Wife of Five Hundred Million (S1): Forced to Get Married
#26
"Fast or later it's just a matter of time, isn't it Bang? And that does not mean Bang Ridwan can quickly forget Kak Ipeh.” Indira.
“Or do you-don't you already have a replacement? Who, bang?" Indira looks happy smiling.
But unfortunately the smile was only on the face of Indira only. Because what Ridwan feels today is different. He felt his heart throbbing. Not to mention that Indira's eyes were so sharp looking at Bang Ridwan made the man so wrong.
"Hm-there's not, Ra. Wouldn't that be the story if, buk?!" kilah Bang Ridwan's.
Indira is still smiling. He was sure bang Ridwan must be hiding something.
"How are you? Have you forgotten Dikta?" asked Bang Ridwan suddenly.
Indira turned her gaze in the other direction. The smile that had just decorated his lips was slow but definitely disappeared after hearing the question of bang Ridwan. Only Indira's deep breath was heard.
"I haven't answered bang! I don't know if I can forget Dikta or not. All I know right now is that I also have to organize my life and let go of the shadow of Dikta." Call Indira that feels very deep.
"What does that mean you've started trying to accept Bang Anggara?"
Indira again sighed and exhaled her slowly. Honestly, there was a tightness held in his chest at this moment.
Indira looked back at Bang Ridwan.
From the look of the eye it was as if India was asking for the support of bang Ridwan for the best step he would take.
Back Bang Ridwan was like being stung by electricity in his body. His heart was wet from earlier. Wet hold a love that he can not reach.
But unfortunately Indira did not know that bang Ridwan felt different things. Indira's gaze even raises the vibration of – vibrations of love in her heart.
"Hm- Indira, if you close your heart to bang Anggara because of all his rude and cold attitude towards you, what does that mean you will also close your heart to another man? I mean, if you're not with Bang Anggara, can you still love others?"
Indira turned her face back. This time there was sadness on her beautiful face.
"I'm sorry, Ra. I didn't mean to make you sad. I understand your feelings. Maybe you are traumatized by the often harsh treatment of Bang Anggara. I also apologize for everything my cousin did."
Reflek bang Ridwan grabbed Indira fingers. I don't know where that courage got until he dared to fuse their fingers.
The silence accompanied by an erratic heartbeat makes blood flow like being in the arena of rafting arum in Ridwan bang. He tried to hide his breathing up and down irregularly. Honestly, at this moment Bang Ridwan was all his might holding back the turbulent taste.
Although this feeling is only one side of the heart that feels but Bang Ridwan is already quite happy.
“God, if I may ask, let me love Indira, love her indefinitely.” Please bang Ridwan in heart.
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Six months have passed. And Indira was aware that six months was not a short time for him.
Especially if she remembers what the marriage was like. A relationship far from beautiful.
Only a sense of pressure can be understood from the various twists it passes. Only pain takes a deep sip. And let the wound sow ever more darkly at the tip of his endless shade.
The name of the lover who always appears in dreams that are certainly endless is what makes Indira able to survive until now.
Deep in her heart, Indira continues to wait for how destiny will knit all these tears into a beautiful one.
Sometimes Indira is reminded of the words Dikta, “ if love will surely find its way back.”
the word – that word makes Indira strong until now.
Indira closed her eyes deeply. Take him away into the dark and continue through the silent journey that feels longer.
