Just once
Mother, I miss you

The morning had arrived, they gathered for breakfast at the rest area. However, this time Chaca' chose to sit at the end table herself. There's something different about Chaca today. He looked lethargic and looked like he was thinking about something.

"Cha' why silence?" Ask Fasya who arrived to come to Chaca'

"I just don't have a taste for food" replied Chaca, who didn't see Fasya's face

"I'll get you some food" said Fasya stroking Chaca's head'

"I just want to drink milk and eat fruit. You just take the food for you" said Chaca' who suddenly stood up from Fasya and headed to the buffet table.

MOMMY, YOU KNOW WHAT? FOR THE FIRST TIME I REALLY MISSED YOU. I DON'T KNOW WHY, I FEEL SO EAGER TO POUR OUT MY SORROW AT YOU. I'VE EVEN FORGOTTEN HOW WARM YOUR BODY WAS WHEN YOU HUGGED ME. I EVEN FORGOT, WHAT A PURE GAZE OF YOUR AFFECTION FOR ME WAS. I DON'T EVEN REMEMBER WHAT PERFUME YOU ALWAYS WEAR. YOU KNOW? YOU NEVER EVEN SAW MY TEARS FALL AGAIN. YOU RECALL? I NEVER EVEN TOLD YOU THAT I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. WE CAN ONLY SEE EACH OTHER'S ANGRY GAZES BETWEEN US WHEN WE MEET. YOU MAY FORGET HOW MY LAUGHTER AND TEARS SOUND. MOTHER, I DON'T KNOW WHY MY HEART SEEMS SO HARD TO MELT. I ALWAYS WANTED TO TRY TO EXPRESS MY HINDRANCE WHEN I LOOKED AT YOU. BUT ANGER COVERS IT ALL. MOMMY, I MISS YOU

the Aliyza Kanza Sinhawa

That's what made Chaca change this morning. He suddenly missed his mother. He really wants to meet her now.

*brukkk*

Chaca' accidentally bumped into Cika while walking towards the buffet table. However, Chaca' did not turn around in the slightest to look at Cika and simply continued her steps blankly.

The incident suddenly made everyone who was there shocked and felt annoyed to chaca'.

"Hey! Stop that!" Cika shouted to Chaca' who was still walking without apologizing to Cika

"Hey human being is selfish! Stop that!" Cika's second scream made Chaca' stop his steps.

"What did you say?" Chaca's question as she turned to look at Cika

"SELFISH! See it? Lo even managed to make everyone sure that you are very selfish" said Cika who immediately stood up.

"Sika, are you okay? Already friends friends friends. You see a lot of people" said Clara who arrived to calm the situation

"Lo don't interfere!" Shouted Chaca'

"Baseless have no feelings" Cika shouted to Chaca'

"What do you mean!" Chaca said that directly pushed Cika

*Brukkkk*

Cika eventually falls down and overpowers Clara's body. Because of the incident, Clara arrived to nosebleed and fainted.

"Chaca'!" Terika Fasya who arrived came to hold Chaca's hand tightly'

"I didn't expect you to be this rough" said Fasya who was shocked to see Chaca' pushing Cika. Chaca was petrified and did not dare to look at Fasya's face.

"Fasya let's take Clara to the medical room" Lulu panicked. Fasya suddenly let go of Chaca's hand and immediately carried Clara to the medical room.

'For the first time I heard your angry voice. In fact, that voice you threw for me. For the first time you let go of your grasp without looking me in the eye. I even feel so embarrassed to look you in the eye. I can't recognize your voice. You even dared to touch her in front of me'. Chaca said in her heart trying to hold back her tears from falling.

I'M SORRY I HURT YOU. I'M SORRY FOR SCARING YOU FOR HEARING ME SCREAM. I'M SORRY FOR MAKING YOU BOW DOWN AND HIDE YOUR FACE IN FRONT OF EVERYONE. FORGIVE ME FOR NOT BEING BY YOUR SIDE AND HUGGING YOU NOW. FORGIVE ME FOR LETTING GO OF MY GRASP IN FRONT OF EVERYONE. I'M SORRY FOR HOLDING ANOTHER WOMAN IN FRONT OF YOUR EYES. YOU'RE A STRONG WOMAN, PLEASE HOLD ON ANY MINUTE. I'M SORRY. I LOVE YOU, ALIYZA KANZA SINHAWA.

- Fasya Al - gifary

Beautiful and Lika even just shut up and not defend Chaca'. They think Chaca' this time is really outrageous.

"I'm sorry!" said Yudha who arrived suddenly appeared with his personal assistant to make everyone quiet for a moment.

"You didn't hear it? You have to apologize" Yudha said, staring intently at Chaca'. Chaca' immediately left the rest area without apologizing and stared at a single face there.

IT'S NOT LIKE I WANT TO EMBARRASS YOU IN FRONT OF EVERYONE. I JUST DON'T WANT EVERYONE TO THINK THAT YOU'RE REALLY SELFISH. I JUST WANT TO MAKE YOU REALIZE THAT NO ONE WILL COME AFTER YOU IF YOU'RE REALLY WRONG. I PROMISE, ONE DAY I WILL MAKE SURE EVERYONE WILL LOOK AT YOU IN AWE.

yudha Nata Negara

Finally, chaca' arrived at the villa. He went into his room and cried very hard by covering his face so that his cries could not be heard.

*doctock*

"Chaca'!" Shouted Dika. He's the only one who's after Chaca'.

He knows how Chaca feels'. He knew that even Chaca's sacrifice was huge for Clara. He closed his eyes and ears as if he did not know what was really going on between Fasya and Clara.

However, Beautiful who saw it made her even more misunderstood. He even stepped foot to chase Chaca'. But when he saw Dika chasing him first, he stopped his steps and even turned his back and tried not to care for Chaca'.

"Chaca' open!" Shouted Dika

"When, let me be alone now" said Chaca, who tried to make her voice so as not to cry.

"Alright, calm yourself" said Dika who then left the villa and headed to the activity.

Chaca' felt her heart ache and was beating very fast. He tried to calm himself down and called someone.

"Halo Lia, pick me up now" said Chaca, who turned off her phone and waited for Lia and Pak Amran to arrive. He wanted to go home and wished his mother was home now.

'Today, I'll hug you and say love to you Mother' she said, shedding her tears and trying to calm herself with a smile.

She thought it was the Bundany who could treat her heartache now. He will take away his anger and will apologize for everything to his mother today.

Unbeknownst to everyone, Chaca returned to the capital. He did not bring his things in the slightest so that no one would suspect. He wants to go back to the top at night.

I already love you

And I don't regret that.

My whole soul has been given up

hold my faithful promise.

Please Don't make all of this an excuse for You to Hurt Me.

Even though your love isn't just for me, it's not,

But try to understand for a moment.

When my race This is your race

are you able to endure the pain

betrayed the love we guard.

Try to imagine, do you know? how broken my heart is because of all this faysa. But what can be done, everything has happened.

the Aliyza kanza sinhawa

On the way to town, Chaca did not stop crying. Lia and Mr. Amran were even very surprised to see Cahca'. Because for the first time, he saw her shedding tears.