Your Love is Sadistic
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does every relationship have to do a forbidden hal² like this

is this not stupidity, not love

how to resist without losing it

or indeed I am too enslaved to something I call love

is it because I'm not as clean as white paper, not as clear as snow and as pure as water from the mountains

to have to fall deeper into the softness of my destruction

is there nothing left of this body that I can be proud of...

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alvin brought me a chek in one of the sweet room types that view the expanse of the sea...

I entered and I saw the contents of this room are more suitable for honeymooners plus there is a stretch of roses on the mattress that says I LOVE U..

I just kept quiet looking at all this, slowly Alvin came up to me and hugged me from behind..

" kog bengong again think what ?? don't think too much "he said whispering in my ear

" there's nothing to enjoy the beauty of here anymore "

" i love you "

" love you too "

slowly Alvin began to turn my body to face him, lifted my chin and began to kiss my lips, it was very sweet and soft scented mins..

the atmosphere of this room is also very supportive with lighting that is so dramatic makes me more and more into the sweetness of this love..

do not feel our bodies have been knocked on the mattress while continuing to kiss..

it felt so clear the vibrations in me as well as Alvin..

suddenly Alvin released his kiss and buried his face on my shoulder, felt soot he again exhaled very heavily..

" I'm sorry "he said whispering in my ear

" for what "

" we shouldn't be here "

then I pushed her slowly from above me, I saw her face and I smiled at her, but she was not what I thought she was..

" thank you, ea" I said

" for what "he said now it was Alvin's turn to ask me that question

" ea anyway thank you for not saying thank you "I said pouting

" i should say thanks because I want to accept me as a beiby lover, I used to be afraid I didn't have a chance to be in your heart now I'm even more afraid of someone taking your heart away from me "

" so sweet, it could be "

" this is seriuus is not a dreadlocks, tomorrow dear to go home to see parents dear, send greetings ea from prospective daughter-in-law said "

" iish PD really "

" continue a week there do not wander at home aja afraid someone nyelikan "

" hahahaaa. what the hell I'm a child, ea already home yok beib, I belom kemas² to go tomorrow, all stop by the store by² first ea "

" okay "

finally we also leave this hotel room without doing hal² out of the ordinary as a couple who are drunk in love..

it was a relief because I felt Alvin respected me a lot as a woman, ea this is what I need as bad and as destructive as I was in the past is not I also have the right to choose and be better in my life today..

we also drove to the store by², all my groceries Alvin who paid, even though I was rejected but he still insisted ea was more than we fight just because² small things like this..

Alvin then drove me home and finally we arrived in front of the house already quite late at night the clock has shown at 21:30 ..

" beib thanks ea for today, oea tomorrow I'm anther to ea "

" should I say thanks beib, does Beiby not work ?? "

" easy work will leave in the morning tomorrow I permit aja used to run out nganter beiby just entered work "

" okay then, good night, be careful not to speed "

" ea bauble, beiby also directly bobok ea "

I finally got out of the car and saw Alvin leaving and just got into the house..

" it's so bad to go home" said my aunt ngagetin

" uh sorry aunt was preoccupied shopping by² until forgot the time.hehe "

" can be ngelles "

" real aunt, ea already ea aunt Vinny want to enter the room first want cepet² bobok fear tomorrow do not wake up. hehe "

without waiting for my aunt to answer, I immediately entered the room and cleaned myself a bath..

tuut..

* hello beiby just thirty minutes apart and miss eaa *

* ea I miss can come ??* said I teased him

* serious I'm behind ne *

* I'm boong.. hehe, just want nanya beiby already until the belom house *

* new until new beib ne nyampek bathroom want to shower, would you like to come ??*

* no, I took a shower there I was sleepy *

*ea has broken up our dream ea, emmuach *

* beiby also emmuach *

I also disconnected our call and immediately broke down soundly..

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morn² once I have been busy with all the joy that I make myself, tantepun help pack goods² that I will bring home to City A

" Vinny Vinny you want to go home a week already want to move "

" ea want how else auntie inikan by² not barang² I who told me many nephews there. hehe "

" oea you go to naek taxi airport what aunt told me to take between ?"

" no need to be accompanied by Vinny Alvin aunt "

" oowh ea is good that courtship should be that which is useful "

" bad auntie said it "

" what are you doing if you're not doing what ?? make a display "

" yes, the most correct aunt "

finally finished also packing the goods, it turns out that the goods² I brought home is a lot, one large suitcase, one medium suitcase, and one box is filling the cake..

I saw the clock was 8:00, I was ready and Alvin had arrived...

after entering barang²ku kebagasi car I say goodbye ma aunt and we also leave for the airport, my flight at 10:25, travel to the airport if not jammed can be taken approximately an hour..

arriving in the airport Alvin rented a porter to bring my goods²ku clock has shown at 9:20..

" beib hati² on the road later until in town A immediately informed me, keep your eyes watch your heart" he said hugging me

" hey beiby I just go home a week do not drama deh, anyways we can still VC every day "

" missing is heavy tauk "

" dilan fans eaa. hahaha "

" ea I'm already late I chek in first, beiby just go home to the office liver² on the street, thanks already anterin me "I said and then I peeked his cheek

Alvin kissed my forehead and then I went into the examination for chek in..

there is still about 30 minutes before the plane leaves so I sit back in the waiting room, coincidentally the waiting room is opposite the arrival path..

it's time for me to check the last ticket to get on the plane, but somehow my heart really does not calm down when walking to the plane at the end there, when I arrived² I heard someone call my name

" Vinny "this voice can't be that she thinks I'm so afraid to look back, and once again the voice calls out to me

" Vinny wait "I also turned my head and how surprised I turned out that the voice was indeed the voice of the person who had made me destroyed so badly as²nya he Vito..

without caring about him I sped up my way, until I heard Vito was intercepted by officers there

" i'm sorry, sir, the wrong path, this is the departure path, and you can not enter here please father to the right for the arrival path" said the officer faintly I heard

know what this is why he is really here, how next what I have to do so I do not meet him later if I return to this city lage..