LET GO OF THE ASA I HELD
Chapter 35

Radik slammed the door when entering the car, making Seruni who was daydreaming was jolted.

'' We go home, Radik said still bending his face.

Seruni nodded slowly, he began to drive forward the car. Occasionally Seruni saw Radik through the rearview mirror, Radik's face looks pale at this time.

Along the way there was no conversation between the two of them, they were busy with their respective minds. Until the end they arrived in front of the house.

Seruni helped Radik get out of the car, Seruni's face was clearly crying and Radik just realized it. From that moment he only thought about the disease in his suffering, the deadly disease of the woman s*alan according to him.

'' Seruni, '' cried Radik.

Seruni turned her head until the distance of their faces was so close. The gazes of the two clashed for a few seconds, Seruni immediately threw a glance in the other direction.

'' I'm sorry, I've made so many mistakes. Please forgive me, Radik grabbed Seruni's chin so that the woman's beautiful eyes were facing her.

But somehow it felt so bland, there was no sigh or vibration in Seruni's heart when he looked at Radik. Though it used to be clear that Seruni loved the man in front of her, but why is it so difficult to find that love again.

All he found was a wound that managed to incarcerate this man, as well as betrayal that led to bad luck.

'' Don't talk about it anymore, we're in you need a break. '' Seruni guided Radik's steps. Seruni's flat expression just now made Radik's heart wonder.

' Could it be that Seruni will leave me, or will she ask for a divorce later because of my current condition ? ' she's in the heart.

Radik lay on the bed, Seruni covered half his body with a blanket and the woman passed for a moment.

Seruni soon returned with a basin filled with warm water to compress. He painstakingly treated Radik, although he did not come out a word from Seruni's lips.

The woman was only focused on taking care of Radik, but was reluctant to speak up. It was as if a lot of burden was filling his mind.

'' I have to go to the pharmacy, you need some heat-lowering drugs. We did not stop buying because we were in a hurry to get to the flower. You should think about your health first, Mas.'' this time Seruni just spoke up after a few minutes of silence as if locking her mouth.

'' Yes, thank you for taking care of me, Radik grasped Seruni's fingers and stared fixedly at those beautiful eyes.

'' I'm the nengokin Keysha first, Mas. There are also some things I have to bring there. I stayed first huh, Seruni immediately stood up and let go of Radik's grasp.

Seruni grabbed a small bag on the dresser, and rushed towards the exit of the room.

Radik suddenly just called out and stopped his steps.

'' Seruni wait, Radik said.

Seruni.

'' Take my atm, you definitely need to buy medicine right. All of you also buy the need for Keysha. said Radik while thrusting a new atm card he took from his wallet.

Seruni stepped back towards the man, grabbing the atm from Radik's hand without making any sound. It is true that currently Seruni does not hold enough money because Radik giving has begun to thin especially the amount he gave was not much.

So according to Seruni there is nothing wrong with accepting the atm anyway for the benefit of Radik himself and his son Keysha.

'' The pin is 300494, Radik said.

The seruni soon passed from his presence. Radik just fell silent staring at Seruni's departure.

In his heart he was filled with regret. There were too many wounds that he inflicted on his wife.

Many times Seruni received harsh treatment, even a slap seemed to have become the woman's daily food.

Radik remembered all his treatment of Seruni during this time. Not to mention the betrayal she had committed, any woman would definitely leave behind a man like her.

But not with Seruni, many times he was disappointed, hurt, in aniyaya even betrayed by her still the woman gave her the opportunity to change her attitude. Fix all of it, but what did Radik do ? In fact, he did not hesitate to slander Seruni related to Dirga or Seno.

Too many mistakes he made to Seruni until now when he was at the lowest position even though Seruni still accompanied and cared for him.

If women in the outside may have gone far away especially now Radik an unemployed and sickly, this is what increasingly torments Radik's heart.

He was afraid Seruni left, he was afraid of losing his wife. Thinking about it all made Radik's head even more painful. He wanted to sleep and forget all but hard. Even he hoped when he woke up later this was just a nightmare for him, but unfortunately this is a bitter reality that he must accept.

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While Seruni just arrived at Wirya's house. His face looked gloomy, making Susi his mother a little surprised to see Seruni's expression.

'' You must be tired, right take care of Radik, how is the situation now ? '' asked Susi while sitting next to her daughter.

While Wirya did not care about Radik's situation, he seemed indifferent because he was upset at Seruni who still sacrificed a lot for men like Radik.

'' Mas Radik's... '' Seruni stopped her speech, now tears began to wet her cheeks.

The views of Susi and Wirya clashed with each other, astonished by the response of Seruni like this. They are also worried that something will happen to her daughter, worried that Radik will hurt Seruni again.

'' Did he act again ? '' wirya began to speak. But Seruni shook his head slowly still while sobbing unable to speak.

'' Why are you, son ? '' Susi stroked Seruni's hair.

Seruni sighed deeply, wiping away the tears that drenched her cheeks, starting to set her vocal cords so as not to be hoarse from crying.

'' Mas Radik has HIV, said Seruni, bowing his head not daring to look at his parents.

Seruni's speech just like lightning during the day, making Wirya feel tight to hold her chest. While Susi was in disbelief.

Not because they worry about Radik, but this time Seruni is what they worry about. However, Seruni and Radik are a couple who certainly have sex.

It is not impossible that Seruni also contracted the disease suffered by Radik. Although that is just their guess, but it does not rule out the possibility of all that happening.

'' Astaghfirullah, Susi covered her slightly open mouth.

'' You better get divorced, I don't want your fate to be the same as his. You must immediately check yourself, make sure that you really do not contract the disease of the man baj*ngan, said Wirya with a high voice still while patting his tight chest.

Seruni was surprised to hear Wirya's words. The crying that he had been holding back now flooded back into the beautiful face of the woman, as well as Susi could not hold back the tears that had been jostling to come out.