I'm You And Love
S

     Dance was so patient in educating me that I really mastered stage by stage. Outside of my activities with dance practice, dance also often invites me to gather with his friends one management in TDJ whenever there is a music event. The friendly nature of dance makes it easier for me and dance to get to know each other. Our closeness is not like that of a mentor and a student. But our closeness is like someone who knows us. Till... I feel like there's something so special about dance. Beautiful, kind, patient, friendly. Which makes me interested and puts my heart on him. However, all of that should be hindered by the end of my training period with dance. Which makes me and dance have rarely met when this heart has begun to vibrate in his making.

     After a few weeks I and dance no longer meet, I also ventured to contact dance through a short message. With the intention of continuing the approach to dance that was previously delayed by the end of my training period.

     "what's up?" ask me to dance through a short message.

     "hey uya.. I'm really good. You yourself how are you?  Tumbenan you call me. What is? Hehe"

     "i'm also good at tar:( "

     "well, use a sad emot.. Ha ha ha."

     The dance joke when replying to my message makes our chat atmosphere through short messages more melted.

     "yes.. Want to watch again. But unfortunately there is no theme to watch:("

    " hu... Basic you. It was a sad time.. "

    " uhh dance. What kind of movies do you like? "

    "action uyaa... Why mother?"

     "wahh this is coincidence. Tomorrow there will be a new movie, if you do not have a show we watch yuk?! Invite me to rame. Let's have your friend." persuade me to dance so she'll watch a movie with me.

     "iya.. Be able. But I was confused as to who to ask. Why don't you ask Lina if that's it?"

     "that's yaa... Yaudah if I try to make it I'm looking for cement deh."

     "ok dance.. I'll see ya besuk."

     The next day my dance and I met at the place we agreed to go to the cinema. I went alone when I met dance. While dancing with his friend named Ajeng.

     "uyaa knows this ajeng temenku." hello dance to me

     "hello.. I'm uya."

     "I'm ajeng."

     "lohh.. By the way you're alone?? Ask me for a dance while looking around me.

     " who said I was alone?? We're three, so I'm not alone"

     "mmm.. Could you be this."

     "yeah yuk let's watch. Hunt started his movie." invite me to dance and ajeng.

     the three of us rushed into the studio to enjoy the film that will be played soon.

     After that meeting my relationship with dance became more and more close tips. Me and dance meet more often, even though just hanging out or eating together. The match between me and dance made me comfortable with her. Deep down in my heart, I wanted to express this feeling to dance. But with the situation and conditions that I think are not right, I undo this intention of mine. The fear of him not accepting me made me afraid of losing him and the wonderful moments I had with him.