I'm You And Love
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Although the dance looks a little relaxed facing all that, but I know for sure what the dance is feeling at this time. It's just that a dance attitude full of maturity can control all. For the sake of my relationship with dance going well, I took the initiative to find a solution by inviting Lina to share the story of something that I was experiencing.

"where is lina you?" I asked Lina through a short message.

"again in jogja uya.. Why?"

"far too. Back in her solo when?"

"yes.. There's an office assignment. What the hell is it?!"

"i want to see lin. There's something I want to tell you."

"jawil.. Very cobbled. To the point aja uyaaa...what's the matter??" lina answered curiously.

"about lin's dance."

"why dance? You guys fighting??"

"i'll tell you about when we met.When are you going back solo??"

"ok okay. I was in solo Sunday."

"we'll see you next week?"

"yes. Just be patient."

The Sunday I was waiting for arrived. Lina and I met at our usual hangout. That afternoon I was a little late because I had to take the dance first back to the klaten.

"ohh lin. sorry so late. Have you been waiting for a long time??" I said to Lina when I arrived at the coffee shop where we met.

"yes no papa, just relax. It's your habit to always come late every time there is a promise."

"ha ha ha... Yes, I'm sorry. But really. I just arrived too. Anter dance first went back to klaten."

The curious Lina urged me to immediately tell her what really happened between my relationship with dance.

"you want to tell me what the hell. It's like it's serious. Tumben - your growth is like this."

"yawah hunted order gih. Uh.. But don't wear a snack. I've been pesen a lot."

"aji mumpung huh?? Mentang - mentang someone pay for his order at will."

"ha ha ha.... Understand laper." lina replied with a bitter laugh.

My favorite black coffee, orange juice, French fries, and cheese bananas became our friends when we talked.

"lin.. What do you think I should do?" I asked lina to start the conversation.

"how what?? Lha wong you haven't told me anything \- what's the case."

"yes, about my relationship with the lin dance."

"why indeed? You guys fighting again or gimna anyway??"

"not even lin. So gini, I'm confused what to do about my relationship with dance. You know for yourself Lin, if my age with dance adrift three years younger I. Dance is actually full of inner pressure over friends \-the theme is mostly married. Not to mention the demands of her parents who already want a family dance immediately. But I am not ready if soon I have to get married. My job which is still under contract scares me of causing trouble. I also do not have a place to stay after we get married. This will cause problems later on. Not to mention the preparation of wedding expenses, which cost a lot. I don't have enough savings. It is also impossible for me to take care of my parents impromptuly. I know exactly what my family's current financial condition is like. All of this takes time and preparation. If everything is forced, I do not want to make a dance burdened later on with my condition that is still like this. How do you think I should handle all this lin?? "

"have you talked about this before with dance?? "

"yet... "

"you two better talk about all this openly. Find a solution to the problem. If you think it's a problem in your relationship in the future. You and dance are already the same \-same adult. I think there must be a way for you guys, if all is well \-good. Never underestimate something that has to do with the future of a relationship. Too risky all that."

"fries are weird here, right?! "

"maneh how?! The usual feeling \-usual. "

"yes weird... Suddenly make people wise. "

"ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. Bodo greatly!! I'm home."

"ha ha ha. "I just laughed out loud \- bahak saw lina's annoyance.

My relationship with dance is still going well as usual. All the unek - unek I still keep a meeting. Just waiting for the right time for me to talk about all that together with dance. It's an obstacle that can hinder my relationship with her. So that what I fear will find the best solution and path for my relationship with dance.