Husband Does Not Know Himself
123. Honest

Argh...

Erang Siska once again, when the fragments of the plate were removed. Even he closed his eyes. Dare not look at his own palm. Clear circles dripped past his cheeks.

Doni who saw him felt pity and pity. The man finally ran to get the medicine box.

Slowly, he cleaned Siska's hands of blood. Then apply alcohol and Betadine. The girl hissed and wanted to shake her hand, because of the pain when her wounds were applied with the drugs. Doni pressed his hand firmly, as it had not finished treating.

"Hold me a minute" he said.

And not long after, he had finished treating Siska's hand. He sat down in front of him.

"Why haven't you been concentrating all day? I didn't tell you, if there's any story to me."

Doni looked at Siska with sharp eyes. The girl slowly opened her eyes, then looked slowly at her boss.

He was really afraid that Doni would vent his anger on him. Although Siska realized that she deserved it.

Siska was confused as to what to answer. It was impossible to tell everything that had happened in his past. It is a disgrace that must be covered.

But, he also needed someone to listen to his grievances. To strengthen his sometimes fragile soul.

Being an orphan without a parent's upbringing is difficult. If it is not mentally strong, it will fall into the valley of sin. As Siska.

Siska's eyes were back in tears. The old one, began to flood his cheeks. Meeting people from his past can make him at his lowest point.

Well, even if they don't do anything. Again, it can remind him of the past.

"Hey, why are you crying?"

Doni, who was feeling good to the girl in front of him, slowly approached and hugged her. The man gently rubbed Siska's back.

But that only makes Siska sobbing. Inwardly he asked, why is there such a kind person as his boss.

He works poorly. Even breaking the plate. Not scolded, but instead embraced and told to tell a story.

Which favor of God do you lie to, right?

"I-I'm sorry, mas. It's not appropriate for you to do this kind of good to me. Especially to embrace me." said Siska in a raucous voice. He broke the hug.

"Eh, yes. I'm sorry, we're not mahrams" said Doni, feeling bad. Siska fears that she has stolen a chance at crying.

Siska wiped away her tears that had soaked her cheeks, repeatedly.

"Until when are you going to keep holding your problems like this? Do you want my plate to be a victim of your feelings every day? If you still want to work here, tell me your problems."

Siska slowly looked at her boss. Gathering the courage to tell stories. Especially at the end of the sentence thrown by his boss, is a threat sentence. How horrifying. Where else would you like to find a job?

"Now I have changed. I will not do that bad deed again. Please don't fire me later, when you tell me."

"In shaa Allah."

Siska took a deep breath, before finally opening her mouth and starting to tell her about what she had been doing all this time.

During the story, Siska kept sobbing. Her tears did not stop. Because it is the same, scraping old wounds that are almost dry. And he was truly sorry for the life path he had taken.

Doni who heard it, never thought, if his employee was someone who had plunged into the deepest valley of sin.

Even so, there was no intention in Doni's heart to judge someone, including Siska. Moreover, the girl also looks diligent and passionate in work. Making his boss sure that Siska has really changed.

Unlike the case if someone does something at will, then it is a sign that there has been no change in him.

Siska finally finished telling her story. He's breathing again. Feeling relieved, already told the burden of life that he had experienced so far. Then back down. Didn't want her boss to look at her sinful face for long.

However, gradually his boss will also know, if she was not a good woman.

And before his boss knows from others, better to know from his own mouth. So that when someone talks badly about him in front of his boss. Doni was not surprised.

"Siska" said Doni, breathing deeply.

"Let the past be a life lesson for you. Although I only know your past from your story, but I know you really mean to change. Continue to be passionate about becoming a better human being. Because our heaven and hell are determined at the end of our lives."