I'm You And Love
Indictment Court

     The process continues.until the time comes I was handed over to the state prosecutor's office, to continue my trial. Moral support from Tari, Mamah, Om and my family has allowed me to live all the way to the present.

     20 february 2020. The day I had my first trial. Arraignment hearing. I who got off the prisoner car saw Dari who was waiting in the waiting room seat of the court. Nothing else to give me moral support during the trial process.

     "Just....!!!" my shout called out to Dance with handcuffs wrapped around my hands trying to wave at her.

     Dance looked at me. Standing from the beginning he sat in the waiting room chair, and closed the bottle of drink he held. Slowly approached me who was walking with the control of the officers, towards the detention room to wait for the trial.

     "Yet you are familiar. How are you doing?" ask dance to me while stroking - elus my cheeks and hair.

     "i'm good, baby.. You yourself how Nyet. Why do you look pale. Your eyes are puffy. You sick??"

     "i'm good too... Don't worry about me, baby. I'm good - all right. The most important thing right now is you."

   "I'm sorry Nyet.. I've disappointed you. I failed to be the man you expected me to be. I can only go through with the current situation. Especially about the continuation of our relationship, I am ready to accept the decision from you, I resigned." I told Tari.

     "Dear, you don't talk like that. Honestly, I am disappointed at what you did. But the most important thing now is, you have to be strong and get through this. I will always be with you and always support you.  I can accept all your lack, your excess, even your bad good. But, I am also not willing if one day you will repeat the same mistake. Now the most important thing is, we focus first on your trial" Tari said while calming me down.

     "Oh yes Nyet, here I bring your favorite food. Vegetable kale, fried tempeh, and omelet. You eat ya Nyet." said Tari attentively.

     Dance opened the lunchbox she brought and gave it to me.

     "have you eaten?" ask me to Dance.

     "it's already Nyet. You just let it be healthy."

     "fed dinner, Nyet. Help us out."

     "yes baby. Here let me bribe" said Tari as she reached out her hand, asking for the lunch box through the bars that become our barrier.

     Shortly after, an officer came, telling me that the trial was immediate. Dance closes the lunchbox that we have not finished eating. Moving from the detention room to the courtroom, approached Mama and my family who were waiting there.