Just once
Somewhile

JUST BECAUSE YOU'RE NOT CRYING DOESN'T MEAN YOU'RE NOT SAD. JUST BECAUSE YOU SMILE DOESN'T MEAN YOU'RE HAPPY

yudha Nata Negara

After Fasya leaves Chaca' alone at the dining table, Chaca' continues her dinner quietly. He occasionally looked at everyone by trying to put a smile on his face.

Everyone looked happy, he occasionally looked at Lika and Indah but he seemed unable to stand up to approach them. He realized, Lika and Indah were still angry at him. Dika and Caro were not seen in the rest area that night, Dika accompanied Varo to America to see his sick mother.

When Chaca was about to finish her meal, someone pulled her hand and took her away. Everyone was silent at the scene, everyone kept staring at Chaca' and the person left the rest area.

"Take me off, where are you taking me!" Shouted Chaca' who was very upset.

But the man did not answer. Finally, they reached the tree house in the middle of the tea plantation. It is very beautiful, with lots of scattered candles and beautiful lamps.

"I don't like to see you like this" Yudha said in a flat tone. The one who pulled the hand of Chaca' was Yudha. He looks very angry at Chaca'.

"Whatchu mean? What's wrong this time" Chaca said'

"Are you aware? That smile you showed everyone, it all looks fake! It's very clear your eyes are sad!" Bentak Yudha's.

Chaca' just fell silent and looked down. He could not answer Yudha, for all that Yudha said was very true.

"You know? The sorrow you bury in the longer it takes will be a grudge. It will only damage your mentality" Yudha cried again

"What do you care, who are you that seems to care about me. It's not that you hate me because of my arrogance" Chaca said'

"I? someday you'll know who I am. One day you'll only say my name when you're in danger. One day, you'll just say good morning, good afternoon, and good night every day with a loving smile. Once upon a time, it was my face that you first looked at every morning. One day, only I'll hold you until you're asleep at night. One day, only my hand will hold your hand in any situation. One day, I will kiss your forehead for the first time in front of your complete family. One day, I'm the one you're gonna be leaning on when you're sad. One day, you'll smile and laugh with me when you're happy. One day, I'll say

This I am Yudha Nata Negara, swearing to the universe will always love you and accompany you forever" Yudha said staring fixedly at Chaca' while holding Chaca's hand and placing Chaca's hand on Yudha's chest.

That made Chaca' speechless, yudha was seen trying to hold back her tears.

"You crying?" Ask Chaca's'

"No" answered Yudha briefly

"Why are you so sure that one day I will love you? You tau? My love for Fasya is so great, I will never part with him. You're happy to easily get any woman you want. Why did you say all that to me? Ask Chaca's'

"One day, you will understand" said Yudha briefly.

"Cry on me, all your sorrow on me. Shout as you please, and reveal all your wounds only to me. Because, soon all that sadness will disappear instantly from your life. Hold on for a moment, I'm looking for a way to make you happy" Yudha said, hugging Chaca'.

Chaca' unconsciously shed her tears. He was very tired of all the burdens he had in his heart. Not to mention, he found out about his troubled heart.

That night, Chaca literally broke her grief on the tree house with Yudha. Yudha seemed to be able to calm Chaca' with his calm and mature nature.

WHEN YOU TRY YOUR BEST BUT YOU DON'T SUCCEED, WHEN YOU HAVE LUXURY BUT YOU DON'T NEED IT, WHEN YOU FEEL TIRED BUT YOU CAN'T FALL ASLEEP, I'LL DEAL WITH IT ALL FOR YOU.

WHEN TEARS RUN DOWN YOUR FACE, WHEN YOU LOSE SOMETHING IRREPLACEABLE, WHEN YOU LOVE SOMEONE WHO BETRAYED YOU TO SAVE SOMEONE ELSE'S LIFE,

ARE THERE WORSE THINGS YOU'RE GOING THROUGH THAT I DON'T KNOW YET?

IN A MOMENT, I'LL TAKE YOU BACK HOME. I WILL RESTORE YOUR HEART THAT IS DEEPLY WOUNDED BECAUSE OF YOUR FAMILY AND LOVE. DO YOU KNOW? WHEN YOU SAID THAT YOU LOVED HER SO MUCH AND COULD NEVER LEAVE HER, I JUST SMILED. YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW IF YOU CAN FORGET IT, BECAUSE YOU DON'T HAVE ANY INTENTION OF IT YET. NOW, I JUST HOPE THAT YOU REALIZE SOON, HOW VALUABLE YOU ARE.

yudha Nata Negara

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That night, Chaca really felt the need to forget everything.

"Have you ever hidden the greatest secret of your life?" Ask Chaca's'

"Of course, everyone has the biggest secret of his life. But do you know? No matter how hard you cover your secrets, sooner or later everyone will find out" Yudha said

"Do you ever think but you don't know what you're thinking, and you say you want to say something but you don't know how to say it?" Ask Cgaca'

"You know, I even have a secret now. And that was only known to me and one other person. Fasya and my family did not even know" said Chaca' splashy

"Hmmm"

"Hmmm? Is that your response? You don't want to ask me what my secret is?" Chaca's'

"If you want to tell me, without me asking you will tell me" Yudha replied smilingly

'Did I tell Judha if I was going to be operated? Ah no. Don't let anyone else know, I haven't even told Fasya and my family. What did I tell him' Chaca said in her heart

"So soon everyone will know my secret. Just wait a week" Chaca said'

"Well, I will be waiting for him" Yudha said

"I miss someone, but I don't know who. I always met Fasya. Mother? I don't feel like she's the one I miss right now" Chaca said

"Aldi Sinhawa Duke" answered Yudha briefly and looked up to heaven

"Where do you know about my sister? Who the hell are you. Why do you know so much about me and my family. Even almost all my problems?" Chaca said in shock and immediately distanced her seat with Yudha

"I? Didn't I tell you everything?" Yudha

"There must be something you're hiding from me" Chaca said suspiciously

"One day you will know" said Yudha stroking Chaca's head'

"Let's go home it's almost midnight" continued Yudha

They went back to the villa.

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Arriving in front of the villa, visible Fasya who was waiting for arrival

Chaca'

"Cha' where you are, I'm so worried, you didn't even pick up my phone" Fasya said as he approached Yudha and Chaca' who had just arrived

"I'm looking for the wind for a while, I'm sorry my phone is dead" Chaca smiled

"Why did Brother Yudha deliver the chaca'?" Ask Fasya who mulqi is suspicious

"Because I took him away" Yudha said calmly

"You like my girlfriend?" Say Fasya with a changing tone and facial expression that cannot be interpreted

"Yes you misunderstand, this is not what you think it is" said Chaca who began to panic. This was the first time Fasya was jealous.

"I even love my destiny" Yudha said as she stared fixedly at Chaca' with an indescribable smile. After saying that, Yudha immediately turned around and left Fasya and Chaca'. Chaca' was in a panic because she was afraid that Fasya would misunderstand.

"Yes, it's not what you think it is" Chaca hugged Fasya .

"I trust you very much. I love you" Fasya said, then kissed Chaca's head'

Fasya tried to persuade her mind not to get angry in front of Chaca'.

Finally, they decided to speak up after much of what they experienced today.

I WILL NOT TURN AWAY FROM HIM. LORD, PLEASE DON'T LET ME HAVE THE SLIGHTEST FEELING FOR HIM. I LOVE MY LOVER SO MUCH. I DON'T WANT HIM TO GET HURT IF I HAVE FEELINGS FOR OTHERS. PLEASE KEEP MY HEART ON MENTIONING ONE NAME WHEN I AM SAD, HAPPY, AND FRIGHTENED. I DON'T WANT TO HAVE FEELINGS FOR ANYONE BUT HIM. DON'T LET THIS COMFORT TURN INTO LOVE.

- Aliyza Kanza Shinawa