LET GO OF THE ASA I HELD
Chapter 54
Dania bends her face, all her plans falling apart. He couldn't get Dirga, but now he has to lose his chastity.
Nila deeply regretted the actions of her daughter who was too rash . Throughout the journey Nila continued to lecture Dania, because of the stupidity that the princess just wayangnya it.
Now that the two of them can do nothing, Dania's desire to be Dirga's lover is just a dream. He was already very worthless in the eyes of the man, let alone be his partner, seeing himself Dirga was no longer willing. Not the love he gets, but the hatred he has to accept.
Regret ? Sure, but everything has happened and cannot be repeated. At this time Nila can only resign, no longer know how to. Moreover, she hid all this from her husband Yudha.
Yudha did not know at all that her daughter had been stained. Nila continues to protect Dania even though she knows that her son made a mistake. This is what makes Dania never think long before acting. There is always a defense from Nila to make herself behave without rules and ethics.
'' Look what you're doing, you're like digging your own grave ! '' nila growled while driving the vehicle.
'' Yeah, how else, Mom. No matter how much you scolded and scolded me, it all happened. All because of the breng*ek woman named Seruni, "creepy Dania.
'' Next time if you want to do anything, talk to Mom first. So you're not taking a wrong step, son. ''
'' I also don't know if I will be gini so, s*al my life, ''
'' It's important you don't know why, I hope Radik's seeds don't grow in your womb, so I don't have to bother accepting him as a son-in-law, ''
Dania was stunned to hear Nila's words, again she forgot something that could be disastrous for her even ruining her future. Radical Seeds ? I hope it doesn't happen.
'' Who would want to be with him, annoyed Dania.
Nila sighed, Dania was completely unstable and could not think of the cause of her actions. Maybe he said he did not like Radik, but clearly he gave his chastity to the man. On what basis ? They even did it more than once. Nila frowned her dizzy forehead.
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At the Dirga residence, the,
Maria was surprised to see Dirga's face that looked tangled, not to mention Dirga's clothes were soaked.
Dirga recounted all the events at the Hospital. He gave one good news and one less wearing news.
The first is about the results of the test Seruni negative HIV virus. The second news about Radik, and the man's desire to refer to Seruni.
Maria could see the disappointment in Dirga's face, but she was sure that Seruni would not be foolish. Maybe all this time Seruni was too patient to face her husband, but Maria believes this time Seruni could not give a chance to Radik.
The day gradually darkened, the raindrops gradually vanished leaving behind the cold and humidity of the air.
Dirga was bedridden with music delivering her daydreams. He imagined Seruni at this moment. What Seruni is doing and what Radik is doing to Seruni now. Only the words of Seruni continued to ring and calm his bit of turmoil.
Dirga tried to throw out all negative thoughts about them. He had to give Seruni confidence, if the woman was really going to leave Radik and live with him.
Elsewhere, Seruni thought of Dirga. Many times Radik invited him to talk, but Seruni seemed not to dispel the words of the man. He was busy with his daydreams.
'' You mind accompanying me here ? '' asked Radik.
'' Seruni ? '' Radik called back, this time Seruni only realized if Radik called his name.
'' I-yes, why ? '' there was a forced smile on his lips.
'' Sorry if you don't like to accompany me here. I know for sure you are thinking about Dirga, Radik said.
'' Sorry, I was daydreaming. I'm not good with him Mas, he's already very understanding of your situation with our relationship. The desire to help others makes him have to get rid of feelings of jealousy. But what's your reply, my dear? You should have realized all your mistakes and let me choose my future, Seruni said.
'' I still love you, Seruni, ''
'' If you love me, you might not make the same mistake. I know what you're doing with Dania. Already Mas, do not continue to kink as if you defend our household, when obviously you yourself destroy it. You are the one who made me change, you are the one who made me give up all the despair that I have been fighting for and I hold on tight, ''
Radik was silent staring fixed Seruni who was now looking away, as if he did not want to just look at her. Just a sense of pity and sincerity the woman still wanted to accompany her at a time like this.
'' So your determination has been unanimous to divorce me ? Then what good am I to live, you better go and do not need to pity me, Radik said.
Seruni took a deep breath and exhaled her, her chest so tight. He didn't mean to hurt Radik, but everything he said was real. Radik must be immediately aware of it, so far Seruni can not be assertive until the man always utilizes the weak side and his kindness.
'' It's Mas already, just assume you're fighting for Keysha not for me. Don't you love your daughter so much that you just give up ? Our domestic relationship is not worth maintaining. I'm sorry I have to say this, but I won't separate you from Keysha. I hope you understand and can appreciate my decision, all this time I have given up too much and even repeatedly gave you a chance. I'm tired, and I deserve to find my happiness, ''
Seruni pulled out a blanket, covering Radik's slightly shivering body.
'' You better rest Mas, said Seruni.
He immediately sat on the sofa in the corner of the VIP room. Her body felt tired, Seruni leaned against the sofa and closed her eyes. Radik could only stare at the woman, he had completely lost the heart that had been sincerely loving her. Radik had already wasted such a good woman like Seruni.
