Your Love is Sadistic
last time

two days ago I did not hear news of Vito, I accidentally turned off my phone..

hari²ku runs as usual though it feels empty, is not life must continue to meakipun badau lunging, that is my principle..

although it is very difficult to concentrate at work because my heart cannot be invited to cooperate, my heart is still very painful until there is no wind without rain I have a cough that adds to my chest tightness..

true said TB disease people can come because exposed to Inner Pressure of Love, I can not let this protracted think I can² I got a real TB disease, and it is very terrible...

" sister minom used to be from earlier brother cough continues" said Selly gave me a bottle of drink

" thank you the deck did not know ne chest brother radanya tight would want to cough².."

" try to recite ajha kak, who knows can be calmer "

" ea will sister try slowly "

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clock shows 3 o'clock I get ready² to go home soon, when he arrived outside the office I saw a vito standing next to his car, why he here I thought, I pura² did not see it and speed up my steps through it..

he quickly caught my hand..

" Vito please don't go gini we've no relationship what² page" said I reluctantly turn and look at his face

" vinny come with me there's something I want to talk about "

" there's nothing we need to talk about the lower vito "

without thinking that Vito immediately slumped behind me while holding my right hand, I who was aware of it immediately turned around and helped him wake up

" are you crazy, don't make me ashamed" I said annoyed

" i won't wake up until you come with me "

I'm not good because I saw² my people immediately agree to submit conditions

" okay I'm coming but there are conditions and you have to qualify it "

" okay I promise" he said, waking up and smiling..

he was very happy to open me the car door and let me in, I was just silent ajha..

whether or not he wants to take me this is already half an hour away, I just keep quiet without asking if I can both continue with lo vito without any obstruction I thought, I thought, and if only you weren't someone's husband..

finally this car stopped too yes he took me to the beach where we first became...

I got down from the car and started walking regardless of the vito, all those wonderful memories were dancing² in front of my eyes the first time she expressed love the first time these lips felt her sweet lips, the sweet lips were, when² is beautiful the first time this love we intertwine..

" do you remember vinny here we first felt the beauty of our love" said vito break my daydream

I smiled bitterly seeing that something had changed from him during these two days of not meeting him, there was a dark circle in his eyes and his appearance looked tangled..

" how could I forget vito because it was the first time you started your skit "I said wryly

" vinny looked me in the eye" she said pulling me and holding both of my shoulders

" look me in the eye Vinny so you can see if my love is real for you it's not a lie"

I ventured to look into his eyes, his eyes were so cute like he was sleep deprived, my eyes clashed and started to look at², I turned my eyes and took off his hand on my shoulder

" for what your real love vito is, when your lies have ruined everything, you're not for me "I said slowly my tears began to drip

I felt a hand start to hug me from behind, it felt very comfortable, but I knew this was not true but let me feel this calmness for a moment, I thought...

" i'm very affectionate and in love with lo vinny" said vito whispering in my ear...

then I turned around and hit the chest of his field he just silently received my punch

" don't make me brittle vito please help me get rid of this love" I said while crying and continuing to punch him

until finally I was not able to lage continue to hit him, Vito also grasped both hands, and hugged me very tightly, I was crying into² while screaming in his arms..

after a satisfied cry I let go of Vito's embrace and sat on the sand..

" Vito can you tell me about your wife ??"

" do you need ?" he said he was sitting next to me

" ea if you don't mind "

" his name is Dira, he temen me like my other temen², he, he used to live in this city but when he was pregnant he went home to his parents maybe because I did not care too much about him, at that time I went clubing ma all temen², so I went to club, but the other Temen² has gone home first stay me ma dira both, at that time the situation we both already drunk heavily, sober, because I could not bring my car chek in one room with dira, and it just happened at that time, just as I woke up I was shocked dira lage nangis² beside me, and it just happened, I was surprised to see him beside me naked as well as me and this was the first time for me or him, he did not stop crying until I said if I would be responsible, he said, and finally I married her, after two months of marriage she was pregnant, but I used to be with her, even though we had frequent intercourse, she said, because he has not been able to stand the behavior of me who likes clubing almost every night he went home to his parents until now "

" do you not have the same feelings ??"

" there is but a little because she's pregnant with my son and I love my son even though I don't love her mother "

" what age are your children now ?"

" new 4 months street "

" so you hooked up with me when your wife was fighting for your son..??" I'm starting to get angry

" ea that way, I'm also a regular human vin I can't feel my ma lo.."

" but this is the wrong vito, don't you think that this happened to your family ??"

" continue I must what ?"

" go back to your child and wife, you from childhood do not have a father figure because he left you, do you also want this to happen to your child "

" i'll bring her here if you want to marry me vin "

I took a breath in² and looked into his eyes in²..

" Vito I know you love me, but this is wrong, that your son needs it, you're the same dira, not lo the same me, please don't refuse to go back on them this is my request "

our tears are flowing back

" are you going to leave me" he said

" you don't have to leave me "

" but I can't "

" but you should be able to, do this for our love, and for your child's sake, don't make me a bad woman because it has robbed others of their happiness "

" would you wait for me ??" his frog sobs

" no you have to stay there with them" I said withstanding this pain

" i hope if there's a next life there's just me and you're not the other "

" ea easy²an so "I said smiling while continuing to doubt..

then we hug for a very long time, let this hug be our last farewell embrace, god I did what was supposed to happen, tolling my heart..

" so you don't want to change your decision" she told me

" no this is final, later we buy a ticket for you to go home, never come back lage I don't want to see you with him in front of my eyes, it will be shocking" I said

" you're so cruel to make me promise "

" you're meaner, meaner, sadistic"

we can't afford to say that only these hugs talk to each other to represent our feelings at the moment...

sakiiiit sangaat..

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