Just once
I loved her
EVERY TIME YOU HURT ME, MY TEARS DIMINISH. EVERY TIME YOU TURN AROUND AND LEAVE ME, MY SADNESS GETS LESS AND LESS. IT'S ME, WHO YOU'LL NEVER MEET LIKE YOU USED TO.
- Aliyza Kanza Shinawa
In the middle of the journey to the top, there are some things that disturb the mind of chaca'.
WHAT EXPRESSION WOULD BE ATTACHED TO FASYA'S FACE WHEN HE FOUND OUT ABOUT MY HEART? WILL HE REGRET AND LEAVE CLARA?
That's what he thinks. However, the words of Clara's two friends came to his mind
SELFISH! NO FEELING! CHILDISH! SPOILED! HAUGHTY!
When he arrived, he remembered the word. He seemed to be slapped while tying up all those words.
'It looks like I can't tell Fasya everything now, at least I have to wait a few days. There is 1 week to tell everything. I also feel sorry for Fasya who always tried her best for me and Clara. I also have to prove to everyone that I'm an adult. In spite of that, I must be quieter and more closed now, ' said Chaca' in her heart stroking her chest.
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When Chaca's car entered the hills, Fasya's car arrived against Chaca's car'.
"What happened to Mr Amran?" Said Lia, Chaca's secretary'
"Young master's car stopped the car
we are ladies" said Mr. Amran in shock. Chaca got out of the car and arrived, Fasya came out and ran towards Chaca' and hugged her.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I don't want you to suddenly disappear. If you want to go anywhere, I can take you. I'm sorry" said Fasya hugging Chaca tightly'
"I just went home for a minute, it's okay. After all I was wrong, let's go back to the top" said chaca' stroking Fasya's head
"You okay? Why come home? If you're angry you can punish me for anything, as long as it doesn't disappear from me" said Fasya, who arrived to shed tears in front of Chaca'. It's the first time Fasya has cried in front of Chaca'.
"Hey, why are you crying? I'm fine. I will not leave you" said Chaca' wiping Fasya's tears.
"My actions yesterday must have hurt you a lot, please forgive me" Fasya said
"It's okay, I love you" said Chaca' staring fixedly at Fasya
"I love you so much, I promise I will continue with you until anytime" said Fasya who immediately hugged Chaca'
They also returned to the top. They made up and kept holding hands with each other.
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When they reached the top, they accidentally met Yudha in front of the main villa along with some Nata Negara staff. Yudha just stood still and stared fixedly at Chaca', He did not care about his surroundings and only focused on Chaca' who was walking towards him while holding hands with Fasya.
"Cha' let's go see Brother Yudha, he seems angry because you arrived to go tenpa asking for permission. I'll explain it to him. He will definitely understand" Fasya said as he walked towards Yudha.
"Sir, forgive me for leaving the village without asking permission" Chaca said, bowing and apologizing. Yudha just stared fixedly at Chaca' and said nothing. He did not close his eyes though.
That look can be read by all the staff of Nata Negara group who are there. It was a gaze of great anger of Yudha, even more than anger.
"I will make sure this will not be repeated, Brother, forgive him" said Fasya.
However, Yudha did not budge in the slightest and immediately left the place. Chaca' is terrified. He felt that Yudha would eat it.
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Dinner arrived, they all gathered at the rest area. Chaca' chose to sit at the end table herself. He felt, Lika and Indah were still angry at him. He also does not want to be disturbed and just wants to calm his mind now.
"Cha, what to eat" said Fasya who broke Chacha's daydream'
"It's up to you" said Chaca, smiling. Fasya also left. Chaca' is looking for the whereabouts of Clara and her friends, but they're not at the rest area tonight. Chaca' feels, something's going on with Clara. Whether it was the pain of relapse or he still had not improved due to yesterday's incident at the time when Chaca' and Cika had a fight.
They also had dinner quietly. There wasn't much conversation at Fasya's and Chaca's dining table'. Chaca' seemed to be trying to calm down and enjoy her dinner, as well as Fasya who was very careful that there was not a single bit that damaged Chaca's mood now.
*tringgggt*
Hand phone Fasya ringing. However, Fasya did not lift it. He just looked and put it back in his pocket.
*tringb*
Fasya's phone rang again, Fasya just looked at him and let his phone ring.
"Thank you, it might be important" Chaca said, wiping Fasya's arm.
Finally, Fasya picked up her phone and just listened to people talking from her hand phone without even reaching for it. Fasyapun turned off his phone and went back to eating his dinner
"Go, I know there's important business in your company. I'm fine now. I'll rest after dinner. Dear fights" said Chaca' smiling to Fasya.
"I'm sorry, I'll let you know" said Fasya, who stood up from his seat and kissed Chaca's head and left.
I'M NOW GETTING USED TO SEEING YOU TURN AROUND AND LEAVE ME. I CAN'T EVEN DESCRIBE MY PAIN. GO, I DON'T WANT YOU TO RUN AWAY FROM YOUR RESPONSIBILITIES. YOU PROMISED TO ALWAYS BE THERE IN HIS DIFFICULT TIMES. CLARA, GET WELL. I COULDN'T BEAR TO SEE FASYA LOOKING AT ME GUILTFULLY. I WILL BE STRONGER FROM NOW ON.
the Aliyza Kanza Shinawa.
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I'M SORRY I LEFT YOU AGAIN. I'M SORRY I ALWAYS LIED TO YOU. I'M LOOKING FOR A WAY OUT OF ALL THIS. HOLD ON ANY MINUTE, I'LL BE BACK BY YOUR SIDE. I'LL GIVE YOU THE LOVE THAT IS BEYOND. I PROMISE, EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE. I'M SORRY, I LOVE YOU, ALIYZA KANZA SHINAWA.
- Fasya Al - gifary
Chaca' knows, actually who called Fasya is a friend of Clara. Chaca' knows Clara's sick now. He also feels very guilty to Clara and lets Fasya go to see Clara.
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Arriving at the villa where Clara lived, she immediately met Cika and Lulu who were in front of the door of Clara's room.
"What happened?" Fasya panicked
"Clara did not want to get out of her room, she did not open the door from earlier. I'm worried if he faints" Lulu said
"See try knocking on the door, maybe he's waiting for you. He hasn't eaten a bit" said Cika
*doctock*
"Claraa, it's me fasya. Let's open the door. We had dinner together" said Fasya.
Arriving, Clara opened the door and hugged Fasya.
"I'm worried about you" Clara said in tears
"Hey what happened?" Tanya Fasya wiped Clara's tears. I want us to talk to each other in a quiet place.
Finally, they decided to speak in the park precisely at the highest peak.
"What's up Clara? What's going on?" Ask Fasya
"I'm afraid that you'll leave me alone" said Clara staring fixedly at Fasya
"I won't let you fight the disease alone" Fasya said
"May I ask you something?" Clara
"See"
"Do you still love me?" Clara asked looking at Fasya. Fasya fell silent and said nothing
"Why silence? You know me very well, you know if someone's silence I mean yes" Clara smiled
"I love Chaca, I promise I'll beat together forever. I will do anything that makes him happy. I love him so much. I even cried in front of him. I didn't lose him. I didn't even comply with my mother's request to leave her because she was known as a haughty girl. And you know me well, I will not dispute your orders. But for her sake, for the first time I dare to refute mamah and omah. Everyone knew her as her haughty and spoiled girl. But it was I who knew her very well, for me she was the girl I loved so much. The girl who can make me do anything to make her happy" Fasya said with tears and glared at Clara.
"Well, you finally got out everything you wanted to say to me right now. Now, I'll tell you the man I love. He was the man who pulled my hand when I was desperate. He was the guy who always gave me a boost when I started to get bored playing the violin. He was the man who always treated my injured finger for practicing hard with my satiety violin. He was the first to give me the expensive violin that became my favorite violin. He was the one who re-awakened my family's nearly bankrupt restaurant business. He was the man I cried every night when he disappeared. He was the man who made me go back to Indonesia to get his love back. And he was the man who looked me in the eye while telling me about the girl he loved so much right now. I believe that one day he will come back to love me as he used to" said Clara, crying bitterly
"Now, you're not going to call me Ara again, but I'm sure that one day Ara's call will come back to your ear" Clara said, embracing Fasya
"Let's go home, it's so cold. Not good for your health" said Fasya who immediately brought Clara into the car
They return to Clara's villa and Fasya takes Clara to her room and returns to the villa to meet Chaca'
I'M SORRY, I WON'T STOP LOVING CHACA IN THE SLIGHTEST. AND YOU KNOW, NO ONE CAN LOVE TWO HEARTS AT ONCE. LOVE FOR YOU HAS TURNED INTO A SISTER'S AFFECTION FOR HER SISTER. CLARA, I'M SORRY
- Fasya Al - gifary
