' said Radik stammered, he only realized if his self was in the Hospital room after a while circulating the view.

'' Yes, I'm here, Mom. Is anyone sick ? Dirga is calling the doctor, wait a minute. '' Seruni looked at Radik's face which looked deathly pale.

Radik's eyes began to glaze over, he grabbed Seruni's fingers grasping her tightly. And stared fixedly at the eyes of Seruni who was surprised at his treatment.

Seruni's sense of wanting to brush off Radik's arm, but he did not have the heart let alone Radik's very weak state like this.

'' What happened to me Seruni ? '' asked Radik.

'' Doctor said, Mas Radik was found unconscious in a car on the side of the highway. Fortunately, some people who were there brought Mas here. Maybe fatigue, should be more maintain health conditions. '' Raut Seruni's face looks worried about himself, making Radik feel more regretful all his actions first.

'' I'm sorry Seruni. All this time I've been hurting you, I've been so frustrated with our divorce proceedings that I don't care what happens to me. I don't care if the disease keeps eating away at me, which I want you to come back to me. Accompanying me, who may not have much time left to live in this world, Radik pleaded.

Seruni threw away her face as if she wanted to hide her teary eyes until the tears were down from the corner of her eyes.

Seruni had forgiven all Radik's actions while they were still living in the house, but after Seruni learned of Radik's conspiracy and Dania some time ago made his determination more unanimous to divorce from her husband.

Radik could have said such a thing earlier, but clearly Radik has made a mistake that is increasingly fatal. It is not impossible that Radik again tarnished their marriage by having an inappropriate relationship with Dania.

Now he even wants Seruni to receive him back after what he did to Seruni. Seruni was completely inexhaustible with a Radical attitude.

Not yet Seruni answered Radik's words just now, Dirga entered the room with the Doctor after before her Dirga heard Radik's speech to Seruni which made her heart feel burned.

Seruni immediately brushed off Radik's hand, stepping back as the Doctor was about to examine Radik.

Seruni looked at Dirga who was now staring at her questioningly, their gazes clashed with each other. Dirga is very afraid of losing Seruni, he is worried that if Seruni will forgive Radik and return to his rightful husband. It might even overturn their divorce, various assumptions raging in Dirga's mind.

He was completely unwilling to see Seruni drop his tears again, after some time close to the woman. Just this time again Dirga saw the roaring tears crammed in the beautiful eyes of Seruni.

Will Seruni give up her happiness for Radik's health ? That question continues to stifle Dirga's chest.

Between Seruni and Dirga did not talk to each other at this time, especially in the presence of Radik. They prefer to be quiet and look at each other, with wounds and pain in each other's hearts.

'' For a few days you are treated here first, we will monitor your health condition periodically, said Doctor.

'' What really happened Doc ? Does this have anything to do with the illness I have ? Is my life not long ? '' asked Radik pessimistically, but as if expecting mercy from Seruni so that the woman was reduced and returned with him.

The doctor paused for a moment, then again said, We will try our best. ''

Indirectly, the doctor's answer justifies Radik's remarks, although it later gives him little hope for Radik to fight against the disease he suffered. Though it seems like hope is very slim.

The doctor left the room, before he requested that Seruni come to his room to discuss Radik's condition.

Seruni followed the Doctor, while Dirga waited for Radik there. The atmosphere was silent for a moment as the two of them stayed in the room.

'' Thank you for helping me, Radik said breaking the silence. He spoke without looking at Dirga who was now standing not far from his bed.

'' Yes, equally. '' Dirga replied briefly.

'' Did you hear what the doctor said ? My life is likely to be around the corner, I hope you step back and move away from Seruni. Let me spend my last time with her, Radik said.

Dirga let out a long sigh, he stared intently at the man who was lying weakly before him.

'' I love Seruni, it is impossible if I retreat to let Seruni back into the shackles that torment her inner self. If indeed you love Seruni, do not be selfish by making your illness as an excuse to have her. Let Seruni make her own choice, set her free, let her be happy, explained Dirga.

'' Don't you feel so selfish about your love for Seruni ? Until you let this sickly me be left by my own wife. Now the fault is not only with me but also with Seruni, who has a relationship with another man but has not officially divorced. '' Radik returned Dirga's gaze.

'' Seruni is not wrong, even if our closeness is a mistake then your fault is greater than ours. I only helped him in spite of the slump that had been, almost gave up his happiness mortgaged just for the sake of a selfless man like you, Siss Dirga.

The seruni entered the room without them noticing if the woman heard their feud.

The woman's eyes were flooded with tears. Moisten her beautiful face until it looks sad.

'' Dirga, you better go home. I will stay here to look after Mas Radik until his Aunt and Uncle come, Seruni said with a heavy heart.

Of course Seruni's words surprised Dirga, as if piercing the recesses of her heart. Seruni indirectly agreed to Radik's request to accompany the rest of the man's life.

While Radik smiled inwardly, he was glad that Seruni had finally collapsed as well. He felt like he was winning against Dirga. In this helpless condition, Radik is still short-minded. No matter the illness, no matter how long you live in this world. For sure his ambition to seize Seruni made him forget everything.

Radik is too selfish, so selfish that he will never let Seruni fall into the hands of other men. He never thought about the woman's feelings. It is not love that blinds itself but ambition.