Just once
The happiness I missed
MY WORRY REALLY HAPPENED. IN THE END, THERE'S NOTHING I CAN GO TO. IN THE END, NO ONE CAN MAKE ME STRONGER. I'M AFRAID, IF ONE DAY I REALLY CAN'T CONTROL MY ANGER AND SADNESS. AND AT THE END OF THE DAY, IT'S TRUE THAT NOTHING'S HERE WITH ME.
- Aliysa Kanza Shinawa
When Chaca arrived at home, he immediately went down and ran into his mansion.
*doctock*
"Bundaaaaa, I'm going home" Chaca said, knocking on her parents' bedroom door.
"Mother, there's really something I want to tell you. I'm sorry I couldn't be a good and understanding child for you. Ii'm sorry. You tau? I actually miss you a lot, dad, and brother. I miss you guys so much. I'm sorry mother. I promise to change" with courage, chaca' revealing all of her heart in front of the door of her room, she smiled and shed tears hoping that her mother would hear all of her words from outside into the room.
"Sorry young lady" said Lia who arrived and bowed her head.
"What's Lia doing? I told you nobody should be on the third floor. I want to talk and persuade Mommy to open the door to her room and make up for me" Chaca said'
"I'm sorry young lady, but Nyoya is in Korea right now" Lia said in a frightened tone. DEGG! Chaca' who heard that seemed very devastated and disappointed.
"So, I was just talking to the door" said Chaca limp with her gaze that could no longer be interpreted
"I'm sorry young lady, I just told my lady" said Lia who shed her tears. He was very sad to see Chaca' who looked very disappointed. Chaca' immediately ran into her room and locked her door.
MOTHER, EVEN I NOW WANT TO APOLOGIZE. YET, YOU AGAIN DISAPPOINTED ME. MOMMY, YOU KNOW WHAT? EVEN MY HEART ACHED SOAKING UP ALL MY GRIEF. CAN I BUY YOU A LITTLE TIME WITH THE MONEY YOU GAVE ME? I REALLY NEED SOMEONE NOW.
Said Chaca' while destroying all the items neatly arranged in her room. He was crying very hard. All the servants gathered at her doorstep and worried about Chaca's state'. Chaca' really lost control now.
IT WILL BE AN ENDLESS SAD STORY.
That's what's on his mind now. He cried so hard that it was difficult to regulate his breathing.
*Brukkk*
Suddenly, the sound of crying from inside Chaca's room disappeared.
"Young lady, please open the door" cried Lia
"Young lady, are you okay?" Say it again
"Servant, call the guards to break down this door" Lia shouted.
Finally, they broke down Chaca's bedroom door'. Everyone was very surprised to see the condition of Chaca's room was very messy.
"Young lady!" Shouted one of the maids who found Chaca' passed out inside the bathroom
"Quick take the young lady to the hospital" said Lia who was very panicked
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After arriving at Rs. Nata Negara, Chaca' directly handled by the best doctors and famous until abroad. It is he who always handles Chaca's extended family if he is sick, which is none other than the Brother of his mother, Om Ari.
After waking up, Chaca was very surprised to be in the hospital. He was even more surprised to find Omnya who was sitting on the sofa chair of his treatment room.
"Om Ari, why me?" Ask Chaca's'
"Have you ever fallen?" Asked Om Ari who immediately stood up and approached him
"Fall down? Why Om? Is there a broken bone now?" Tanya Chaca's panicking
"Remember good if you ever fell!" Om Ari's screams made Chaca' speechless.
Om Ari is a man who loves Chaca very much'. He understood the situation that Chaca had been experiencing'. He's like a father to Chaca'.
"Om's screaming scares me" said Chaca
"It's heart. What's with my heart, Om?" Tanya Chaca's in shock
"You should be in surgery soon. Your heart is badly damaged. Have you ever fallen?" Say Om Ari softly
"Once Om, time at the top. My chest even hit a boulder and made it hard to breathe" Chaca said'
"Stupid! Why don't you call Om!" Shouted Om Ari. That shout made Chaca' shed her tears. He was very afraid something would happen to him.
"You know! Because of that your heart is again damaged" said Om Ari
"What do you mean by back broken?" ask Chaca's'
"You were born prematurely and made your heart work abnormal. But Om and your parents tried everything they could to get your heart to normal. Finally at the age of 7 years your heart starts like a normal person and never experienced the slightest disturbance. However, because you fell down your jangtung back broken" said Om Ari crying hugging Chaca'.
Chaca' who heard that couldn't say a word. He just cried and closed his eyes as if he could not believe what had happened
GOD, YOU'RE TESTING ME YOUR WAY AGAIN.
Said Chaca' in the heart.
"You must be operated immediately tomorrow" said Om Ari
"No! I don't want to be in surgery right now" Chaca said'
"What do you mean, this is very dangerous. Your heart can fall suddenly!" Said Om Ari worried
"Where might I run the operation without my loved ones accompanying me. I want everyone waiting for me in front of Om's operating room" Chaca said, crying
"Om will call your Father and Mother tonight to return to Indonesia soon. This is very dangerous for you" said Om Ari worried
"No Om! Let me tell them. Give me 1 week Om" said Chaca'
"No! That's very dangerous for you. Your heart's getting worse and worse"
"So I don't want surgery. Please call Mother to prepare my funeral procession !!" yell out Chaca
"Chaca'!" Shouted Om Ari who almost slapped Chaca' because of his words.
"I beg you to keep this a secret in one week. I promise I'll let everyone know and run the operation next week" said Chaca', who immediately embraced Om Ari
"All right, just one week. If more than that, om will sedate you forcibly" said Om Ari who immediately left Chaca' because he could not see Chaca's sadness'.
I COULDN'T HAVE FOUGHT WITH MY HEART WITHOUT PEOPLE WHO WOULD HAVE BEEN MY REASON FOR WAKING UP AFTER SURGERY.
THEY SHOULD BE IN FRONT OF THE OPERATING ROOM WAITING AND PRAYING FOR ME. THANK GOD, I FINALLY HAD A CHANCE TO FEEL LOVE
WHICH I MISSED SO MUCH.
- Aliyza Kanza Shinawa
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The next day, Chaca' hears that Om Ari is leaving for Germany for a joint operation there. He decided to leave the hospital and return to the top. He wanted to tell Fasya about his illness as well as his parents.
I COULDN'T HAVE FOUGHT WITH MY HEART WITHOUT PEOPLE WHO WOULD HAVE BEEN MY REASON FOR WAKING UP AFTER SURGERY.
THEY SHOULD BE IN FRONT OF THE OPERATING ROOM WAITING AND PRAYING FOR ME. THANK GOD, I FINALLY HAVE THE OPPORTUNITY TO FEEL THE AFFECTION I HAVE LONGED FOR SO MUCH.
- Aliyza Kanza Shinawa
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