Just once
Look at lies

I KNOW YOU HAVE GOOD INTENTIONS, I'M JUST TRYING TO MAKE PEACE WITH THIS SITUATION. YOU KNOW WHAT HURTS ME SO MUCH RIGHT NOW? I AGAIN FELT I HAD NO POLE TO LEAN ON.

the Aliyza Kanza Sinhawa.

When Chaca' ran to the tea plantation, he was suddenly tripped by a boulder. It made her fall and made her chest pounded by a huge rock very hard. Bahakan, it was very difficult to catch his breath and make him almost fainted.

There was no one there, no one to help him. He still chose his position to regulate his congested breathing.

"You okay?" Said a man who stuck out his hand to Chaca' to help her stand up. However, Chaca' did not budge and remained in his position. As if he had no energy to move, his heart was deeply wounded at this moment.

"Hey, did you faint!" Yudha panicked as she turned Chaca's body around'. He was very surprised to see Chaca's eyes were swollen from crying and filled with sand.

"Stay away from me!" Chaca said as she pushed Yudha up and stood up to leave her.

Chaca' decided to go to the tree house. He felt the need for sleep now, his strength suddenly weakened after crying.

IT TOOK ME DAYS TO GET MY HEART. HOWEVER, IT ONLY TOOK YOU A DAY TO MAKE THE DEEPEST WOUNDS FOR ME. YOU EVEN SAID NO

WANTED TO SEE ME CRY, BUT NOW YOU'RE THE ONE WHO MADE MY TEARS GO UNSTOPPABLE.

the Aliyza Kanza Sinhawa

"Huhhhh! Cha's strong you have to prove that you're not selfish. You have to be strong, no one can see your tears. You have to remember, shedding tears in front of someone is the same as showing your weakness" Chaca said.

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Chaca' fell asleep for a long time in that tree house. Chaca was unaware that she was asleep until almost midnight.

"God! It's 10 p.m." Chaca shouted at her phone .

*tringgg*

Suddenly Fasya called. Fasya is very worried about the existence of Chaca' which has not been seen since soreh by Lika who told Fasya.

"Hello Sya" said Chaca'

"Cha' where are you? Why don't you go home yet" Fasya said in a panic

"Look, I'm with mom right now, she came to Indonesia and picked me up and took me to the city for a little dinner. After that I went home" Chaca said, lying.

"I'll take you home" said Fasya

"No need, I've been on the road and soon arrived. Then I close first" said Chaca' who immediately turned off her phone.

WHAT TO DO IF THERE'S NO YOU. I CHOOSE TO CLOSE MY EYES AND EARS TO STAY WITH YOU. I BEG YOU TO STAY FOR ME, AND I'LL PRETEND I DON'T KNOW WHAT HAPPENED.

the Aliyza Kanza Sinhawa

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Chaca' walked towards her and Fasya approached her quickly and hugged Chaca'

"You're from anywhere, I'm very worried" Fasya said, hugging Chaca tightly'

"I love you" said Chaca smiling and staring fixedly at Fasya

"Are you okay?" Fasya asked and held Chaca's cheek with both hands

"I love you" Chaca said

"I love you too" said Fasya, staring fixedly at Chaca'. Chaca hugged her back and drowned her face in Fasya's flat chest.

'I'll say that word very often to make sure you love me anyway' said chaca' inwardly

who try not to cry. He also looked at Fasya's face with a warm smile to Fasya.

"Can I ask you something?" Chaca's'

"What's that?" Ask Fasya

"Please promise not to leave me" Fasya said

"I will not leave you, whatever the reason" said Fasya who still hugged Chaca'

'Mungin, you'll leave me when you know the truth. I just want you to know I really love you so much said Fasya inwardly with teary eyes.

They decided to enter the villa and rest.

"Sleep" Fasya said, wiping her head as she escorted Chaca to her room

"I love you" said Chaca' staring fixedly at Fasya

"I love you so much" said Fasya then kissed Chaca's head'.

Chaca entered the room and closed the door. He looked out the window and looked up at the night sky from inside his room.

I FEEL SO SICK WHEN I HAVE TO SMILE IN FRONT OF YOU EVEN THOUGH MY HEART IS REALLY HURT. CAN YOU SEE THE LIES IN MY EYES? CAN YOU FEEL MY SADNESS? PLEASE GIVE ME A WAY TO KEEP LOOKING STRONG IN FRONT OF YOU. UNTIL THIS MOMENT I STILL DIDN'T THINK YOU'D MAKE ME HURT THIS BAD.

the Aliyza Kanza Sinhawa

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I'M SORRY. IF I HADN'T MET HIM BACK, MAYBE EVERYTHING WOULD HAVE BEEN FINE. I REALLY HURT YOUR FEELINGS, I'M SO SCARED TO LOOK YOU IN THE EYE RIGHT NOW. I'M AFRAID YOU SAW A LIE IN MY EYES, I'M SORRY I COULDN'T DECISIVELY FACE THIS. ONE THING YOU NEED TO KNOW, I'M ALWAYS THERE FOR YOU. I'LL MAKE SURE WE'LL BREATHE AND BEAT TOGETHER FOREVER.

Basya Al-gifary.