Your Love is Sadistic
Farewell
dusk began to reveal itself
slowly but surely the light began to disappear into darkness
the wind gets cooler in this body infiltrates to bone²
I want to take back the sun
so that this meeting does not end..
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I slowly let go of our embrace, it hurt but I had to hold him back he wasn't mine...
"what's your next plan ?" ask Vito
" don't know for sure I have to go home now it's dark ne"
"are you going to find another love ?"
"maybe I wish I could have the love I could have"
"sorry, I can give you love if you want to change your decision"
"don't make me a heartless man"
"will you just baek² here ?"
"don't think about it, promise me you'll be a good husband and father to your little family, and no other vinny out there, can we go home now you also have to prepare² to go tomorrow" I said
vito did not answer she just looked away from the sea, I woke up want to go home soon enough my chest was here too long..
vito quickly grabbed my hand pulling my waist and****** my lips, I who was aware of it immediately pushed the vito slowly..
"sorry let me kiss these lips for the last time, let me feel this love, I beg you" his eyes have glazed² looking at me, I just nodded in agreement with his request
slowly he pulled me up and kissed ******* my lips there was a lot of feeling there, it felt warm, soft, painful, painful, plus our tears were already unstoppable, ea there are tears to be kissed this time, maybe people will think that I am crazy or stupid, but what I can do is not easy for me to get rid of this love, this love is too deep, this love is too, I had to fight with myself to let go..
slowly I finished this kiss, Vito kissed my eyes and my forehead was very long, I felt his lips tremble..
"we're home" I said I couldn't stand the situation
he just nodded with my hand, all the way there was not even a single fracture thrown from our lips, we just fell silent struggling with the thoughts of each²..
until we finally got to the road to the house..
"I'll just go down here, later if the sight of aunty will be a problem" I said, then tried to open the car door was still locked
"Vito please unlock it don't keep²an torment me "I said Lage
I saw her drooping down beside me..
I sat speechless lage saw it, I caught my breath in²...
" Vinny can I ask you something ?" vito
I stared at her red eyes, Vinny lest you change your mind to look at her I thought
"what ?? but don't ask me to stay with you that's impossible"
"why is it not possible ? what if I decide to divorce my wife"
" it's none of your business, but if it happens don't ever look for me lage I don't want "
"why are you so stubborn Vinny"
"lo that makes me like this Vito, it's enough now please unlock it I want to go home"
"Vinny I ask you who nganterin me tomorrow to the airport, I beg you if I will not open the door let you stay with me here." he said begging me
" are you threatening me Vito, are you crazy..??"
"ea I'm crazy for my love ma lo vinny"
"okay I come to the airport tomorrow, lo chat ajha leave at what time, we meet in person at the airport"
" okay I wait there if you don't come I cancel my return"
"whatever now I'm tired of going home"
then he unlocked the car I immediately went down quickly without looking back, the weight of this leg to get away from him but I have to do this..
I went straight to my room before my aunt knew where I was coming home and asked me where...
I clean² body shower, after that directly lying on the mattress hoping to be able to fall asleep, at least let the heart and mind rest for a moment..
I don't know when and how I fell asleep until I heard the sound of the morning alarm...
I saw HP I turned out there were 10 chat and 10 miss call, it was all from vito..
*vinny's already bobbing belly?*
*vinny can not we VC*
*Vinny I can't sleep I can't*
*Vinny I miss*
*Vinny why don't you bales and bobok ea*
*Vinny I'm sorry for making you nange*
*really I really love and love ma lo*
*tomorrow I leave the plane at 14:30, wait for you in airport ea*
*vinny don't you sad to part with me*
I was just stunned to read the chat, sorry I Vito but for now you should not be here especially with me..
I immediately rushed ready² to leave for the office, today I work permit only half a day because I have to go to the airport, at least let me see it for the last time...
it wasn't time for lunch, I rushed to the kantin to buy bread and drinks to eat in the street, because I am afraid to be late considering the trip to the airport takes 1 hour if the doorbell jams later..
"not where kog buru² is going." said Selly approached me
"not wanting to go to the airport"
"wrong ?"
"Vito's gone today"
"sister went the same who did not say sally will be able to join the robin car package"
"don't have to deck brother already order the taxi was waiting in front, ea already brother walk first ea" said I left him
" heart² sister "selly said yell at me
along the way my heart was very unsettled, tense, agitated, claustrophobic mixed into one..
as I thought today was jammed probably because of lunchtime..
I heard a noise from my phone, I saw it from Vito..
*meank where? I'm waiting in the airport but I hope you don't come so I don't have to go*
honey, honey what I thought, if he tried to tease me let me forbid him to go back to his family, there's no way I'm not a bad guy..
finally I arrived at the airport I saw vito leaning dolas at the big pole next to the departure of domistik, there was widya and adit..
slowly I walked up to him..
" Vito" I said made them surprised unless the vito who kept his head down did not see me
" Vinny are you baek²" said widya approaching me
" ea what a lage can hurt me beyond this" I told him
" i'm sorry for what happened to you it's also my fault that it's not honest"
"no pa² this is not anyone's fault, it's my own fault for having loved vito"
Vito pulled my hand around me, I just fell silent not to return his embrace..
"why did you come ?? don't you love me" she said in a hoarse voice as if she was crying
"because I love ma lo so I don't want you to justify something wrong, don't be like this, here I'm left so please don't torture me vito" I said began to sweat along crying
" i can leave everything to lo vinny what it's lacking"
I can't answer it, I just fell silent in his arms, once this last lage of god, strengthen my heart, it feels unstoppable lage so hurt my chest tightness..
until I heard the call to immediately fly to the city of X, the city where the vito will go, my heart was more broken to hear it, yes this is the end...
I took off his embrace slowly even though he was reluctant to let me off
" Vito, it's time, go home and meet your son and wife they're waiting for you" I said sobbing..
vito then took off her embrace and kissed my forehead long ago...
" good-bye, vinny, don't forget me" she said go let go of my hand...
widya who saw us crying...
adit then hugged Vito and patted² his shoulders strengthening him
"this is what's best for all of you" said Adit
"gue tipped vinny" said vito to adit and widya..
then he walked in the examination room leaving me here, he kept staring back at me, I just fell silent looking at his disappearance...
it's over I thought...
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