I'm You And Love
My World is Destroyed

     december 15, 2019. Three days after me and dance planned the engagement. Like being struck by lightning in broad daylight. A nightmare I never imagined before. I had to deal with the law because I tripped over a drug case. Instantly my world fell apart. I was secured by the authorities in my room. No one knows about all this. Including dance and my family. Quit, and Follow the procedures of the authorities to provide further information that I can do.

     The rays of the morning sun greeted me who had not fallen asleep that morning. Through the sidelines of the vent above the prison wall as if to convey a message to me. "it's time to continue your day ". The investigation into me continued from morning to evening. Until everything is declared complete and guilty of my possession of the illicit goods.

The first person I told you about all this was my om. Not my mom or dance. Om is the younger brother of my mother who I consider to be my own father. He was my father's successor who died when I was 11. One of the people who helped me educate me, taught me about life other than my mom. I think he is the right person and can understand my current condition. After all, I'm not ready if mamahm and dance should know about what happened to me.

     Soon I came to see me who was in the detention room.

     "om didn't expect you to be like this" he said, looking at me in disbelief.

     Our conversation that is blocked by prison bars makes the atmosphere more bitter. Seen with eyes that saw me sitting still in prison.

     "everything has happened. Be the man responsible for your actions. Make all of this a life lesson later on. To make your quality better. You have to be patient, patient, sincere in living all of this."

     " what about mom. How about dance. I don't know what to explain this to them."

     "let's talk to them later. Now you pray a lot to be given ease for the problems you are facing."

     Although it looks tough. But I know exactly how he feels right now. All that he hid for me, for my sake to be strong to face the problems I was facing.