Husband Does Not Know Himself
147. At the funeral

"Mom, can Siska go to Doni's tomb? Siska wants to apologize to him."

"When do you want to go there?"

"Now, Mom. The sooner the better. Let my heart be calm."

Miss Mirna nodded her head in agreement.

Seeing that Siska was facing Miss Mirna, Doni approached her.

"Mas, today I want to go home with Miss Mirna."

"Why? Aren't you guys going the other way?" Doni scrunched his forehead.

"We want to visit the tomb of Doni's mas." replied Siska frankly.

"I'll take ya."

"But Doni, we're different directions. I don't feel good bothering you."

"It's okay, all I want to say to your late husband, if you've changed. And I want to ask her permission to have a more serious relationship with you. Alias is married."

"What's? Married?" siska's birthday was in shock, with what the man had just said before her.

Not only Siska, but Miss Mirna was also quite shocked.

Siska does put feelings on her own boss. But not to marry him. He was increasingly afraid if married to his boss, later his boss would contract his disease and could die.

"We can go to the hospital to consult with your illness" Doni added to reassure Siska.

"No need, I want to live alone. I've been quite happy with your life now." refused Siska firmly.

"You are young. There is still a long road you have to go through. Are you sure you'll be widowed for life?" the question just came out of Miss Mirna's mouth.

"Yes, Mom. The joke is not always sad. As you can see now, I'm happy, right? And the mother is also happy even though she is already a widow."

"Siska, if you are in love with your mother and late husband. So accept son Doni. If mom dies later, I can tell Doni that you've changed and married a nice guy."

"Don't talk like that, ma'am. Now Siska wants to take care of her mother. We live together as a happy widow." Siska held both hands of Miss Mirna.

Doni feels desperate, because Siska has twice rejected his love. Wanted it felt like he went to another heart, but still couldn't. Because his heart is for a Siska.

The man took a deep breath, then tried to smile. And make peace with the situation.

He assured his heart that Siska would one day receive his love. He's sure of it.

Siska and Miss Mirna finally get in Doni's car. They also went to the funeral.

In the third car only spoke occasionally, while Miss Mirna directed the road that must be passed.

Frankly, Siska felt awkward with Doni. Because he's already rejected his own boss's love. He prefers to sit at the back wheel. While Miss Mirna sat in front.

Shortly after, they arrived at a public cemetery. The three immediately went down, and walked towards a mound of earth placed a tombstone on it, named Doni.

They surrounded the tomb and squatted nearby. Both of their hands were each raised, to pray for the late Doni.

In her heart Mirna prayed that her son be forgiven of his sins and placed in the best place.

Siska shed tears, as Doni became the first to marry her. Although the marriage was not based on worship, but it was the most memorable marriage in his heart. There were so many things going on in her marriage, that it made her realize. And he still can't believe that the man who made him his wife is dead.

In Doni's heart, he asks Siska's late husband's blessing, to make Siska his wife. The man promised to take good care of Siska and her mother.

Long enough the three men raised their hands and drowned with their own thoughts. It was almost dark that they left the cemetery.

Doni takes Miss Mirna first. After reaching the front of the rented house, Ms. Mirna immediately went down. Doni and Siska momentarily observed from the outside, the condition of the rented house that Bu Mirna occupied.

"Thank you, son. It's been delivered home."

"Sama-sama Ma'am. Then excuse us."

"Hem, be careful." Miss Mirna smiled.

"Mom, can Siska come visit mom's house sometime?" Ms. Mirna turned to Siska, then nodded her head in agreement.

"Of course I can."

"Alhamdulillah. Siska's gonna be here sometime, ma'am."

After that, Miss Mirna walked towards her house.

"You don't want to move sit in front?" Doni looked at Siska. Instead of answering, Siska immediately got out of the car and sat down beside Doni.

Along the way the two fell silent, and were busy with their respective thoughts. Until finally the two arrived in front of the Siska boarding house. When he was about to go down, Siska's hand was suddenly choked by Doni.

"I will wait for you until you accept me." after saying that, Doni kissed Siska's hand while closing her eyes. Because it so permeates it.

The woman could not say anything, and held back her trembling heart because her chest was tight, unable to reciprocate Doni's love. He also loved his boss.